Chapter 125: Your smile makes me happy
"Master, this matter is about your life, and now that General Nangong is gone, you have to call the shots."
Yuan Yan heard Mi Bei ask himself, so he lowered his head and said.
"But what if I ask you?"
Mi Bei looked at the person in front of him and didn't speak, just bowed his head respectfully, he listened to his own words when he met him in Mi Bei, if he didn't say it, he would have forgotten that it was Nangong Jiang who gave him to him in the first place.
Mi Bei and Yuan Yan were silent for a while, but neither spoke.
"I'll make my own decisions, you have no opinion anyway."
When Yuan Yan heard this, his heart was infarcted, and his throat seemed to have a thousand words stuck in his mouth and he couldn't say it for a while.
It's not that he doesn't want to say it, it's just that now that there are many things behind him, maybe even Mi will dislike him, what do you want him to say?
"Don't you really want to give your opinion? Are you so willing? ”
Mibe glanced at him and still didn't speak, thinking back to everything she had done to him before, maybe all this was just her own passion.
"Forget it, even if it's my own passion. But even what you're saying? You should also know that Tang Tang is very important to me. I can't get out of this marriage. ”
"I know." That's why I didn't say anything. Yuan Yuan didn't say anything later, but silently added this sentence in his heart.
If you say more, no matter how reluctant you are, there is no way. It's just a marriage, not a marriage.
"Alright. Let's go down early and rest. This year I want to be quiet. ”
Mi Bei suddenly thought of such a fuss, maybe it would be very embarrassing to face each other tonight, even if he thought about it in the cold weather, he still covered himself.
"Yes."
Yuan Yan didn't say much else? Seeing that his master was so annoyed, it didn't help anything, so he just responded and retreated, just silently hiding aside. If there is anything, I can come out in time to save him.
Tonight, the two listened to the sound of crickets outside the window and couldn't sleep.
"You go away for me! Go away! ”
I don't know how I fell asleep at night, I only knew that my feet were always cold, and there was no one around me without eggs. I look groggy and can't sleep when I want to, and I don't know what to think in my head.
When he went to the back, he found that he seemed to have encountered something, and there was a lewd old man in the back who kept chasing him, so he muttered.
"What's wrong? Master? ”
People who practice martial arts seem to be particularly sensitive to small movements. Even if Mi Bei whispered. Yuan Yan could hear clearly outside, what did she say?
Yuan Yan didn't care about anything else and rushed in directly. However, I saw that the Mibe man was muttering some incomprehensible words with his eyes closed.
I knew I was going to have a nightmare.
"Ruan Lan..."
"Ruan Lan, save me."
Yuan Yan heard it carefully, and Mi Bei kept shouting the name of Ruan Lan Gongzi. My heart sank, didn't I just say that Tang Tang could be so important in her heart? Why is her heart able to hold so many men?
Yuan Yan faced the master in front of him, and fell into deep thought, he really shouldn't know whether he should step forward and hug her at this time, or should he look at everything indifferently.
He is the prince of the land country, and it is possible to inherit the great cause of the land country in the future, but since he is facing his father like this, the crown prince in his father's heart should not be given to him.
My heart sank for a while, and I still wanted to be the crown prince, and I knew that I didn't belong to that position when I was fighting side by side with Mi Bei.
But why does he still remember it now because he is unwilling? Or is it because of Mibe's half-heartedness?
I think that at the beginning, when he was Mibei's guard, he didn't know that this woman didn't belong to just one man, and he would have many men in the future.
At that time, I thought I could face everything in front of me indifferently, just guarding the duty that should be done in front of me, but then I didn't know why I gradually became addicted to it.
This woman is as quiet as a virgin, moving like a rabbit. Even if it's difficult, you smile at the people around you. No one ever knows how much she went through behind the scenes? I don't know why I feel like I can touch the deepest soul in his heart. It's probably because I've been by her side for a long time, and I even know how hard it must be when I see her.
"I just don't understand. Why is your heart so big that it can hold so many people. ”
Yuan Yan couldn't help but say what he thought, his heart and the woman in front of him were still with their eyes closed, as if they were being made by a nightmare and still muttering to themselves.
I really couldn't bear to sit down quietly and hugged the person in front of me.
"What can I do, I want to know. I can't bear to that. ”
I was always so worried about her when I was in Tuxiamen, but now that I see her, I still feel that her heart is not here with me.
But what can you try as a guard? Even if there is this so-called Turkish bloodline now, it is just a pawn for buying and selling.
"Ruan Lan..."
"Ruan Lan...."
At this time, Yuan Yan couldn't say it sour in her heart, but she needed herself by her side, if she was gone, then who would take care of her.
What's more, isn't it all willing?
Knowing that she was not the object of his protection, he thought that he would have watched from afar.
Hearing that she was about to fall into danger in the country, she didn't say a word and took people to set up a good situation, just to be able to protect her well.
once said to herself, it doesn't matter after she is saved, there are people around her, but who knows that on the day she was rescued, General Nangong died, and there was only one servant girl by her side.
He couldn't say that he appeared to leave her, that she was the prince of the land country, that he was responsible for her brother's death, and that he really wanted to protect her, whether she liked herself or not.
Yuan Yan once thought so, maybe Mi Bei had him in his heart, otherwise how could he let himself hold her.
She has a unique aroma in her arms, which constantly stimulates her sense of smell, making Yuan Yan truly feel that the person in her arms exists.
The words in Mibey's mouth were also real, shouting not him, but another man thousands of miles away, who gave his life for him.
And she has not only been hugged by herself, but also by others.
If he was by her side at the time, it would have been like this, but it seems that the person in front of him has become accustomed to his own efforts.
It's like a child who gets an apple on the first day will be very surprised, and the next day he will be very surprised to get an apple again, but this surprise will be discounted, so that it is a habit to give the child an apple every day, until the last day he doesn't give it, he will not say thank you, but ask rhetorically, why not give the apple.
The most terrible thing in the world is that habit, if you get used to it, you don't feel good, if it's not good for her, it's a sin.
When this kind of sin happens to herself, it is different, not because she is afraid that she doesn't have it, but because she is afraid that she will not want it, and she is afraid that she will not give enough and let her be wronged.
In fact, she never asked for anything, but she was too obsessed with it and was willing to do it.
"If you want to ask, you have me in your heart."
Yuan Yan gently soothed the woman with the nightmare, I don't know what I dreamed of so panickedly, there was a trace of tears in the corner of my anxious eyes.
She is like this, shouting other people's men's names, Yuan Yan is distressed, but the most distressing thing is that she is not awake at this time, and she thinks that she can enter her dream and hold up a piece of heaven for her.
The person on the bed seemed to sense that someone around him was comforting him, and gradually he fell silent, still frowning, with an indescribable vigilant look.
"I'm here."
Yuan Yan couldn't help but say such a sentence when he saw Mi Bei like this, thinking that he really shouldn't answer her tonight and let her sleep by herself.
In fact, she knows that it is difficult for her to fall asleep at night, the weather is cold, and her little feet are estimated to be covered for a long time to be warm, and cold feet always make people sleep unsteadily.
Before going to bed, I heard her blowing hot air on the side of the house, and I guess it was very cute, but I was still reluctant to let her be wronged.
At this time, Mi Bei seemed to hear the words around him, and slowly stretched his brows, and his unfolded eyebrows and delicate face seemed to make Yuan Yan's heart move again.
She is always like this, and an unintentional action can evoke the feeling that she is suppressing.
"What should I do with you?"
Yuan Yan knows that she can fit a lot of people in her heart, but she can only have him, not because only Mi Bei has appeared in life, but because Mi Bei's appearance has broken all her previous lives.
At that time, he was bought into Nangong Mansion, and someone warned him, as a killer, the last thing he couldn't touch was his feelings, once he touched it, then the end of the killer was coming.
He has always firmly believed that he will not have such a day, because he has not had his parents by his side since he was a child, so how can he talk about feelings, he is a ruthless person, killing people like hemp, so how can he be affectionate.
Growing up under cruel training since childhood, I always thought that I couldn't look down on the so-called love and love, but I didn't know that it just didn't arrive.
Until one day, the head of the sect said that the master had a new task and needed someone to protect an important person, and he was the best candidate.
Because of unintentionality.
can turn a blind eye to women, children and the elderly begging for mercy, can kill people like hemp in the face of countless people who invade them, and step by step to the status recognized by everyone, relying not only on martial arts, but also on unintentionality.
Because of this, Nangong Jiang could hand her over to himself with peace of mind, and he was even a little glad at the time, if he hadn't been so numb, maybe this errand wouldn't have been for himself, or maybe it was because he was so indifferent that God would send her to punish him?
He only knew that at that time, she was smiling like a flower, so he was as happy as a child.