"Y-What are you doing?"

Jiang Xiao looked down on Xiao Zhan and started to undress, and suddenly panicked.

But she didn't know what was going on, and while she was flustered, she felt a little ......

Stimulate?

Jiang Xiao thought lightly, swallowed his saliva, stared at Xiao Zhan, and wanted to look away, but he couldn't move.

Wait, she's not that kind of person!

Things have developed to this point, and Jiang Xiaoqing has lost some control.

After all, no matter how she guessed, it was impossible for her to guess that Xiao Zhan would take off her clothes!

However, when Xiao Zhan unbuttoned the third button, Jiang Xiaoqing's eyes slowly changed.

Without the panic just now, Jiang Xiaoqing's expression gradually became serious.

Then, she had red circles under her eyes.

As Xiao Zhan's buttons were completely unbuttoned, Jiang Xiaoqing could see the criss-crossing scars on his body.

She had seen her once in the hospital.

But after more than half a year, Xiao Zhan has added many new injuries to his body.

At this time, Jiang Xiaoqing could even see that Xiao Zhan's abdomen was still wrapped in thick gauze, and it was stained with a bright red.

I'm afraid it's a new injury added to that mission recently, right?

Unbuttoning the last button, Xiao Zhan put down his hand, looking at Jiang Xiaoqing's red eyes, he was a little unbearable.

Thinking of the tragedy of Jing Huai and Tang Jing, he sighed lightly and said, "I will die." ”

Xiao Zhan's tone was not half a joke.

"Maybe it's today, maybe it's tomorrow."

Xiao Zhan said: "I don't know, when I will die, but I can't retreat, I can't give up, it's my duty." ”

Twenty years later, Jiang Xiaoqing once heard a sentence.

How can there be any quiet years? It's just that someone carries the weight for you.

Soldiers are one of the beings who carry the weight behind you.

They fight to the death against ruthless enemies in corners you can't see.

Death is the highest glory and the most painful sorrow, and many heroes may die without a name.

But they have been protecting you in the shadows.

As Xiao Zhan said, as soldiers, they don't know when they will die, but they can't take a step back, let alone give up their duties.

Why?

Because they are military men.

The reason is simple and crude, but it is impossible to refute.

"So ......"

Xiao Zhan looked at Jiang Xiaoqing, with a hint of imperceptible bitterness in his faint voice, "You can still ask me, 'So?' 'What?' ”

I'm going to die.

I don't even know what day it was.

Can't let you know in advance.

Therefore, when you know me, you will live in fear every day.

You can wait for me for a few months, or even a year or two.

However, a few months later, a year or two later, you are waiting for not me, but ......

What about my death?

All your waits will be disappointed, and all your expectations will be disappointed.

You don't get any results.

All you get is pain.

You ...... too.

Does it matter?

Xiao Zhan looked directly into Jiang Xiaoqing's eyes.

Unprecedentedly serious, but also unprecedentedly severe.

He can indulge Jiang Xiaoqing in many places and retreat for Jiang Xiaoqing.

But in this matter alone, no.

Because, once he retreated, he pretended that it didn't matter, giving Jiang Xiaoqing hope.

Then one day in the future, it will only be ...... to greet Jiang Xiaoqing

Despair!

"Indeed...... It's a bit of a question to ask. ”

Jiang Xiaoqing looked at the scars on Xiao Zhan's body, tilted her head and smiled bitterly, and a tear slipped from the corner of her eye.

"But ......"

Jiang Xiaoqing suddenly raised her head and met Xiao Zhan's stern gaze, and she said softly, "So what? ”