146, do I owe you again
Zhang Xingran wanted to go back immediately, but there was too much work for her to get out of the way, so in order to go back as soon as possible, she worked hard for several nights before she finally solved it roughly.
It would be five days before she returned.
And in the past five days, Fang Cun has once again returned to Fang Cun, who loved Shen Hanyue two years ago, washing and cooking for him every day, thinking about him all the time. Shen Hanyue enjoyed her care very much, but he was still faintly uneasy in his heart.
After lunch, instead of going to work right away, he dragged her out. When she arrived at the place, she realized that he had brought her to choose a ring, Fang Cun looked at the dazzling high-end goods in front of him, and there was no emotional fluctuation in his eyes.
"Whichever one you like, take your pick."
Anyway, he has money, no matter how big it is, he can buy it, and he can even charter an entire jewelry store for her, but he still doesn't understand that Fang Cun won't like these things.
Fang Cun didn't care if he understood her, he casually pointed to a diamond ring and said:
"That's it!"
"Okay."
bought the ring, the two went out of the store together to the car, Fang Cun held his hand, the clothes on his body were the dresses he bought when he was shopping that day, and he was talented and beautiful when he stood with him. She could imagine how many people would think they didn't fit in without this dress, and she was like a puppet now, with no thoughts to speak of.
When they arrived at the place where the car was parked on the side of the road, the two stood there, Shen Hanyue looked depressed, looked at her, and said pitifully, "Ah Cun, I forgot again." ”
Fang Cun smiled shallowly, thinking of the troubles between the two of them at the beginning, he couldn't help but say, "Fool." ”
After she finished speaking, she realized that he was actually staring at her, with a lot of unclear meaning in his eyes, a lot of reluctance and self-comfort.
"What's wrong?"
He shook his head and said, "It's okay, let's go" He took her hand and said, "Let's have a wedding, let's go see my grandparents tonight, the ugly daughter-in-law always wants to see her in-laws." ”
"Hmm."
In order to satisfy her grandparents, Shen Hanyue specially accompanied her to choose clothes and do her hair, trying to make her match Shen Qiu's vision.
However, it was useless, and the two old men still didn't give face when they saw Fang Cun.
She could only hide behind Shen Hanyue in embarrassment, like a scared puppy, enduring the cold violence of Shen Qiu and Lu Qiufen, as well as Zhong Xianran's anger.
"Since we've seen it, let's go first."
After speaking, he pulled Fang Cun to the door. He wouldn't have to stay for dinner when he saw that they were cold and violent, which would make everyone unhappy, so the best way was to leave.
"You're going to hell."
Zhong Xianran's cold tone was obviously what Fang Cun said, and after a pause, Shen Han felt her body trembling, he pulled her and continued to walk, and Fang Cun followed him out.
Along the way, the two didn't say a word, Fang Cun knew what Zhong Xianran meant, and reneged on her promise to Zhong Xianran, and not once or twice, she really deserved to go to hell. Or maybe she should have gone to hell a long time ago, even if she was tired
A lot of people, why is she alive.
Back at home, Fang Cun ignored Shen Hanyue and went upstairs leisurely, and not long after he came up and called her, saying that there was an important person who wanted to see her.
Fang Cun went downstairs and saw Zhang Xingran from the staircase, the two looked at each other, Fang Cun slowly went downstairs, this woman was an ordinary friend to her, she respected Zhang Xingran.
Zhang Xingran saw her, ran over, hugged her when she went down to the floor, and said excitedly, "Little villain, you finally came back safely." ”
Fang Cun's whole body stiffened, and she was dumbfounded and let Zhang Xingran hold her, she was full of thoughts at the moment, thinking that she should be excited to meet a friend who hadn't seen her for two years, but she didn't feel it at all, she was numb like a piece of wood.
It's not a good sign, these days she has discovered her different decadence and negativity, she can always think of death.
Zhang Xingran, who had calmed down, pulled her aside, and Shen Hanyue knew that they needed space to talk, so he went upstairs to the study by himself.
Knowing that Fang Cun had a lot of things that he couldn't say, Zhang Xingran didn't ask her about those things, but asked her if she was doing well and whether she was happy. Fang Cun kept nodding, tears swirling in his eyes but couldn't flow.
Crying is not a good sign, because she knows that she is not crying because she sees Zhang Xingran excited, she feels that she is powerless.
"Don't cry, I didn't cry."
Zhang Xingran wiped away her tears and said, "Is he good to you?" ”
Fang Cun nodded, "Hmm." “
"That's good, I'll just say that Shen Hanyue must be a responsible man, you have to cherish it, if someone dares to worry about him, I will help you kill her"
"Hmm."
The two chatted all the time, and it was not until late that Zhang Xingran went home, and Shen Hanyue asked Li Cheng to send Zhang Xingran back in order not to worry Fang Cun.
Back in her room, she went to take a shower as usual, climbed into bed and waited for him. Shen Hanyue finished washing, but he just hugged her in the quilt without any movement.
With his forehead resting on her back, he said:
"Ah Cun, you have to remember that you are by no means a poultry at home, you are an eagle and have to fly, a housewife is not your battlefield, and there are many things waiting for you to do. We may really not be suitable, since you can't be my wife, then let someone else come. ”
“……”
Let someone else come? Fang Cun's body stiffened, he didn't know how to react, his mind was full of interrogative sentences, waiting for his next sentence, but Shen Hanyue didn't have any follow-up.
The next morning, when she woke up, Shen Hanyue was no longer there, looking at the empty place next to her, Fang Cun suddenly became scared, and she ran downstairs without changing her clothes.
Downstairs, the living room was full of food, and there was a creed he had left on the table. It reads: Eat and go.
Looking at the note quietly, Fang Cun felt a pain in her heart, she sat down and ate all the dishes leisurely, and then went upstairs to change her clothes.
After leaving the villa, Fang Cun didn't go home first, she went to the nearby bus stop to take the bus
Hand over the car to the cemetery.
Standing in front of her mother, she suddenly burst into tears.
The body slowly shrank to the ground, and she said, "I don't want to, the gun is in my hand, I can't control it... Hmmm......"
Many images appeared in my mind, in the mountains, a person fell in front of her, it was her masterpiece, but also her sorrow, as a former policeman, she was cowardly. But as an ordinary person, she was too bloody and crazy.
"I'm going crazy, Mom, I can't take it, I don't deserve to be a cop."
She was not qualified to be a police officer from the beginning of her headshot, and she did not stop herself when she did all this, because hatred drove her crazy, and she only knew revenge.
The crying gradually subsided, her body's alertness increased, and her whole body was focused on the footsteps coming towards her behind her.
"I knew you weren't having a good time." Wu Thirty walked up behind her and looked at her lowered head condescendingly. "Come back, brother needs you."
"Do you dare?"
Wu Thirty smiled and said, "What don't I dare, but you, living so painfully, why do you have to wronged yourself, you can obviously live a very willful life." ”
"When was the first time you killed someone?"
Frowning and thinking about it, Wu Thirty said, "I forgot." ”
"That's good."
Wu 30 asked, "Okay what?" ”
"You don't need to feel guilty at all, but I live every day in the shadow of those who have died. That's nice. ”
Wu 30 said, "Who said that it was not needed, how do you know that I have never felt guilty, at least the first time, but as time goes by, people can always slowly forget a lot of things." ”
"Can you forget? I can't forget how often I see their dead faces. ”
"Then you can think about it from a different angle, and that's a kind of new life for them!"
Fang Cun said, "Where will God take them?" ”
Wu 30 said, "At least it's not hell. ”
Fang Cun said, "Then where will the gods take you?" ”
Wu 30 smiled and said, "Actually, I don't believe in God, do you really believe in Mom's theism?" Let me tell you, I haven't identified with my mother's theism since I was fifteen, I only know that in this world, I am my own god, and no one can trust me except myself. ”
"Then you believe me?"
Wu 30 said, "I need you, it's not a matter of trust. ”
Fang Cun turned his head and said, "What can I help you?" ”
Wu Thirty said: "Contain Shen Hanyue." ”
Fang Cun said, "Why should I help you contain Shen Hanyue? ”
Wu 30 said, "Don't you want to arrest me?" Why don't you try it, see if you catch me first, or if I let Shen Hanyue go bankrupt and displaced first. ”
Fang Cun said, "Why do you hate Shen Hanyue so much? ”
She didn't know what kind of hatred Shen Hanyue and Wu Thirty had, if it was because of Shen Yanfeng's hatred, it was not necessary, but otherwise, suddenly she remembered that Shen Hanyue was right
It was the broken words of Fang Cun who said, 'I made him a eunuch'.
Wu 30 said, "A man's dignity is ruthlessly trampled on, can he not hate?" "The matter of cutting off children and grandchildren, presumably it is unbearable for any man, how could Wu Thirty easily let go of Shen Hanyue, the culprit.
“……”
Fang Cun pulled out the cold in his heart, thinking that it was over, this Shen Hanyue was too bad, and now he was remembered, Wu Thirty would definitely not share the sky with him.
"Think for yourself."
After Wu Thirty left, Fang Cun stood up leisurely for a long time and left absent-mindedly. After all, Shen Hanyue was still relieved, and Fang Cun returned the same way. She felt the need to remind Shen Hanyue to beware of Wu Thirty.
When she got to the road, she was not in the mood to wait for the bus, so she took a taxi back, and on the way, she sent him a message asking Shen Hanyue not to leave if she was at home, and then wait for her.
In front of the villa, Li Chengcheng caught a glimpse of Fang Cun coming out of the taxi, his eyes were a little erratic, looking at the people in the house, and then at Fang Cun who walked into the house, Li Chengcheng pinched a sweat for Shen Hanyue.
When Fang Cun passed by Li Chengcheng, Li Chengcheng lowered his head very low, Fang Cun didn't care, trotted into the house with brisk steps, and then stopped at the door.
The man on the sofa snuggled in Shen Hanyue's arms, and the two looked at Fang Cun together, their eyes full of confusion.
He let go of the woman, sat up straight, and asked impatiently, "Why are you back?" ”
Fang Cun's face was calm, but her heart was turbulent, she was stunned for a long time, and said, "You don't have to be like this, if you really need a wife, find someone who really loves you." ”
Shen Hanyue smiled bitterly and said, "If it's not what I love, wouldn't everyone be the same?" ”
"Am I owed you again?"
(End of chapter)