The refreshing sunlight sprinkled softly on the bed through the curtains, and Ning Meng looked at Xia Yi, who was as quiet as if in a dream, and was deeply immersed in the past and couldn't extricate himself. Maybe everyone knows that the past can only be recalled and cannot be repeated, but people are often like this, knowing that they can't do it, but they have to do it. Ning Meng fell into the tunnel of memory and couldn't extricate himself for a long time.

What moistened his eyes, looking at Xia Yi who was sleeping beside him, Ning Meng's heart was extremely complicated at the moment.

When the car collided, Ning Meng pushed Xia Yi away without thinking, lying on the cold street, and saw Xia Yi's eyes full of fear and pain in the first few seconds of his consciousness, and his palm-sized face was washed with tears. At that time, Ning Meng told himself that if he was still alive, he would do what he had always wanted to do, propose to the girl who had been guarding him for more than ten years, and get married immediately after graduating from college.

It was always known that plans could not keep up with the changes. But this change made Ning Meng really unable to accept it at once, he knew very well that he loved Xia Yi and loved her as a person, but he couldn't convince himself for a while. The girl who had been guarding her for so long was suddenly told that she was not a virgin when he was about to propose to her.

It's not a virgin complex, but the sudden gap is unacceptable. From the age of four or five to acquaintance, acquaintance, to getting the same university admission letter to confirm the relationship, once convinced that each other is each other's past, present and future.

It's a junior year, how sweet the three-year love process is, how warm the bits and pieces of beauty in the past are, and how painful it is now.

Isn't it a virgin who declares that Xia Yi has someone she likes in the coma stage? Ning Meng didn't dare to dig deeper.

I don't want to face it, I just want to escape at the moment, maybe in the future Ning Meng will regret not asking for a clear escape now, but Ning Meng knows that he has knots and fears in his heart now, and he doesn't know how to face this girl who loves her bones. He was also afraid that his heart knot would accidentally hurt her that day, and he was afraid that those good things could not continue.

It's because it's too young, it's still immature, or it's too much love. Obviously knowing that escaping will not solve the problem, but he will still choose to escape, no matter what the reason is, in the future, Ning Meng will be corroded by regret in the middle of every night.

Taking a deep breath, forcibly suppressing the urge to wake up the girl in his arms, he got out of bed softly, found paper and pen from the drawer, looked at her Xia Yi who was still dreaming, and wrote a letter to her.

[Yiyi, I love you, but I don't know how to face it now, forgive me for saying goodbye.

Yesterday, the counselor informed me that the school had an opportunity to go to the United States to further my studies, and the whole school gave me three places, and I was one of them.

At that time, when I heard the news, I didn't want to refuse immediately, just because of you, I wanted to be with you all the time, take care of you, and accompany you. But when I rushed back to our rented apartment last night with the long-prepared diamond ring to propose to the girl I loved, you, only to be told without warning that you were not a virgin, your evasive eyes stung my whole sensory center.

Yiyi, it's not that I'm disgusted to leave temporarily, but I can't accept it for the time being, and I can't accept the girl I've been guarding for more than ten years......

I love you, believe in you, and honor you. I've never crossed the line since we established a relationship. Because I have always remembered that you say that marriage is the most sacred thing, and that you should give your first marriage to us as the first gift of our newlyweds.

Yiyi, we met at the age of four or five, and then got an admission letter from the same university to establish a relationship.

It's been sixteen years.

Remember? Before college, the two of us didn't guess how beautiful those bits and pieces were when we fell in love. In the three years of college, we wore couple's clothes and went shopping hand in hand, sat back to back on the south side of the playground listening to music, and cooked your favorite dishes on the weekends. To be honest, seeing you greedily eating my food like a little gluttonous cat, I feel very satisfied and happy. There are also winter and summer vacations, we go to see your grandfather and my parents together, and we feel like a little couple.

But, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I need to be away for a while, I look down on my people and don't say goodbye, but I'm still going to do this......

Looking at your childlike sleeping face at the moment, I really want to hold you in my arms like this until we grow old.

Yiyi, it's time for me to struggle, as a man, I not only want to give you spiritual enjoyment, but also give you material favors.

Yiyi, I'm gone, my goodbye is the first and last time.

Yiyi, wait for me. 】

Putting the letter next to Yi Yi's head, he kissed Xia Yi's eyes affectionately, and Ning Meng, who looked at Xia Yi, seemed to impress Xia Yi's appearance in his mind.

[Teacher Zhang, I'm sorry, I want to take back what I said the day before yesterday, I agree to go abroad, I hope the sooner the better. 】

After editing the text message, Ning Meng looked at Xia Yi again, and remembered what He Tiantian said last night: "Brother Ning Meng, during your coma, Xia Yi was often with Qin Yue and felt so close. It is the prince of the Qin Group, Xia Yi's high school classmate. ”

The big boy's enthusiasm prompted Ning Meng, who had always been calm, to send a text message.