Maybe it's because of today's special day, or because of illness, she feels like a lonely boat, floating alone on the sea for a long time, and his appearance seems to make her see hope, she just wants to hold on to him tightly and not let go.

She had never liked someone, and she didn't know what it was like to like someone, she plucked up the courage to get his attention, wanted him to know that she liked him, that she was pursuing him, and that she even imagined her life with him.

Even if it's just her imagination, it can make her smile happily.

She even wondered if she couldn't catch up with him, would she die alone?

Maybe it's an exaggeration, but that's what she's thinking about now, she doesn't know if there will be another him in the future, but at least no one can replace him now.

She reached out and grabbed the hem of his garment, like a helpless child.

"Today is my father's death day," she began, her voice low but clear.

Xu Hanqing paused, staring at the girl who lowered her eyes.

The light of her eyes locked on her lips, and the lips moistened by the water were a little rosy, and the color of her eyes sank slightly.

He stood quietly in front of her, looking down at her and listening to her.

"He died when I was seven years old, he loved gambling money, and he also loved to drink, and when he lost money from gambling, he hit his mother when he got home, and then because of a drunk driving accident, after he died, my mother remarried, and the man's family was very rich, but my mother couldn't take me with her when she got married, so she didn't want me"

She was calm, as if what she said had nothing to do with her.

Only those already moist eyes betrayed her.

"In the end, my uncle took me back, but my aunt didn't like me, and the children who went to school didn't like me, my aunt often forgot to take me home, and I was the last one after school, and only when my uncle came home and found that I hadn't gone home, he came to pick me up."

"I haven't seen my mother since she remarried, and she hasn't come to see her once, but she sends my uncle living expenses every month, I don't know how much, the money is with my aunt, and then I grew up, I left here, my uncle gave me the card, saying that it contains the living expenses that my mother sends me every month, in fact, I really don't want to spend her money at all, but no matter how high the ambition is, it can't compare to reality, if I don't spend her money, I can't live, I can't study"

"I thought before, she didn't want me anymore, and if I didn't spend her money, I wouldn't have anything to do with her, and I was still too arrogant. I worked and studied alone, and after I could afford it, I didn't touch that card again, and after I met her that Christmas, I was suddenly afraid to face her."

"I don't know how I'm going to be in her face, and she probably won't want to see me, because she hasn't thought to come to see me in all these years, or even wonder if I'm doing well."

Xu Hanqing listened quietly to her from beginning to end, and he didn't know what she felt when she said this.

But in his heart, he felt a little distressed.

When she said these things plainly, how had she experienced it before?

She was just a girl in her twenties, and her childhood was supposed to be beautiful and simple.

Before I knew it, tears were sliding down my cheeks.

She wiped her cheeks and lowered her head a little embarrassed.