Chapter 440, Qingqing's Monologue (2)

For example, how brave and clever the wind is on the battlefield.

For example, where did Yufeng go to fight a small country?

For example, the adults of which family went to the general's mansion again to say kiss, every time I heard this, I was angry, but fortunately, Yufeng was very clean, and she refused, so I liked Yufeng even more, and I firmly believed that I had chosen a good wife.

For example, the wind has won a hundred battles, and his reputation is getting bigger and bigger, and he is as famous as the "God of War" with the king of the Yuan Kingdom!

For example, Yufeng went to the border of the Yuan Kingdom, this time the battle was against the Yuan Kingdom to kill the king, I heard that the Yuan Kingdom was very powerful, it seems that there are nine heads and six arms who can't defeat her, I learned that the wind is going to deal with such a person is very afraid, not afraid that the wind will lose, but afraid that the wind will die in this war, this war lasted for a long time, longer than any previous war, fought for two years, I spent the two years in fear, and finally waited for the triumphant return of the wind, the wind won! I also seriously injured the king, and the image of the wind in my heart seems to be much bigger, she seems to be the god of invincibility, as if nothing can difficult her, and my obsession with the wind is almost enchanted.

Four years, just listening to all kinds of news about the wind, my life seems to revolve around the wind, as if the lonely palace is not so difficult.

When Yufeng came back, I was fourteen years old that year, I couldn't bear to find Yufeng, I was the prince of the night country, I didn't look bad, I thought that Yufeng would be different for himself, who knew that after showing his intentions, Yufeng avoided me like a flood beast, I was very sad, crying to my father, my father felt sorry for me, so I went directly to find the mother to give marriage, the mother's attitude was very vague, did not agree but did not refuse, the ministers of the court also spread that the mother intended to let the wind into the royal family, and passed on to our future children, I was very happy, and ignited hope, Every day I grasp the gap of the wind and pester her, the wind seems to be because of the attitude of the mother, I am much better, although it is still a cold attitude, but it will not drive me away or take a detour, but this is already very good, as long as I can stay by the side of the wind, even if it is cold ice, I firmly believe that it can be burned!

But only a few months after such a day, Yufeng was sent out to lead the troops to fight again, this time the same as last time, or a war with the Yuan Kingdom, I don't understand why the mother emperor is always looking for the stubble of the Yuan Kingdom, and when she gets the opportunity, she starts fighting, as if she has an enmity with the Yuan Kingdom, and poor me can only separate from the Yuan Kingdom.

A lot has happened to this separation, not only in my life, but also in the world.

This war involves a lot, the underworld in the north, the desert Houjin have joined, the world is turbulent, I don't care about all this, I only care about whether my Yufeng can come back safely, I miss Yufeng every day and want to fly to her side immediately, it is also at this time, the mother who has always been indifferent to me smiled at me, although the mother smiled very gently, but I felt very frightened, the mother suddenly told me that I also have a royal sister, but it was lost, but as long as the time is ripe, I will take it back.

I grew up alone, without a playmate, and suddenly told me that there was an imperial sister, and my heart was naturally extremely happy, this deserted palace finally had a new person joining, but my father didn't seem to be happy, and even rejected the return of the imperial sister.

It didn't take long for me to get a piece of news, my good impression of this strange imperial sister instantly dropped to the extreme, my imperial sister is none other than the famous king, and my good imperial sister is still ambiguous with Yufeng, how can they be ambiguous when they are women? But it's not for nothing that women and women are together, I was scared in my heart, and at the moment I pulled Su Su and his eldest sister all the way to the border, how could the wind in my heart be snatched away by others? After a long time, my body was almost exhausted, and finally met my imperial sister, the legendary king of beheading, no, it should be the king of the wind who has established himself as the king, she is very handsome, there is an evil aura on her body, she looks good when she laughs, everything around her standing there is eclipsed, her excellence is not lower than that of Yufeng, but I think of Yufeng being snatched away by her, so I don't give a good face, this royal sister seems to have a good temperament, and she lets me lose her temper, not angry at all, just looking at me with weird eyes, but I don't understand, I later learned it was a mockery, because she already knew the truth!

Because I couldn't take a man with me on the march, I had to reluctantly return to the Night Country, waiting for the wind to return triumphantly again, waiting for the mother to give me a marriage, and waiting for the wind to marry me.

But what I think is too simple, the mother emperor did not give marriage, and even secretly suppressed the general's mansion, I am just a prince, I don't understand politics, I only know that I am not a royal wind and do not marry, I have quarreled with the mother emperor many times, but it is useless, and I have been placed under house arrest by my father who has always loved me.

Until one day, the truth of a thunderbolt on a sunny day smashed into me, and the wind turned out to be a man! How can a woman I have loved for many years be a man! How can such a heroic figure be a man's body!

No! I don't believe it, I want to go out of the palace to ask Yufeng for clarification, I want to ask him if he has any guilt for so many years to see if I have been pursuing hard! But Yufeng has been locked in prison by his mother, my father did not allow me to go to Yufeng, I was heartbroken, crying every day of liver and intestines, I couldn't eat anything, I couldn't sleep at night, every time I closed my eyes, my mind was full of Yufeng, I locked myself in the palace alone, isolated everyone, there was still a glimmer of hope in my heart, just think of myself as a dream, Yufeng can't be a man, but when the day of Yufeng asked to cut that day came, Kyoto recognized the reality, Yufeng is really a man, I still can't believe it, From the age of ten to fourteen, my eyes have been following the figure of Yu Feng, looking forward to the day when I marry him, but God just made a big joke on me, such an excellent woman turned out to be a man!

Haha, I laughed at myself like a fool who actually loved a man for so many years.

The person I have loved for so many years is about to marry my imperial sister in the blink of an eye.

It was so ridiculous that I felt like the whole court was watching my jokes.

This news stimulated my nerves, I felt like I was going crazy, I couldn't describe my bad mood in any words, I hated that the imperial sister knew the truth but didn't tell me, I hated Yufeng men pretending to be women to deceive the world! It deceived my heart and left me trapped in it.

I felt desperate and felt like it was so hard to breathe every time.

Now that I am fifteen, I am out of the cabinet, but my dream for many years has been shattered, and the woman who has been waiting for so many years is a man.

This pain, this devastating blow no one can understand.

In the end, I chose to end my life by death, there was no point in living, I was tired of this cold palace, my unrequited love became a joke, maybe death was a relief for me.

Resist the wind··· Resist the wind··· Yufeng···

But now I hate you to the core.

People say that love goes deep into the bones, and when it goes deep into the marrow, it will give birth to hatred from love, and this is true.