"You?" I shook my head, "How can you walk like this?" ”

"Let you go deep into the tiger's den alone, how can I rest assured?" Lu Zenghan clenched my hand, "Don't worry, my situation is much better now, bring some medicine, and it will be fine." ”

"Tiger's den?" I was a little stunned, "Is Lin Ruoxi dangerous there?" Or, I let Mei Zijun accompany me? ”

"It's not dangerous, but if you can find something, it becomes dangerous. Your every move and I make now may be under the noses of others. Lu Zenghan frowned and thought, "I'll go with you, if there is a situation, it's easy to deal with, what does Mei Zijun's brain do." ”

I want to roll my eyes again, when people pull out their guns to save him, why doesn't he dislike other people's lack of brains? But since Lu Zenghan insisted, he had no choice but to do it.

With Lu Zenghan out of the horse, Lin Ruoxi's news has to come faster. She returned to her hometown, but did not live in the village, but bought a small house in a nearby town, and was taken care of by a relative, she resumed her real name Yang Shuqin, perhaps no one knew that she once called a foreign name Lin Ruoxi, and lived a drunken life in Nancheng, a place full of lights.

Lu Zenghan and I flew from Nancheng to Qingdao by plane, and because we were in a hurry to book air tickets, there was no good time to go, and it was already more than 9 o'clock in the evening when we arrived at the airport. Lu Zenghan proposed to stay in Qingdao for one night, and then take a bus to Weifang the next morning.

The hotel is in the city, and after putting down my belongings, Lu Zenghan took me downstairs to eat. Qingdao in early spring is not as warm as Nancheng, and it is still very cold. Lu Zenghan took my hand and put it in his coat pocket: "Let's find a restaurant in a nearby alley." I know there's one that tastes good. ”

I was warmly led by him, and walked for about ten minutes until I arrived at the shop he said. Very small face, simple decoration, but there are a lot of people in and out, we waited for a while to have a seat. Originally, I didn't have any expectations, Qingdao and Nancheng are both coastal cities, both of which are seafood-based, and I didn't think that there would be any new tricks. But when a bowl of steaming seafood lo mein was served, I was reluctant to put down my chopsticks after just one bite. For me, a northerner, this strong taste is completely different from the sweetness of the southern city, and I buried my head in eating it.

While eating, Lu Zenghan smiled and gently pulled out the hair that I had already soaked in the bowl: "Tsk, this eating is really terrible." ”

I pushed my hair back and smiled, "Look at me eating well, are you jealous or disgusted?" ”

"I want to dislike it, how dare I." Lu Zenghan sighed weirdly, "It's so hard to find a daughter-in-law these days. ”

My face flushed, and I buried my head and ate harder. is thicker than Lu Zenghan, and I haven't won since the beginning. But the noodles are really delicious, and they are served with delicious cold dishes. The food that Lu Zenghan took me to eat, whether it was tall or market, was always delicious.

Back to the hotel from the hotel, after watching TV, it's time to go to bed. Since there was only a double room, I was lying on the same bed with him, a little embarrassed and in a trance. The fate of people and people is really strange, entangled with Lu Zenghan, no matter how thrilling he has experienced, even if he knows that he once wanted to kill himself, he can easily forgive, and let go from the bottom of his heart. What if Han Muzhi? Have I forgiven? I asked myself, I don't hate Han Muzhi, but I will never trust him as much as before, and even I hope that there will be no intersection with this person in my future life.

Isn't it the person you love who can let go of the hurt? Can the power of love really be that great?

Lu Zenghan's arm gently touched my back, and his voice was soft: "Ke Qiao, are you sleeping?" ”

I said "um".

"You can't lie to anyone, and it's okay to sleep." Lu Zenghan pulled me over and came face to face with him, "Talk to me." ”

Although I couldn't see each other in the night, I could hear my breath, and I hummed softly, "What are you talking about?" ”

"Let's talk about it later." Lu Zenghan hugged me and said, "When this case is over, I want to take a long vacation." Shall we get married? ”

"You're proposing a marriage proposal, aren't you?" I suppressed my throbbing mood, "Got it figured? Aren't you afraid that I will be a patient all my life? ”

"Hey." Lu Zenghan sighed, "I've struggled, I've struggled, but there's a fart." When you stuck morphine on me and I was reluctant to shoot, I confessed. In this life, whether your illness is good or not, it's all up to you. ”

I couldn't help but lean over to him, listening to his heavy breathing, an unprecedented peace of mind, which made my heart gradually calm and slow, I bit my lip and said, "When did you start not hating me?" ”

"I can't say it, it's quite complicated." Lu Zenghan seemed to be reminiscing, "The time I hated you the most was when I came back from the United States, every time I saw that painting, I was thinking of various ways to take revenge. During that time, my mental state was also very bad, and I even came to Nancheng a few times, and when I watched you go to work and get off work at Yiqiao, I suppressed my urge to rush up and strangle you. ”

"Later, in He Xiaomin's case, I had the opportunity to officially meet with you. Actually, when I sat across from you, I started to struggle. Your professionalism and calmness let me separate you from the murderer at once, that was the first time I really realized that you and the murderer are two people. Although it is a body. ”

"And the traces of your ring at that time, are they real, or are they trying to test me?" A detail suddenly occurred to me.

"Women are so careful, remember this." Lu Zenghan's voice was a little embarrassed, "That's going on a long voyage, and sometimes you have to act on the spot and make a show." ”

"Aren't you not selling hue?" I rolled my eyes in the night.

"I didn't do that with them, I just made a show." Lu Zenghan said angrily, "Isn't this woman of yours a bad memory, why don't you let go of what I said." ”

"It depends on who says it. I remember what you said. I told you the truth, "What about later?" Are you deliberately tricking me? ”

"The routine was prepared before I met you, but it was really difficult to execute. It's hard for me to tell if I'm acting or if I'm really emotional. Lu Zenghan's voice was tangled and melancholy, "Bad guys are really not so easy to be." You ran to buy a band-aid for me, and you said that you thought of dozens of ways to cure me, and to be honest, when you heard these words, your heart hurt, and you felt like a brute. But when I came home and looked at the painting, I felt more like a brute, and I couldn't resist this temptation, so how could I avenge him? But Joe, do you know what it feels like? ”

I didn't answer, I don't know, but I can imagine. Bad guys, not everyone deserves it, especially when two consciences fight.

"That time on Nanqi Island, I subconsciously grabbed your hand, but my first reaction at that time was, if I let go, you would die, and I would be able to avenge him without knowing it, and I would no longer have to worry about how to do it. But I just can't let go, looking into your eyes, I can't be ruthless. As for the morality of the police or the feelings for you, I can't tell. Maybe from the beginning, the two are intertwined, and the morality of the police is just an excuse for me to indulge my feelings for you? I don't know. ”

"When did you really get tempted?" I asked.

Lu Zenghan thought for a while and said, "Maybe it was Mei Zijun who told me that you accompanied me to watch the moon all night." You're outside, I'm inside, I didn't expect you to trust me so much, even the unwitting Lao Bai they thought I was a murderer, only you believed that I wasn't. It's unspeakable, it's uncomfortable. Lu Zenghan sighed, "Later, I fell deeper and deeper, and I became more and more unable to extricate myself." Many times, I think that if it weren't for these things, I would definitely want you and marry you regardless of it, but unfortunately there is no such if. ”

I have mixed feelings in my heart, how difficult it is to control my feelings.

"Don't talk about that, by the way, what kind of wedding do you want to have, Chinese or Western?" Lu Zenghan's voice became brisk, "You have brainwashed foreign devils for so many years, you will definitely like the church, right?" ”

"I don't have any idea, I've never thought about getting married." I answered truthfully, before I met Lu Zenghan, falling in love and getting married were far away from me.

"Then I command you, think now!" Lu Zenghan's energy came again. Since his police identity was revealed, he has become more and more domineering.

"What do you like?" I asked, "I listen to you." ”

"Then I like the Chinese style, eight sedan chairs, horn suona blowing, a big silk tied on the tractor, I ride a high-headed horse, do you say okay?" Lu Zenghan's voice was full of ridicule.

"Fart." I couldn't help but say, "It's not vulgar." After a while, my voice was soft, "I don't want to be too grandiose, just a few good friends, just a romantic place like my birthday, the island is bright moonlight, and there are lights." The waves whisper softly, the lights are gentle and charming, and that's enough. ”

"And I'll marry you on a sailboat, eh, that's a pretty good idea." Lu Zenghan became excited as he spoke, "I'll let a platoon of policemen take a boat to open the way for you, and that momentum will definitely make headlines in Nancheng." ”

That night, it was as if everything was like a vibrant bud sprouting from the soil of the new spring. The future is promising, and that seaside wedding has become the theme of my dream that night. The first time I had a dream, I was smiling without my sister.

Early the next morning, Lu Zenghan and I took a bus, sat in Weifang, took a taxi, and arrived at Lin Ruoxi's home in small town. We knocked on the door for a long time before it slowly opened. A plainly dressed woman in her forties asked, "Who are you looking for?" ”

"Is Yang Shuqin there?" I asked.

"What are you looking for her?" The woman looked at us with some wariness.

"I'm a friend of hers. I have something to look for her. I said cautiously, "Can you let us meet her?" ”