Chapter 314: Heinous
Gu Gesang didn't think that Ah Kill was heinous, she felt that Ah Kill's ability could play a good role in reversing the mistakes he had made, not to mention making up for it completely, at least making up for it slightly.
"Then, then you must stay where you are, Mu Chen, you also have to remember, take a good look at Ma Ma or not?" The moment he was about to leave, Da Ji Zhongyuan was still a little uneasy, and repeatedly told Mu Chen to be optimistic about Gu Gesang.
Mu Chen's ears were about to become calloused, and he said impatiently, "I know, I know, you can go with peace of mind." ”
Daji Zhongyuan: "......"
After raising his head again uncomfortably, he quickly glanced at Gu Gesang, then took his gaze back, and finally hesitated at the door for a long time, but left without looking back.
When Da Ji Zhongyuan left, Mu Chen knew that his opportunity had come.
When Daji Zhongyuan was there before, Mu Chen always didn't know how he could open his mouth to Gu Gesang what he wanted to say.
"Mama." Mu Chen carried a chair to Gu Gesang's side, and sat down near Gu Gesang obediently, he said, "Are you really angry with Dad?" Did you even quarrel in there? ”
Gu Gesang had a headache, "Didn't you ask this question before, Ma Ma also answered, no, no, all of them, the details in it have been told to you from beginning to end, it's just that Ma Ma has become smaller, and then I had a dream, and then that dream happened to be about your father, maybe it was a psychological effect plus that ring, so that I can't touch and see your father now." ”
"Is the main reason really that ring?" Mu Chen was still skeptical about this, "How do I think it's not because of this." ”
"But it was only after that ring appeared that I had a rejection reaction to your father."
"But, but Ah Kill doesn't know Dad." Mu Chen thought about it carefully, "Or, I haven't seen it before." ”
Besides, even if you want to take revenge, the person who takes revenge should not be Da Ji Zhong Yuan, and those who have hatred for Da Ji Zhong Yuan are only Mo Run of the Bat Clan from beginning to end.
Not to mention that Ah Kill insists on hating, shouldn't the person who should be hated be Mo Run?
If you really hate Mo Run, wouldn't it be more important to make Gu Gesang and Da Ji Zhongyuan happy and happy in order to play a role in revenge? But now it's all an afterthought, Mo Run is dead, and he can't see the harmonious and happy husband and wife relationship between Daji Zhongyuan and Gu Gesang.
"It stands to reason that it is." Nodding, Gu Gesang said.
"Then it shouldn't be a ring issue." Mu Chen said.
He didn't mention this before, because he was afraid that Da Ji Zhongyuan would misunderstand, and he would be even more sad and sad, so he gave him an excuse to cover up the ring, so that Da Ji Zhongyuan had some hope in his heart that he would be better.
"Is it really a psychological suggestion?" Gu Gesang frowned, "If that's really the case, then it's indeed a bit of trouble." ”
What is the ring, at least it is good to untie it, but the problem in the heart, it is not possible to solve it overnight, and the heart disease still needs heart medicine, but in this situation, Gu Gesang doesn't even know why he has this disease, and how can he do it right.
"Or, or, let's go ask the "Ghost and God Wanshilu"?" Mu Chen suddenly proposed.
"Ghosts and Gods? Gu Gesang blinked, why didn't she think of this.
Ask the other party, the other party knows everything, and will definitely be able to know what the reason is.
"Okay." Gu Gesang had already made up his mind in his heart, "Then let's go now." ”
Strive to finish everything before Da Ji Zhong Yuan comes back, and when Da Ji Zhong Yuan comes back, he can still surprise Da Ji Zhong Yuan.
"Nope." Frowning, Mu Chen reminded Gu Gesang, "Where are we going, we must have my father take us there, he is not here, we can't go over." ”
Gu Gesang: "......" is also what he said.
It was indeed no ordinary place, and she was so preoccupied with her own business that she had almost forgotten the prerequisites for going.
"Can't we go secretly? Figure it out on your own, maybe you can. Gu Gesang was still unwilling to give up so simply.
She has always been independent during this time, which gives her the illusion that as long as she does it, everything will not be a problem.
"But have you ever thought about it, this is a special period, when Dad left, he looked at us again and again, for fear that we would run away, at this time, if we suddenly went out and didn't come back before he came back, would he be crazy?"
No, you can't say you're crazy.
At that time, I was afraid that I was in a hurry and had the desire to kill.
Mu Chen hadn't forgotten that at that time, Da Ji Zhong Yuan had just woken up from the disaster on the bank of the Lechuan River, and mistakenly thought that Gu Gesang was dead.
Mu Chen has also experienced that feeling, he really doesn't want Da Ji Zhongyuan to collapse again, one time is enough, Da Ji Zhongyuan is also a person who knows pain in his heartbeat now, one more time will really make him crazy, and this is too unfair to him.
“…… Well. After listening to Mu Chen's explanation, Gu Gesang was silent.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt the guilt in her heart was even greater.
But this sense of guilt did not resolve Gu Gesang's desire to make up for Da Ji Zhong Yuan and accept Da Ji Zhong Yuan's problem, on the contrary, it made Gu Gesang even more afraid of contact with Da Ji Zhong Yuan, and even more did not want to see Da Ji Zhong Yuan.
I was afraid that as soon as I saw Da Ji Zhongyuan, I would think of these past events, and then I felt even more uncomfortable and uneasy.
"Then we'd better wait for him to come back." Sighing, Gu Gesang could only choose this.
"Okay." Holding Gu Gesang's hand, Mu Chen asked in a low voice, "But Ma Ma, I still want to ask, you should ...... now." You still love your dad, right? ”
“…… Well. Gu Gesang nodded, but there was some hesitation between the words.
To be honest, she can't understand her own heart now, the feeling of being unhesitating for the other party seems to be gone, and all that is left is fear and guilt, as well as remorse, and the disappointment of being uncompetitive with herself.
"Ma Ma, if you really don't love your father anymore and want to pursue your own freedom, I, I can accept it!" However, it was this hesitation that made Mu Chen misunderstand, he closed his eyes, and opened his mouth as if he had made a lot of determination, "If you want to leave, I will definitely accompany you, it's just that Dad is too pitiful sometimes, and we have to come back to see him." ”
said this, and in a blink of an eye, Da Ji Zhongyuan was described as a lonely empty nester.
Gu Gesang wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh, and finally his expression froze on his face, becoming a wry smile that wanted to laugh or not, "Silly boy, what are you talking about, how can I leave, didn't I just say it, this is my home, you are all my family, even if it is not for your father, and you, I will not leave." ”
"But, wouldn't you be very unhappy then?"
"How can I not be happy, you two are safe in the world, for me, it is the greatest happiness for me." Holding Mu Chen's small face, Gu Gesang smiled gently, "And I'm not wrong with your father, it's just, it's just that my heart is very messy now, and I have to give me a little time to digest it." ”
Besides, if Gu Gesang really left Daji Zhongyuan, I was afraid that Gu Gesang himself would not be willing to do so.
Da Ji Zhong Yuan and Mu Chen are her only ones.
She would rather have a bad life herself than let these two people have a bad life because of her.
"That's good." Relieved, Mu Chen, who understood that he was just thinking about it, no longer cared about those who had it or not, "Then let's wait for him to come back, and then we will go to find "Ghost and God Wanshilu" together."
"Okay." Gu Gesang readily agreed.
……
Da Ji Zhong Yuan came back very quickly.
It can even be said that he didn't go out for a few hours, Gu Gesang and Mu Chen just did some other things at home after saying those words, and Daji Zhongyuan pushed the door all the way in.
It could be seen that his face was still a little nervous, but that trace of nervousness immediately disintegrated the moment he saw Mu Chen and Gu Gesang.
He exhaled, and a large stone that had been hanging inside him landed steadily.
It's good to be there.
It's good that it's not gone.
Because he was worried about Gu Gesang, he didn't even listen carefully to what the ghost couple said to him after calling him over, he just thought about coming back to see Gu Gesang after he quickly finished the matter.
"Coming back?" Gu Gesang glanced up at Da Ji Zhongyuan, but even if it was just a glance, the boiling feeling in his heart had a tendency to rise again.
Gu Gesang had to quickly twist her head away, she had just been busy in the kitchen for a while, and boiled soup for Da Ji Zhongyuan and Mu Chen, "It's good to be back, nothing happened, I made something, if you feel hungry, come and eat, bring Mu Chen over, we have something to say to you." ”
"Okay." Even though Da Ji Zhongyuan was ready in his heart, the moment he saw Gu Gesang turn his head, his heart still throbbed.
Trying hard to suppress his discomfort, Da Ji Zhong Yuan reluctantly raised a smile and pulled Mu Chen over, "Do you have anything to discuss with me." ”
"Let's talk about yours first." Because he didn't dare to look at Da Ji Zhong Yuan, Gu Gesang's posture of serving the soup was turned sideways, and their family of three sat at the dining table, after Gu Gesang served the soup for each of them, he chose a position that was the farthest away from Da Ji Zhong Yuan and couldn't see each other and sat down, she said, "What did the ghost couple say to you after they called you over." ”
"Nothing particularly important." Daji Zhongyuan said.
He lowered his head and looked at the soup in front of him, because of Gu Gesang's reaction, he didn't even dare to help the other party take over the soup on the table, this small action that was just a gesture in the past has become a luxury from now on.
"The content is probably to commend me and the other onmyoji who have worked this mission, as for the matter of Ah Kill becoming a ring, they asked this king not to say it for the time being."