Chapter 94: Reflections

Green pothos didn't know what they said, and her heart was also chaotic at the moment, her thoughts were flying, and her soul was confused.

By the time the two of them returned, the sun was about to set.

Walking on the country road, the two of them were thinking about their own problems, but they had a lot of words missing.

"Lady, I'm going to go to the county teacher's house every day to study, the teacher said that I would live in his house, but I can't bear you, and ......" The latter words seemed embarrassed to say.

Luluo didn't care about his young man's heart at all: "Then aren't you working hard every day?" Otherwise, you'll stay at the teacher's house, and I'll be able to visit you every once in a while. ”

Duanmuxiu felt that he had an old blood stalk in his heart, this was completely different from what he thought, could it be that he had just been married for half a year, and he had already entered the mode of an old man and an old man before he even had a full house?

"By the way, what did you just say?" Pothos completely took back her thoughts, it was not her personality to worry about the sky, since it didn't happen, why did she have to imagine so much.

"But...... But my master said that my martial arts should be practiced diligently, and since I have to study during the day, it is better to move more on the road, so that my endurance can be stronger, and there will be no harm in everything. ”

Pothos nodded, it was true.

Seeing that he had successfully fooled the past, Duanmu Xiu was also relieved, he was embarrassed to say that what he wanted to say was that the sixteenth birthday of the green pothos was coming soon, and he didn't want to be separated from her.

But now he can't say this, and his face is tender and thin.

When I got home, it was already dark, and it was early spring, and the pothos was sweaty.

After dinner, I took a hot bath, and the pothos thought that she would lose sleep and didn't want to sleep thoroughly as soon as she lay down.

On the contrary, it was Duanmu Xiu, who had rare insomnia.

Everything the teacher said today was something he hadn't thought about before.

He is not stupid at all now, he went to the doctor to check before, and said that the blood in the brain has dispersed, so now he is the same as before.

Only he knows that he is not the same as before.

But today's teacher's words completely subverted his previous philosophy.

It would be too hypocritical to say that after reading books for so many years, I don't want to become an official.

Isn't it just to raise eyebrows and glorify the ancestors of the peasant family?

He also thought so before, thinking that he would study hard, be admitted to the show and be admitted to the Juren, and finally participate in the Kyoto examination to make a difference in the imperial court.

For the superiors, he always has the best fantasies.

But today, the teacher said that all his unrealistic illusions were shattered.

The people in power are also human beings, and they also have the inferior nature of people, and they are even more terrifying and selfish than ordinary people, but this does not prevent them from becoming leaders.

And he should not complain or resent about this, because what he wants to achieve is self-worth, if he lives his life well.

So, what is his self-worth? How can he live this life well?

Thinking about it, my head hurts, or chaos, thinking of what the teacher said, now I can't think clearly, it means that I still read too few books, and when I read more books, I understand everything.

Since you can't force it, let it be.

After Duanmuxiu fell asleep, Bai Shao exhaled a long breath, this person is always weird with his eyes open.

Dendrobium orchid is still a gentleman's style, swaying in the moonlight to absorb the power of the moonlight, and it seems that her body is already glowing with white light.

Bai Shao looked at herself and then at others, she felt a little inferior, no wonder Dendrobium Lan has always ignored herself, and now the gap between herself and him is getting bigger and bigger.

Wilting and absorbing the faint moonlight, Bai Shao didn't know it, Dendrobium Lan glanced at her, and seemed to be full of joy all over her body.

When Pothos got up in the morning, Duanmuxiu was already gone, and the quilt was cold, and it looked like it had been gone for a while.

I thought it was the breakfast that Duan's mother cooked for him, but who knew that he didn't eat anything, and he went out on an empty stomach. Luthos's heart ached, so far away, how uncomfortable it was to be hungry, what an incompetent lady she had done.

During the day, when there was no one at home, the pothos made noodles and prepared to make some steamed buns and steamed buns, so that when it was heated up in the morning, a bowl of soup would be made, and the food would be full and warm.

When Duanmuxiu came back in the evening, his face was red, his forehead was sweaty, and he seemed to be in a hurry.

"You're back? Quickly wipe the sweat and drink some hot tea to prepare for dinner. Pothos said with a smile as she brought him a towel.

Duanmuxiu nodded and said yes, the way back was supposed to take an hour and a half, but he even walked and ran, and he came back in an hour, so he was inevitably a little tired.

The night is also extraordinarily fragrant, and I don't have insomnia like yesterday.

The days began to become regular, Duanmuxiu went to school every day rain or shine, and the pothos was doing some housework within his ability, and then he was doing some embroidery work, and the days were comfortable.

"Mother, I think I'll go to my mother's house tomorrow." After lunch, when the sun was basking in the field, the pothos said to Duanmu.

"What's the matter, is there something wrong with my mother's family? Do you want your mother to accompany you back? Duanmu knew that the pothos would never go back to her parents' house without any trouble.

The green pothos pulled away the long hair that was washed and scattered on the back: "Mother, it's okay, it's just that my eldest brother said a family matter, and my mother wants me to go back and help take a look." ”

Duanmu saw that it was a happy event, and her heart was a lot happier, this is a happy event.

"Also, your eldest brother is almost twenty this year, it's time to get married." Duanmu also smoothed out her still damp hair, looking forward to the sun drying soon.

In the evening, as soon as he told Duanmu Xiu, he was going to ask for leave tomorrow to accompany Luluo back.

"No, you've only been there for a few days before you took a vacation? Besides, I'm just going back to see, when the day of my eldest brother's marriage comes, you can't take leave if you want to, now you haven't skimmed the eight characters, it's useless for you to go over, be obedient, and go to class tomorrow. ”

Duanmuxiu nodded aggrievedly, he hasn't been with his wife much in the past few days, and he misses his wife too!

But it seems that the lady doesn't miss him very much.

"Mother, I'm back!" As soon as the pothos entered the door, she saw Yang Mu sitting in the field picking vegetables.

Mother Yang happily wiped her hand on her pants and stood up: "Pothos is back, sit down." ”

Luthos put down some snacks and candies and two catties of meat in his hand, and said with a smile: "Mother, what are you polite to me?" I received the news from you the day before yesterday, and I told my in-laws yesterday. ”

Mother Yang smiled and went to the bench to continue picking vegetables: "Mother knows, you should come back today, Mother is preparing to make your favorite tamale." ”

"I know that my mother is the best for me!"

"Hey, whose daughter-in-law is this, is she still coquettish when she's so old?" A familiar male voice came.