"Okay, it's time for me to go, I'll tell you everything I know, I don't want you to live up to him in this life, and I don't want you to live up to that child named Lin Yan." She lowered her eyelashes, regained a little brightness in her eyes, and got up to leave my room.

I know that this time is something I don't want to do, because, in my previous life, I failed him, do I have to give up this so-called love?

Until now, I'm not sure, who am I loved? Ye Xiuci, as long as I see him, the guilt I feel about him will inevitably flood into my heart.

Lin Yan, this sunny and lovely person, still has a good impression of him in his heart.

Could it be that I really can't live up to Ye Rhetoric, and have I failed Lin Yan?

"Oh no, Sakura! Your grandpa is gone! My mom was screaming outside in a fuss, and her tone was full of anxiety.

“！！ I see, I'll be right out now. ”

I hurriedly put on my shoes and ran out of the room, and my parents had already packed up their things and headed to the countryside.

On an autumn night, the sky is high and the dew is thick, and a crescent moon hangs quietly in the southwest sky. The cold moonlight sprinkled on the earth, and it was so gloomy.

The dimly lit room was full of people, and everything was so sudden, so grandpa wasn't good enough for me, but he was my grandpa after all.

Due to the poor transportation network in the countryside, my grandmother walked a long way to call us where there was an Internet connection, and when we arrived, my grandfather was lying on the bed with a white cloth covering his face.

For the next few days, my dad and uncle took turns keeping vigils for my grandfather.

After being sent to the city and returning to burn the ashes, my dad fainted at the mouth foaming at the mouth for some reason.

"It's a sheep madness, isn't it?" Many people who eat tofu feast think so.

Fortunately, nothing happened, I should have been too tired.

But on the seventh day, my uncle came and asked my dad to work in the graveyard.

Said that my dad sleeps all day, my dad has to go to work at half past three in the afternoon, and he still does manual work, he comes home at half past two in the middle of the night, sleeps at three o'clock, goes to the hospital in the morning for a morning, just came back, can sleep, but my uncle said that my dad sleeps all day, and he does a lot of work in the cemetery, my dad does very little, my dad may not even sleep for eight hours today, and he does physical work, and goes to the hospital to check his body, I am embarrassed to say this, just asked me, How is my dad's health, I said that the report has not come out yet, and after a while he came to my dad and said that he would not work.

If it weren't for looking at him as an elder, I would have scolded him a long time ago.

I stopped listening to him and walked leisurely on the campus path, but I accidentally saw a man and a girl standing under a tree not far away, and since the man was facing away from her, he did not notice my arrival.

The girl held a love letter in her hand and looked at him with a flushed face, "I...... I've liked you for a long time

Although I know that you may not necessarily want to be in a relationship with me, I still want you to understand my heart. After trying to make a confession, the girl handed the love letter to the man. The crimson on his face became more and more, and almost even the roots of his ears were dyed red.

"I'm sorry, I can't promise you." The man said helplessly: "Besides, I have already told you that I don't like you, and I don't like family marriages." Now I have people I like, and I won't like you anymore. ”

Lin Yan! How could it be him! How did he come here?

"But can't you look at me squarely if I follow you here?" The girl is crying anymore, but her eyes are unwavering.

"I guess now all I can say is I'm sorry to you." As he spoke, he turned around, and the moment he saw me, he stopped abruptly.

"Uh, hi! Hello. "I can only say hello with a hard head.

"Sakura! You, did you hear it all? Lin Yan looked at me in shock.

"I, I only heard a little. But shouldn't you comfort her? I pointed at the girl.

"No, after all, I don't love her."

After Lin Yan said that, the girl ran away crying.

"It's sad for you to say that." I looked in the direction of the girl's departure.

"Then if I don't say that, then she will definitely be lucky, and it will only make her sad." He gently tucked my hair over my ears.

"You're going to come like that?"

"Because, I miss you."