Faced with Mu Gang's question, I responded, I really seem to know why this precocious and distressed child made such a crazy decision.

I looked at the flush on his face that didn't subside, and couldn't help but ask, "Are you tired?" Do you want to take a break? ”

Mu Gang looked into my eyes, and I clearly saw a hint of amusement, and then replied in a non-questionable way: "Do you know why I talked so much to you as a stranger? Because you're a kind person, and you're a bit stupid if you're kind. Look at it, you broke my game, so we are not friends but enemies, you are still worried about my body, and you still let me go beyond what soul, haha. ”

I was laughed at by a child younger than me for being simple, but I was speechless, I couldn't explain it, could it be that I told people that it was my intuition, my intuition told me that he was not a bad person? I could only smile at him a little awkwardly.

In the face of my laughter, he also shook his head and continued: "I have become a little sick in my heart because of the relationship between family and foster care, I know that I am psychologically distorted, and I instinctively do not make friends, so you should be me to explain the future." ”

I still don't know how to reply to him, and I am a little pale in my comfort with a child who knows that he has less than a month to live. I was also ostracized at school, so I didn't usually talk much, and I really didn't comfort others.

"I was alone at school until she showed up. She is my senior sister, and our school's elementary and junior high school are next to each other. She was also a child who grew up in the family building of the medical school. Mu Gang began to tell again.

Because when he was in elementary school, he came from Shacun, he was different from other children, his school career was inferior, he had no dreams when he first went to school, and he did not have the responsibility and burden of leaving Shacun with his family.

When he first entered elementary school that year, Mu Gang saw those new students crying and laughing, and for the first time felt that he would always be an outlier here. In fact, Mu Gang's feeling was not wrong, in the following time, he was indeed divided by his classmates.

The reason for the division may be that he is the only one who wears patched clothes, or it may be his withdrawn personality.

This may not be blamed on Mu Gang's parents, his parents have already taken out the last wealth of the family, so how can he have the money to compare food and clothing with other children? How can you afford to attend all kinds of small dinners?

In fact, he tried to fit in with everyone, it was his birthday, the family who adopted him gave him 50 yuan of pocket money, he took the money, and happily went to the class to invite a few people to dinner, that is, at that time. He saw everyone's smiles of ridicule and rejection, and he knew that he would never fit into everyone's circle. Mu Gang was dead, he thought that he was so lonely, until Xia Han appeared, which made this ice and snow world a little more warm.

Mu Gang and Xia Han met on a gloomy afternoon.

On that afternoon, he was bullied by his classmates, and he rushed out of the classroom and bumped into Xia Han, who was passing by the elementary school.

While apologizing to others, Mu Gang thought about this kind of beautiful girl, and it was estimated that the sarcasm would be even more ugly. Because the good-looking girls in the class are sarcastic, and the words are not repeated.

But in response to Mu Gang, it didn't matter, there was no sarcasm and sarcasm, but a completely incompatible answer, Xia Han only said three words: "It's you!" ”

Mu Gang was a little confused at the time, he had no intersection with people, and this woman was obviously much older than him.

Mu Gang's heart was full of doubts, and he didn't feel anything else.

"My name is Xia Han, and I am in a family home with you, and I saw you a few times when you ran away from home and were beaten. It's just that you didn't say hello, your name is Xiaogang, I remember! After the girl finished speaking, she also touched Mu Gang's head, at this moment, Mu Gang was stiff, and the feeling of electric shock all over his body had not been felt in his parents.

Mu Gang, who has almost zero ability to communicate with others, really didn't know how to respond, so he could only reply with a big sister in embarrassment, and ran away with a red face.

Maybe an unexpected intersection can run away in embarrassment. But is the cause and effect that belongs to you something that a person can avoid?

Maybe it's a beginning, but although a primary school and a junior high school are not far apart, they can't meet every day, but Mu Gang and Xia Han meet every day. Cafeterias, playgrounds, tree-lined paths, and even school building corridors. After meeting again and again, at first Mu Gang would say hello shyly, until he occasionally chatted a few words, and even he began to look forward to seeing Xia Han, and his mind was full of Xia Han's voice and smile.

Mu Gang told me that he was in love with her. Love? How could he understand love at such a young age. In fact, I only stay in books about love, and I have only witnessed one deformed love in real love. I couldn't express my opinion, so I could only continue to listen to him.

He followed Xia Han after school and figured out which building her family lived in, so he was smart enough to wait downstairs for an afternoon that weekend, pretending to have an encounter.

"That, senior sister, can I invite you to dinner?" Mu Gang said that his fear that day was more intense than running away from home, because once Xia Han refused, he was afraid that he would never have the courage to face Xia Han again.

"Of course." Xia Han only responded with two words.

They are actually not sure if they are in love with each other, maybe they just have a good impression of each other, and Mu Gang just needs a touch of warmth to make himself less extreme. So, this spring, a small flower bloomed in Mu Gang's heart.

Mu Gang didn't have much money, and he ate stir-fried dishes from the cheapest small restaurant, and he ate that meal for a long time, until everyone really couldn't find a reason to continue eating, Mu just said to Xia Han: "I like you." Xia Han nodded shyly. Xia Han is three years older than Mu Gang.

They were in love.

Their love is also simple, because Mu Gang is poor, and Xia Han's family is not good, so they live a very simple life, Mu Gang will not be romantic, but he poured the suppressed love and love in his heart into Xia Han. Xia Han enjoyed these very much. Even if they are in love, they just walk around the playground with the teacher on their backs, and come home from school together to pull hands in a place where no one is around. But, in true love, money is not the deciding factor, is it? happened to be at the purest age, met the simple him, and talked about a simple love without impurities. So even if they eat an ice cream together and occasionally eat a baked cold noodle together, they are also unusually happy, and they don't feel worse than the high-end dating places that others go to on a date, because love is not high or low.

And what they love to do most is to look forward to the future, because they know that as long as they are willing to work hard, the future will definitely change. Isn't there a banner that says knowledge changes destiny all the time?

"We also study hard and get a better job. In the future, if we are diligent and thrifty, we will be happy. I'll leave the good ones to you. "Mu Gang's promise to Xia Han is so simple." Well, of course, hee-hee, I'm waiting for you, waiting for our home in the future. Xia Han's answer was also extremely simple.

I have never been in love, but I envy them so much, and I suddenly longed for someone to love me.

Even if love is poor, it is happy, even if love can only be secretly now, but when he thinks of the happiness that the future is within reach, he is full of strength.

If Hirokazu didn't show up.