She deliberately re-stated those things as if she were indicting him of his deep sin.

Su Jia knows that now is a good opportunity to improve her confidence, after all, after this moment, there is no such good reason.

As she expected, after listening to her, the expression on Lu Yanhe's face became more and more stunned, until he finally turned into guilt.

How can you not feel guilty?

She had suffered so much, and he didn't know anything about it, and in the end he hated her even more.

Lu Yanhe imagined her hardships for so many years, and his heart couldn't help but become more and more sour.

Su Jia looked at him like this, and felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

But uncomfortable and uncomfortable, she still didn't mean to let him go.

There are some things that can only be completely let go of when they are spread out and explained clearly, instead of being kept in mind all the time.

"Lu Yanhe, when I finally mustered up the courage to find you, there was already Wen Xi by your side, and I couldn't continue to entangle you shamelessly."

And she couldn't tell him that she didn't take the child.

She would rather draw a line with him and break it off from now on, rather than continue to have an affair with him through the child.

She also knew that she was a ruthless woman, because she thought that if they couldn't start over, then she would really not let him know about Lu Chen's existence for the rest of her life.

Lu Yanhe listened silently, silent on the surface, but like a tsunami in his heart.

He couldn't tell how he was feeling right now, but he felt a ...... that he had never felt before. After being afraid.

What else could there be but fear?

Almost again, he never saw his son again!

He will not know about his son's existence for the rest of his life, and let his son live in a place that he will never be able to see or touch.

He knew nothing, and spent the rest of his life in a state of confusion, and there was no happiness again.

Su Jia, is this your revenge for me?

She wasn't him, so she never knew how desperate those words were for him.

Lu Yanhe was silent, his well-defined face was pale, and it was full of desolation and sorrow.

He clenched his hands, as if he had gathered the strength of his whole body, but he trembled incessantly.

Su Jia looked at him trying her best to forbear, and avoided her gaze uncomfortably, unwilling to look at him anymore.

Although what she just said was indeed what she thought in her heart, she had to deny that she was actually deliberately exaggerating those words.

She deliberately created such an atmosphere, just to distract Lu Yanhe's attention.

In this way, he will no longer continue to worry about her son's affairs with her.

After staggering her gaze, she paused and said again, "By the way, there is one more thing I should tell you." ”

"What's the matter?"

Su Jia closed her eyes, and when she spoke, she only felt that her heart hurt like being pricked, "At that time, after I arrived in the United States, I actually had the idea of not wanting a child, because I couldn't take care of him at all, I had to go to school, I had to work, and I had to start over with everything......"

Even sometimes, it's delusional for her to even get a good night's sleep.

At that time, she could only sleep five or six hours a day, but there was still not enough time.

"I don't have the heart to take care of a child, but in the end, I ......," Su Jia's tone gradually became a little difficult, "Do you know why I chose to give birth to him?" ”

Lu Yanhe was silent, but his eyes were asking.

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