After saying this, Bai Chuheng left.

If he could, he wanted to look at him like this all the time, forever, without taking an inch off his eyes.

But he can't, he hates him, he hates him, she doesn't want to see him......

Moreover, the war between country R and country Z has begun, and he is a man, and he is obliged to lead the army to the front line and fight for this divinely blessed land.

Would he be worried if he found out he was on the battlefield?

Would he be sad if he unfortunately died on the battlefield? Will it be sad? Will you cry?

Shen Ye sat at the door, staring blankly at the sycamore in the courtyard, he hadn't heard Bai Chuheng's information for a long time, this person seemed to have disappeared.

"Bai Chuheng, I may not be back here for a long time."

I don't want to say it, but I can't bear it.

"Not coming back? Why did he go? ”

Shang Linjun stared at Shen Ye's hopeful eyes and looked at it carefully, and shook his head helplessly for a long time.

"He went to the front line, I didn't want to tell you, but seeing that you are waiting every day, I can't bear it."

Shen Ye didn't speak, turned his head to look at the tall plane tree, and at this moment he suddenly understood.

It turned out that Bai Chuheng hadn't looked for him all these years because he didn't love him, he just wanted to let him go.

At that time, he thought that Bai Chuheng really didn't love him, so why did he love Bai Chuheng?

Forcing yourself not to think about it for so many years, but in the end you find that you have never put it down, is it ridiculous?

He still can't forget him, and he can't care about him.

In the 29th year of the Republic of China, there were intermittent front-line soldiers coming back, but Bai Chuheng was the only one.

Shen Ye thought that Bai Chuheng would never come back.

He was afraid, afraid that he would not be able to wait for him.

He thought, he longed, even if it was just to look at him again......

He waited with hope, ten days passed, a month passed, months passed, years passed, and he still did not wait.

He was almost crazy, he was secretly resentful in his heart, forget it, he didn't want to come back, so be it, he wanted to forget her, he wanted to be with Shang Linjun and really betray him.

That's fair, he thought.

The night became more and more quiet, the evening breeze blew gently, and the tall plane trees swayed with the wind, making a rustling sound.

Shen Ye wanted to betray Bai Chuheng and want him to come back, Shang Linjun knew that his heart had always been Bai Chuheng, even if he took the initiative, he couldn't really have him.

"Jinxiu, you just want to get revenge on him for abandoning you that, right?"

"Yes, I used to hate him, I hated him, I wanted him to never appear in front of me, but now, I just want to see him again, just one look, it's okay ......"

Shang Linjun looked at Shen Ye's eyes full of all things in the world, there was everything in them, but there was no him.

"Bai Jinxiu" has never loved him, and is more guilty of him.

In the 31st year of the Republic of China, Bai Chuheng was captured by the enemy in order to save his comrades, because of his relatively high rank, the enemy was afraid that he would be rescued, so the supreme commander of the country R ordered someone to give Bai Chuheng a stimulant, so that he could bear the pain of being peeled and deboned in his sobriety.

The next month, a battle report came, Bai Chuheng died, Shang Linjun wanted to hide it from Shen Ye, but the paper couldn't contain the fire after all.

Since then, Shen Ye has been immersed in the lights and wine every day, and he has also become addicted to drugs, numbing himself with alcohol, hoping that this will make him less painful and use drugs to take revenge on a dead person.

In the 33rd year of the Republic of China, Shen Ye finally couldn't bear the harm of drugs and died.

The end of the plane. I want to talk with more like-minded people about "Fast Wear: How to Abandon the Therapy of the Sick and Delicate Male Protagonist", and pay attention to "Youyue Literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find a confidant~