Chapter 127: The Story Behind the Dream

I suddenly remembered and asked, "Where are you going to deliver the goods, in the South City?" ”

Lu Zenghan's expression was a little solemn, and he replied after a while: "Don't ask." I'll leave tomorrow, and I'll be on it for about three to five days. You must be safe and do not go anywhere except the clinic. ”

My nerves began to tense again, and I couldn't help but ask worriedly, "Is it just you?" Wouldn't it be dangerous? ”

He groaned for a moment and said, "Probably not." I'll bring people over. You can rest assured. ”

My heart was in a ball, and there had never been a moment when I longed so much for him to change careers. I beg him to stop and stop doing it again. This line of work is not only illegal, the police want to arrest him, there is also intrigue inside, and Zou Shizhao does not fully trust him. What exactly does it mean? Or how much is at stake? But I know that my language doesn't change anything. I bit my lip and tried to hold back my words.

When he got downstairs, Lu Zenghan said, "Go up by yourself, I'll go back tonight to prepare." ”

My heart tightened, I raised my hand and hugged him, my voice trembling slightly: "Zeng Han, you must pay attention to safety, I am waiting for you." ”

Lu Zenghan was stunned for a moment, rubbed me tightly in his arms, and his voice was soft with a hint of emotion: "Okay, girl." ”

Lu Zenghan left, I sat in the clinic, looking at the bustling crowd downstairs, I felt unreal at a loss. The sky in this city is very blue, unlike Beijing, there is always haze, the water in this city is very wide, the sea and sky are in a bad mood and you can find a beach to relieve at any time, the people in this city are very comfortable, the pressure and rhythm of life are not so fast, but this city is also very hazy, behind all the beautiful appearances, there is a black horror that I can't touch. And my existence, is it right? With me here, Lu Zenghan was bound hand and foot. What if I'm not here? One of these thoughts popped into me.

Lu Zenghan is going to leave for three or five days, what if I go to find my sister? But where is my sister? All I knew was that she was in the north, and she would never tell me where she was. I called her several times but no one answered. What's with her, go to Beijing first, it's not far from her. I booked a ticket online for an afternoon trip to Beijing and instructed the two assistants at the clinic to postpone their appointments within five days. I grabbed my bag and went out.

When I took a taxi to the airport, I was dressed in a relaxed outfit that contrasted sharply with the other travelers with large bags and small bags. I walked to the check-in window and printed out the ticket. Take it and walk towards the security checkpoint.

Halfway through, a man suddenly patted me on the shoulder and said in a deep voice, "Teacher Xin, where are you going?" ”

My heart was shocked, and I turned my head to see a man in his twenties, tall and strong, dressed in casual clothes, wearing sunglasses and a peaked cap, looking straight at me. But I didn't know him. The man's voice was low and cold: "Mr. Zou doesn't want you to leave Nancheng. ”

"What if I have to go?" I don't believe he can do anything in front of a public like the airport.

The man continued: "I have no choice but to follow you, and I will go wherever you go. But," his tone was a little impatient, "I'm not very patient, I don't like to chase people around, I prefer to tie people up and put them there." ”

I bit my lip and my heart pounded. Lu Zenghan is not here, and there is no one to protect me. And Zou Shizhao has already sent someone to target me, if I leave by plane at this moment, I will not be safe in Beijing. Zou Shizhao just wants to use me to pinch Lu Zenghan, how can he let me go?

I had no choice but to leave the waiting hall and take a taxi back to the clinic. It's ridiculous that I'm now a caged bird.

Seeing me go back, the two assistants were a little surprised, but they didn't ask much, just said to me: "Fortunately, I haven't had time to inform the visitor, and there is one in the evening." ”

I took the client's message back to the clinic, it was the hellish face phobia. I was so tired that I didn't want to think about it anymore and buried my head deep in my arms. I don't know where Lu Zenghan is now, is it still going well? I'm so useless that I can't do anything but trouble him.

It took me a long time to regain my spirits until it was dark. The visitor was about seven o'clock, and there was still half an hour left, so I hurriedly found her file and looked at it carefully. Before she could think about the plan, she had already arrived. Li Xuan brought her in. Today's Chen Chen is still dressed in black, but he is not wrapped in a headscarf.

Seeing me, she took off her sunglasses, and the dark bags under her eyes were very heavy, like panda eyes, and without waiting for me to ask, she said to herself: "Teacher Xin, I really can't stand it, these days, that ghost has appeared even more." ”

"Oh, tell me about it." I smiled at her, but the smile was forced by me.

"When I went back, I dreamed of the ghost again that night. I'll just listen to what you say, and look at her carefully, and don't be afraid, but she's more terrible than ever, smiling darkly, and baring her white teeth, as if she was going to eat me. I was so scared that I wanted to run, but you know, I couldn't move every time I dreamed. I was so scared that I was dying, and suddenly a big snake sprang out of the room, and the ghost was scared away, and I was relieved, but the snake pounced on me, and I screamed in fright, and woke up. Chen Chen said in one breath, beads of sweat oozed from his face after speaking, I handed her a hand to draw paper, she wiped it, and continued, "From now on, this is good, not only ghosts, but also snakes." ”

"Then you can draw the snake too." I took out colored pencil and paper and handed it to her.

"Draw again?" She took a tissue and wiped the sweat from her forehead, her hand trembling as she drew on the paper, and when she drew the snake, the lines were smooth and did not hesitate, and the color was black, without any variegation. When she was done, she handed it to me, "What can you see from that?" ”

I picked up the drawing: "Black, symbolizing authority, indicates that there is an authoritative person or thing in your heart, and you think you can overcome that ghost." But you're afraid of that person or thing. After I finished saying this, Chen Chen was obviously stunned for a moment, opened his mouth as if he was touched by something, and slammed it again. I continued, "As for why you are afraid, only you know. I looked at her and said, "If you don't tell me anything, how can I help you?" I can only persuade you a few words in a high-sounding manner, relax your heart, there are no ghosts and the like, but you can't get rid of your demons. ”

"Teacher Xin, your clinic will keep it secret, right?" Chen Chen finally mustered up the courage and asked me.

"That's for sure." I nodded, "Any information about all visitors will be kept strictly confidential. ”

"Then, then I'll say it." Chen Chen said slowly, "I fell in love once before, I was young and ignorant, and I couldn't look at people, just because he was more painful than me, and he had money, so I followed him." Later, I found out that he had a family, but I had been with him for a long time, and he gave me a lot of money, so I confessed. ”

Seeing that I didn't speak, she smiled faintly and said, "Do you think I'm quite shameless?" When the junior is still right? ”

I shook my head: "I don't care about that, I only care about your mental process." You are my visitor, and I only have to be responsible for you. ”

Chen Chen breathed a sigh of relief: "The professional is different. After a pause, he said, "Later, he thought that my nose was not a nose and my face was not a face, and said that I was not good here and there. As soon as I got my heart down, I decided to go for plastic surgery. He was very happy to hear my idea, gave me money, and helped me contact the hospital. I went with one of my sisters. ”

"After the rectification, I am quite satisfied, I seem to have changed as a different person, and I look a lot better than before. I was happy at first. But later, didn't my sister have plastic surgery, so she went to the plastic surgery hospital, and she inadvertently asked why she had a problem with my problem. Later, the hospital told her that the doctor who operated on me was not from that hospital at all, but a specialist who had been invited to do it for me alone. Chen Chen said as he spoke, his expression was very solemn, and his fingers were nervously rubbed together.

I nodded slightly, not interrupting her. She continued: "My sister said that I was not kind, and I didn't tell her if I invited an expert, and she could also pay for the expert to do it, and it wasn't that she refused to give money. Scold me for being the sole doctor. I didn't dare explain. But I know that the expert is not what I am looking for, and I don't know any expert at all. There's only one possibility, my boyfriend did it. He deliberately picked on me and asked me to go for plastic surgery, and then he arranged for a specialist to make me the way he wanted. ”

I nodded, the inference was normal, but not enough to scare her. But when she said this, she refused to say it. I asked, "Do you think he's asking you to look like a person?" ”

"Hmm." She nodded, "When I got back, I started paying attention to the photos on his computer and phone, trying to see who I was looking at." But I couldn't find anywhere. Later, I once accidentally cleaned my room and found a very old photo of a woman in a red dress from the back of the TV stand. She stopped again, rubbing her hands together in a little fear.

"The woman in the red dress looks the same as you?" I asked.

"I don't know." She looked at me blankly, "The head of that picture was cut off. I searched for a long time, but there were no clues, and then I gave up. ”

I suddenly realized that on the eve of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the police fished a female corpse on Nanqi Island, wearing a red dress, although there was no official announcement, but many fishermen on Nanqi Island saw it when they were salvaged. The news must have spread to her ears, and the keyword red dress ignited her psychological doubts. In Freud's dream analysis, dreams are a reflection of the brain's subconscious, and many dreams are a direct reflection of the content in the brain that has been deeply affected by recent disturbances. Chen Chen, this is even more so.