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It was probably the hardest turn in my life, my whole heart was tearing back and forth, and the most sad parting was when I was pulling, and I had already burst into tears. I turned my back to Lu Zenghan, wiped my tears with one hand, and slowly took two steps forward, but I was quickly pulled by a strong hand.

I turned to look at Lu Zenghan, who was standing opposite me, in pain, struggling, still with this expression, but the struggle in my eyes was worse than ever. I looked at his eyebrows, his lips, his face, and tears slid down: "If you don't leave, what can you do?" ”

Lu Zenghan's chest rose and fell for a moment, he let out a long sigh, grabbed my arm and left, I was shocked, what is he going to take me to? But I didn't ask, for I was afraid that my voice would disturb his rare impulse. Lu Zenghan dragged me to the Maybach parked on the side of the road and kicked the accelerator out.

I don't know where he's going, and he probably doesn't know either. The car drove fast, speeding the whole time that I had never seen before, and Lu Zenghan's eyes ignited with madness that I had never seen before. The car sped around the sea road, but my heart was rarely calm, just fly, if the world disappeared at this moment, it would be fine.

I don't know how long Lu Zenghan drove aimlessly, burning and venting the extreme depression in his heart with the speed of Feibiao, his face no longer had the banter and jokes we had when we first met, so heavy that he could barely breathe. I didn't speak, quietly enjoying the silence with him, no one else to disturb, no mundane things, only endless roads and endless destinations.

That night, we drove around every major road in the south of the city several times, and finally stopped on a platform by a cable-stayed bridge. It makes me feel like I'm in a different world, the first time I've come, and now I'm in a completely different state of mind. Lu Zenghan walked out of the car, the wind blew the hem of his suit jacket fluttering, looked at me and said, "Why don't we change places?" ”

"Don't." I looked at this familiar place, and I still remember the first time I came here, it was when he rescued me from Xiao Yanbing of the Ice and Fire Bar, "Why change, don't you remember here?" ”

Lu Zenghan didn't answer, and said slowly after a while: "I'm just scared, you jump down again." After speaking, Lu Zenghan took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, "I now have a psychological shadow of places where there is water." It's so scary, as soon as I close my eyes, I dream of you jumping down. ”

I smiled sadly: "No, never." After a pause, he asked, "Do you have something to do with me?" ”

Lu Zenghan took a hard puff of his cigarette, spit out the smoke ring, and frowned: "I happened to pass by and saw you." ”

My heart ached for a moment, and I didn't pierce him. Just put his hands in his pockets and stood with him by the sea, looking into the distance. The sea breeze is particularly cool at night, and the lights reflected in the sea are like scattered stars in the sky. As the poem says, "The breeze is full of stars." "It's just that I don't have the leisure and elegance of a poet, only a stomach full of melancholy, floating like a sea of stars.

After a long silence, I opened my mouth first: "Is there anything else?" The tone is deliberately detached.

My words surprised him a little, from the first day I met him, I always longed to see him, clinged to him, and rarely did I turn him down. But now, I really hate myself like this. I can't stand it anymore in front of someone else's boyfriend, in front of a man who is always going to give up on me. And the arrogant Lu Zenghan must have been angry when he heard my words, and turned away. After all, it hurts too much for me to turn around first.

Lu Zenghan looked at me deeply, through the smoke, his voice was low and desolate, and there was even a trace of abnormal earnestness: "Stay with me for a while." ”

I was stunned, but my heart softened. I couldn't bear to say anything that hurt him anymore, so I just stood quietly beside him. And he seemed to have nothing to talk to me at all, just immersed in the night when it was just me and him.

It's not like him. My heart slammed, and I looked at him and said, "Do you have a mission tomorrow?" ”

Lu Zenghan hooked his lips and smiled a little bitterly: "Yes." ”

"How? Is it dangerous? "My heart hangs.

"It's fine." Lu Zenghan said lightly, "There is nothing difficult to talk about the breach of contract in a business, according to the contract." ”

He said it lightly, but I had a vague feeling that things would not be easy: "Is it in the South City?" Or to the field? ”

"Out of town, but I'll be back soon." Lu Zenghan raised his eyes and looked at me, the sea breeze was blowing, and the leaves of the phoenix wood on the side of the platform fell and touched the hair on my forehead. Lu Zenghan's gaze followed the falling leaves, and he raised his hand to gently sweep away the fallen leaves on my hair, but he couldn't help but raise his hand to touch my cheek, but as soon as he touched it, his hand stiffened again, and he took it down for a moment, and used words to hide the embarrassment, "Don't go out to drink by yourself in the future, you look ugly when you hang out alone, you look ugly when you're drunk, it's ugly when you vomit on the side of the road, and it's even uglier to cover your mouth and cry!" After Lu Zenghan finished speaking, he turned his head to the side, and his voice trembled slightly.

After hearing his words, my tears couldn't help but fall, I wanted to wipe them, but the more I wiped them, I tried my best to laugh while crying and said: "Lu Zenghan, don't talk about me, you look ugly with me, and you look ugly when you come to me with your new girlfriend behind your back, you, you..."

Lu Zenghan looked at me with faint eyes, his expression was shattered with pain, and he took me into his arms with force. The moment I touched his warm, firm chest, all my pretended strength collapsed again, and I cried breathlessly. I can really wait for you, as long as you turn back. But I don't dare to say, I don't know what the price of his return is, if it's really fate, I don't dare to think about the end. Contradictions, struggles, and pain tear me apart, knowing that I am wrong, but I can't get out.

He patted me on the back and only let out a long sigh. After a long time, I finally couldn't hold it back, and asked a question that I had wanted to ask for a long time: "Lu Zenghan, have you ever loved me?" "It's a cheesy and pointless question, but I want to know. From knowing him to the present, everything is like a play, I can't tell his good from evil, I can't tell his origin, the only thing I want to figure out is whether my love is a love, or is it my unrequited love as Xia Mengci said?

Lu Zenghan didn't answer, and all I heard was the constant whistling sea breeze and his heavy breathing. My heart sank little by little in waiting. "Needless to say, I see." I was cold all over my body and pushed Lu Zenghan away, "I'll wait for you in the car." After saying that, he turned around and ran back to the car quickly.

My tears really shouldn't have been shed cheaply in front of a man who didn't love me. He didn't love me, so what am I and him? What about the exploitation at the beginning? What came later? Boredom? Or was I moved? I was alone in the car crying silently. And Lu Zenghan was always on the platform looking at the sea, smoking one cigarette after another, occasionally looking back at me, and looking away with a complicated expression.

I waited for him for a long time in the car and he didn't come up. As the time passed, my tears gradually stopped, and I watched the cars outside the window become fewer and fewer, and my head leaned weakly against the glass, gradually feeling a little sleepy.

In a daze, I vaguely felt him put his coat on my shoulder, gently wiped the tears on my face, stroked my hair, and said in a low voice as if to himself: "If only I could not love you." "It's just that I'm so sleepy, half-asleep and half-awake, I can't tell if it's his babble or my dream.

I woke up suddenly, the sky was already dark, the car had already stopped downstairs at my house, I looked at Lu Zenghan who had been staring at me in the driver's seat, and was a little embarrassed: "Sorry, I fell asleep." ”

Although Lu Zenghan's face was tired, he returned to coldness: "You have arrived." ”

I gave him the clothes with a look of understanding, and said lightly, "Goodbye." After saying that, he looked greedily at his eyebrows and lips again, suppressed his heartache and hurriedly got out of the car.

As soon as I stepped into the door of the house, I came back to my senses as if I had just woken up from a big dream, he suddenly asked me to meet again for no reason, and there was a task today, presumably this task would not be as simple as he said, I hurriedly ran out of the community, but his car had already gone to the dust. I went back to the house in a panic.

All day long, I was scared to hear bad news. When I was in Yiqiao, I kept my mobile phone by my side all the time, and I didn't dare to miss a trace of news. But at night, all the TV, newspapers, Weibo, WeChat and other media platforms in Nancheng are reporting a big news. An explosion occurred this afternoon in the Oriental Plaza, the largest shopping mall in the south of the city, and a victim woman was pronounced dead after rescue efforts failed.

The cause of the accident was that there were several business activities in the afternoon of the Oriental Plaza, and there were small gifts by scanning the QR code to follow the official account. The victim woman came out of the mall with her companions, and there were several staff members wearing Minion costumes and hoods in the square, holding small gifts in one hand and a QR code on the other hand, so that everyone could scan the code and pay attention to the gifts. After the victim woman scanned and added attention, she took the gift and walked forward only twenty steps, when suddenly the gift exploded, and the woman was blown up on the spot and her face was covered with blood. Another woman who was traveling with her also received the gift, but was unharmed, only because of the debris of her gift explosion splashed on her body and burned. At present, whether it is because of the quality of the product or someone deliberately caused public safety, the police are still investigating.

"But Sister Qiao, the Oriental Plaza is all blocked, and there are police all around, and there is a street of police cars." Yingying ran to the post bridge and said breathlessly, "Yang Yize and I were drinking milk tea on the next street, and he was called away." It's terrible, blood in one place. I will have a shadow on scanning the code to receive gifts in the future. ”