An Ning mockingly hooked her petal lips, "Don't understand?" Okay, then I'll make it clear so you can understand it. Nangong, let me ask you, if you didn't know that your father was planning to frame me and my eldest sister again, would you take the initiative to find out about the situation in the capital? Will you come back in the dust? Of course I believe that if you know about the situation on Emperor Quan Yu's side, you will definitely come back to help him. But the problem is that you deliberately avoid understanding the situation in the capital. I'm not wrong about that. ”

Nangong Ji hesitated a little, "Sister-in-law, who is talking too much in front of you." ”

"No one talked much in front of me, and I didn't need to ask anyone. I understand your character, Nangong. So I know to you that if someone is chatting about the situation in the capital in the past two days, you will immediately turn around and leave without listening. Why? Probably because you don't want to know the specific situation in the capital, because you are afraid that if you know, you can't help but come back and help him by the side of Emperor Quan Yu. But you don't want to come back. You are also very entangled, so you simply choose not to learn about the situation in the capital. You think that if you don't understand it, the situation in the capital is stable. Nangong, you're not deceiving yourself, what are you? You don't know, you don't understand, can you treat this as if it didn't happen? Nangong, you are so confused. ”

"Sister-in-law, I-"

"Don't interrupt, listen to what I'm saying. You don't want to come back to the capital, but you know that your father wants to frame me and my eldest sister, you have to come back, you have to come back, because you don't have a choice. If you don't come back, your Nangong family will be completely buried. So, you're back. Nangong, do you still want to say that you came back to the capital to protect your Nangong family, but also to help your brother? Do you still insist on that? ”

Nangong Ji was speechless.

Do you know why he fell in love with this woman? Because she is not only smart and transparent, but she also knows him well enough. In front of her, he was like a transparent person, without any secrets to speak of. She knows everything about him. She dissected him thoroughly. In front of her, he could not have any disguise.

He can't pretend, and he can't pretend, because she will see through it at a glance.

"Nangong, don't think I know you well. Emperor Quan Yu also saw it, but he didn't bother to say it. Even if this is the case, once you really say it, it will hurt the feelings between your brothers. Nangong, I really don't know you that well. ”

"Sister-in-law, what do you want to say?"

"As I said earlier, I don't want you to continue to deceive yourself." An Ning put her hands on her thighs and said with a smile: "Nian Gong, I don't know you as well as you imagined, and I am not as good as I imagined." I was even worse than I thought. But I guess that doesn't seem to affect your liking of me, does it? ”

Nangong Ji didn't quite understand what An Ning wanted to say when he approached him, but he didn't want to be too passive, but he didn't have a good way, so he could only come to cover up the water and see the move.

"Sister-in-law, I know very well what kind of person you are. If I didn't know, I wouldn't have fallen in love with you. Seriously, before I fell in love with you, I never thought I would fall in love with someone. QuestionFalling in love with someone, for me, is really too difficult. For someone of my character, falling in love with someone is simply unthinkable. As I got to know you and got to know you a little bit, I didn't believe I would fall in love with you. I have a crush on you, I've known this for a long time, and that's normal. But in love with you? I really didn't think about it myself. ”

"Why are you so sure you love me and not me?"

"For me, there is no liking, only love."

"Huh?" This time it was An Ning's turn not to understand.

Nangong Ji explained with a smile, "It's very simple. For me, liking such feelings that are always almost tasteful is not worth mentioning, and I don't give a damn about it. Love is deep, deep, and unforgettable. I like this kind of child's affection, so light, so easy, I Nangong Ji never need it. Either I don't feel emotional, or I want to love the deepest and most intense. ”

If you want to love, you have to love the deepest and most intense...... Is it?

An Ning shook his head gently, "Originally, Emperor Quan Yu told me that you are very resolute in your bones, but I still don't believe it." Now I believe. Nangong, you ...... Can't you settle for the next best thing and treat me as your friend? Your best friend. If you can't tell Master Lu something that is inconvenient or difficult, you can also use it as a good friend to tell me. Isn't it okay? ”

Nangong Ji sighed, finally raised her head, and met An Ning's gaze, "Sister-in-law, in the end, you are still for the fifth master, right." ”

"He's my man, and everything I do, of course, is for him. What's so strange about that? An Ning hooked her petal lips and reached out to pat the side of the bed.

Nangong Ji hesitated slightly, raised her feet, and walked to the bedside, but instead of sitting on the edge of the bed, she sat on the chair.

"Sister-in-law, I already know your thoughts. But I ...... I'm determined and paranoid. Seriously, since I'm in love with you, there's no way I'm going to settle for the second, I'm not the kind of person who would settle for the second. I love you, I just want to have you and make you my woman. I can't be a friend with you, a good friend. What a good friend, you are only my friend after all, you are not a woman who belongs to me. You're someone else's woman after all. And I, I can't accept it. I hope you can understand me. ”

An Ning sighed deeply, before looking for Nangong Ji, she really didn't expect Nangong Ji to be such a resolute and paranoid guy in her bones. It can't be helped, he's usually too gentle. So much so that she will always forget again and again that the man who can become a brother with the ruthless thing of Emperor Quan Yu must not be as gentle and elegant as he appears on the surface.

People who can become brothers must have the same side in their bones. It's just that the presentation is different, but the essence of the thing is exactly the same.

She thought that she would be able to convince Nangong Ji. But now it seems that she still thinks too simply.

"In that case, then I won't force it." An Ning waved her hand, as if to end this chat, "Nangong, don't be too long-winded with me." I would like to conclude with you that there are so many emotions that are important to you. Your love for me is far less than the brotherhood between you and Emperor Quan Yu Lu Yuechuan for more than 20 years. You must not let me because of-"

"I won't have any estrangement with the fifth master because I love you. Sister-in-law, don't worry about that. I have already talked to the fifth master. ”

"You misunderstood me. Nangong, I never thought that your brotherhood with Emperor Quan Yu would be suspicious because of my estrangement. I never thought of it that way. What I mean, you must not face Emperor Quan Yu because of me, because you can't let go of your feelings for me. Nangong, you can't face Emperor Quan Yu, you feel uncomfortable, and Emperor Quan Yuhuang doesn't feel good in his heart. You say good brother, but because of a woman, two people can't meet, how sad is this? ”

Nangong Ji silently gave An Ning a glass of water and handed it over, "Sister-in-law, I understand what you said. I'm also trying to change. I came back this time and met the fifth master, and I think it has improved a lot. Before you woke up, I talked a lot with the fifth master. I think it's quite effective. But I ...... I'm always a struggler. Sometimes even I can't figure myself out. I clearly know that the fifth master will not mind that I fall in love with his wife, and I also know that I will not do anything beyond the norm, and you are unlikely to be affected by anything. But what about me...... I can't face the fifth master, not because of anything else, but because I can't forgive myself. ”

"Nangong, feelings are not something you can control with reason. Who you're going to fall in love with, you can't control. So, what's wrong with you? You're not wrong. Feelings are the most unreasonable. If you can, I believe that even if you fall in love with Master Lu, you will not fall in love with me. ”

"Fifth Master - Fifth Brother, the love between me and Fifth Brother is really not something you can imagine. Sister-in-law, I know that you are the fifth brother's woman, but I still fall in love with you. My sins are so great that they are unforgivable. It's me who doesn't forgive myself, and it has nothing to do with anything else. Actually, I could already see at that time that the fifth brother really likes you. I don't dare to say that the fifth brother was already in love with you at that time, but I am sure that the fifth brother must have liked you at that time. Whether it's love or liking, since the fifth brother has feelings for you, then you are his woman. I shouldn't have the slightest affection for you. ”

"Nangong?"

Nangong Ji smiled self-deprecatingly, "I can't fool myself and tell myself that I will fall in love with you, because your marriage with the fifth brother has no emotional foundation, and you will marry the fifth brother and become a husband and wife, all because of a transaction that uses each other." I can't deceive myself like this, because I can see very clearly that the fifth brother likes you, and you are also moved by the fifth brother. In this case, I am still in love with you. Sister-in-law, you say, am I still worthy of being the fifth brother's brother? Where is there a woman who would fall in love with a brother? I can't forgive myself. ”

If he didn't see that the fifth brother and his sister-in-law were moved by each other, then he could still deceive himself and tell himself that he would fall in love with her because her marriage to the fifth brother was a transaction at all. There was no affection between the two of them at all. But he saw it very clearly, he couldn't deceive himself.

My sister-in-law is right, he can't deceive himself.

There are many things that he can deceive others, but he must not be able to deceive himself.

"Sister-in-law, I know I'm sometimes hypocritical. The fifth master doesn't care about me anymore, but I have to worry about myself all the time. There's no way, I can't control it myself, so you don't have to persuade me anymore. When I figure it out for myself, I'll be back. You don't have to worry too much, my relationship with the fifth master is not so fragile. Even if I stay in Jiangnan Province for the last ten or eight years, it won't have any impact. ”

"Nangong, I'm just...... Ay! You're very transparent in your heart, so I won't talk nonsense. I hope you can go over sooner and come back a day sooner. In the days when you are away, Emperor Quan Yu and Master Lu miss you very much. ”

"I also miss the fifth brother and Yue Chuan."

"Actually, I still can't figure out what you can't get over in your heart. If you can't let go of me, then let it go slowly. What does it matter if you stay in the capital? The two of us discussed it and tried not to meet. I really don't understand why you have to leave the capital. ”

Nangong Ji looked at her calmly, her eyes were very light, but she was so affectionate. He asked, "Are you really curious?" ”