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What's wrong with me? I really don't know what's wrong with me. I couldn't control myself from being emotionally agitated like I've never been. As a psychotherapist, I am fairly calm and in control. But since I met Lu Zenghan, my electrocardiogram has been fluctuating, and now it is spreading from emotions to the body. It was as if my limbs and body were no longer my own, and a halo of electricity rushed from the soles of my feet to the top of my head, and my whole consciousness was blurred.

In a daze, I felt as if I had a long, long dream. In the dream, my sister is no longer the girl in my impression wearing a cotton T-shirt and jeans, nor is she the strong woman who is capable in a professional suit, but wearing those glittering sequins, bare breasts and backs in Lu Zenghan's room, and stepping on those bright and blind high heels, bewitching and charming, surrounded by a bunch of men around her, and even molested her.

I ran over and grabbed her, crying, "Sister, let's go, let's get out of here." ”

A few men dragged me away, and the faces around me were Zou Shizhao for a while, Zou Yukai for a while, and there were several boss-like people in suits and leather shoes that I didn't know, all surrounding my sister, smiling maliciously. A dull male voice taunted in my ear, "Leave? If you leave, what will you do with your bitch sister? Little white sweet? Every bite of food you eat, it's given by us, it's dirty, hahaha. ”

"It's not! No! "I shouted as hard as I could, my voice was so loud in my dreams, it was almost earth-shattering, and in reality I had never spoken so loudly. I continued to tug at my sister, but she kept her back to me. I walked around in front of her and shouted, "Sister, they're talking nonsense, aren't they?" ”

But my sister only had tears on her face and a haggard face, looking at me without saying a word. There are a lot of oil paintings around, the bright colors reflect the light from nowhere, making me dizzy, I dragged my sister hard, and suddenly a strange man rushed out, protecting me and my sister, looking at the figure, like Lu Zenghan, but the face is blurry, no matter how I look clearly, it always seems like a fog. The group of men before shouted like crazy, "Lanke, Lanke." "The sound was overwhelming, and it almost shook me to the ground. No, my sister is not that mistress Lan Ke, and my sister is not a courtesan!

I was so anxious that I almost jumped up, but suddenly I woke up, covered in a cold sweat, and my heart palpitated. Only then did I find that I was lying on the bed, Lu Zenghan was sitting next to me, holding my hand and staring at me tightly, with a nervous expression: "Ke Qiao, are you okay?" ”

It took me a long time to come back to my senses. Looking at him, he asked stunned, "How long have I been asleep?" ”

"Ten minutes." Lu Zenghan looked at me anxiously, "Let's go to the hospital, I've been calling you for a long time, but I can't wake you up." ”

Is it only ten minutes? How does the dream feel like a century? Could it be that fainting dreams are extraordinarily long? I sighed helplessly and said, "It's okay, I don't want to go to the hospital." I was probably too excited and hypoglycemic. ”

"I'll help you get the medicine." Lu Zenghan said that he was leaving.

"Forget it, I want to take a break." I shook my head, what's the use of being sober? It's better to fall asleep. No matter how sinister the dream is, you can comfort yourself that it is a dream. But if the reality is cruel, it can't comfort yourself.

Lu Zenghan raised his hand and touched my forehead, wiped away the cold sweat that had just been covered again, and a trace of pain flashed in his eyes: "Ke Qiao, don't always think cranky, why don't you just refuse to let yourself go?" ”

"And what are the facts, tell me?" I looked up at him stubbornly, "You know my sister, don't you?" ”

Lu Zenghan pursed his lips tightly and did not answer, but just replied with complicated eyes and silence. I couldn't help but sneer, who wouldn't let me go? I raised my hand in a dejected manner: "You go, I don't want to see you." ”

Lu Zenghan shook my hand again, he was very hard, and even pinched me a little painfully: "Keqiao, you are not in good health, I can't go." ”

"Forget it." I was irritated and wanted to take his hand away, but I couldn't break free because my strength was not as strong as his. I couldn't help but raise my voice, "Lu Zenghan, that's enough!" You don't have a little honesty with me, I don't want to waste time asking you anything, but I tell you, it's okay for you to beat me, you don't have to calculate my sister's head, if you have the slightest disadvantage to her, I will fight with you! ”

"Ke Qiao," Lu Zenghan was stimulated by me, and he couldn't restrain his emotions anymore, and looked at me with heartache in his eyes, "Can you stop talking nonsense?" How could I count her? Even if I risk my life, it won't be against her! He didn't look at me again, but strode out, the footsteps stopped abruptly in the living room, and in a moment, the smell of smoke came in. He smoked in the living room again.

At that moment, my emotions calmed down, and the things I had been guessing for a long time seemed to have finally been verified, and from the moment he said categorically that he would rather risk his life than disadvantage his sister, I felt like I was dead, and my breathing became a labor pain. His words will deceive people, but his eyes, his expression can't deceive me, it is a pain and melancholy that seeps out of the bone marrow. If it weren't for deep affection, there wouldn't be that expression.

Han Muzhi was right, he approached me to find my sister through me, but I would be wrong, entangled him, crying and shouting that I had to be with him in vain. That's what I do! I covered my head with the quilt and stopped all thoughts. I can't remember anymore, and every time I remember it, it's a deep sense of guilt and self-blame, and a bone-eating pain.

I don't know how long it took, Lu Zenghan never walked into the bedroom again. I said it hurt him, and when I mentioned my sister, he hurt. It was already dark, I took out my mobile phone from the bedside table, opened WeChat, and sent a message to my sister: "Sister, when will you come back?" I'm sick and I miss you so much. "I then sent a selfie of myself and the address of the house, and then turned off my phone.

I don't know who Lu Zenghan's pain came from, and I don't know who my sister's injury came from, I was wrong from the beginning. I don't want to be so confused and unclear, even if it is painful, I have to find out the truth and make a decision with a strong man's wrist.

I put on my clothes and walked to the living room, Lu Zenghan was still sitting straight on the sofa, looking out the window and not knowing what he was recalling. I stopped in front of him and said slowly, "I informed my sister, she will come in a few days, you don't have to think about it anymore." ”

Lu Zenghan turned his head to look at me, his expression was very complicated, and it took a while for a while to come out of his throat a hoarse sentence: "Will you come?" ”

I nodded, as long as I am sick, my sister will definitely come, even if it is a thousand mountains and rivers. After saying that, I turned around and continued to lie in the room, but I couldn't close my eyes anymore, just stared at the ceiling in a daze.

For a whole day, Lu Zenghan didn't go out, but just ordered two takeaways. I was still in the bedroom at night, he was in the living room, I didn't know how much perseverance he could have, he didn't sleep for two nights, and he was just in a daze or watching boring TV during the day, and he wouldn't even fall off.

The next morning, Lu Zenghan turned on the TV again, he usually looks at the financial channel, and in the past two days, he can watch whatever station he opens, even if it is an advertisement, he can see it or not, I don't know if he can see it or want to be fascinated.

When I was eating takeout at noon, I said lightly, "My sister should be here today." "No matter where my sister is, she will definitely come to see me as soon as possible. One day and one night, enough to hurry.

After hearing this, Lu Zenghan looked up at me, frowned and put down his chopsticks, and a trace of nervousness flashed between his eyebrows. After I had cleaned up the dining table, he paced slowly around the room, not knowing what he was thinking, and after a while, he suddenly pulled his coat from the sofa and said to me sullenly, "Forget it, I'll go first." Get together with her. ”

I grabbed Lu Zenghan and looked at him fixedly: "Don't you want to see her?" I called her for you. Why are you going to leave again? ”

Lu Zenghan sighed, looked at me deeply and said, "Ke Qiao, do you want to see it, should you see it, I have a sense of proportion, don't mess up the water for your curiosity." ”

"It's a mess, isn't it?" I looked at him sadly, I couldn't hold on anymore, I couldn't pretend I didn't know anything, I couldn't explain my psychological mysteries, it was better to tear them all apart than this.

Lu Zenghan didn't want to tear me apart, so he pushed me away and was about to leave, when suddenly there was a knock on the door, I was stunned, and said in a daze: "Sister is here." After speaking, he glanced at Lu Zenghan, his hands were clenched, and there was a rare nervous aura around him.

My heart ached again, so I walked quickly to the door and opened it. Sure enough, my sister was standing at the door, looking at me nervously: "Ke Qiao, are you okay?" Scared the hell out of me, how did you turn it off? I can't find you even if I want to look for you. ”

I didn't speak, I just hugged her tightly suddenly, it's so good, it's good that my sister is here. I'm not alone anymore. My sister is here, and all the problems should be solved.

My sister touched my forehead and said to herself, "Don't burn." Saying that, he took me into the house, and Xi Zhou looked at it, "Why do you live here?" Suddenly raised his eyes and saw Lu Zenghan standing in the room, stunned, and didn't speak again.

I looked at Lu Zenghan, I didn't need to introduce him, he knew who was in front of him, and the tension around him, the tangled and heavy expression on his face, without speaking, I also knew that his heart was already magnificent.

The two stared at each other for a long time, and Lu Zenghan spoke first: "Are you okay?" ”

My sister looked at him with a more alienated and unfamiliar gaze, nodded lightly, and asked, "Why are you here?" After a pause, he said self-deprecatingly, "You should be here." What I don't understand, though, is, why is my sister here too? ”