Jian Yunxi lowered her eyes, as if she couldn't control her emotions anymore.

Every time she was in an extremely bad mood, she didn't know what she would do, but this time she just swallowed the medicine and picked up a life......

She leaned quietly on the head of the bed, not wanting to think about anything, her eyes glazed.

With a slight thud, the door opened.

Jian Yunxi ignored him, her back to him, her dark hair scattered over her thin shoulders, and her thin figure shrouded in transparent barriers.

Fu Yanze's self-control is very good, even at this moment, he can control his emotions well and be calm.

But his heart was not so calm and calm on the outside, his eyes fell on her, his heart suddenly hurt, tensed tightly, and he almost couldn't breathe.

In the past five years, I don't know what she has experienced to be full of devastation.

He had read her diary from five years ago, the last one was her birthday, and he didn't know how many times he had read it, and he could even memorize it in its entirety.

He thought he knew her well enough, but after reading the diary, all his thoughts collapsed.

This diary spans six years, intermittently, and each one is particularly distressing, until he appeared that year, and her life finally appeared light.

March 18, 2015, Jian Yunxi.

I had a lucid dream, and the executioner in the dream cut off my hand with a knife, and it was dripping with blood, and asked me, "Do you still want to be with him?" ”

I didn't feel any pain, and I said, "He is the brightest light in my life, and I don't want to leave him for the rest of my life." ”

The executioner with the mask suddenly took off the mask, and it was the mother's face.

She had a knife in her hand and chased after me......

I don't know why, I woke up so sad that I couldn't breathe.

This is the last diary, and there are faint blood stains on the footer.

Fu Yanze didn't know where she was writing, but he remembered that this day was the last time they met.

He finished his birthday present and sent her home.

In the early hours of the morning, she texted that she was going to break up and never see each other again.

He offered to meet, but the number was blocked.

He thought he had done something wrong, and went to school the next day, only to find that Jian Yunxi had gone through the procedures for suspension and had completely left his world.

When they met again, Fu Yanze found one thing, Jian Yunxi didn't remember him, and all the past disappeared together.

For five years, his obsession became a joke.

There is only the affection buried in time.

……

"Yunxi."

The man's figure was still standing upright by the door, gloomy and cool, unmoved.

Jian Yunxi turned his head slowly, his face pale, "I'm sorry to worry you." ”

"I know about comics." He approached.

Jian Yunxi was stunned for a moment, and Gu Jingwubo's eyes were a little rippling, "Then do you believe me?" ”

Even though she had left him five years ago, and since then, every second of time has lost its meaning, he still chooses to believe her.

"You're not going to do that."

Without a trace of delay, Fu Yanze answered firmly.

"Thank you." She turned her head again, so quiet that she barely heard the sound of her breathing.

Fu Yanze's heart suddenly seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't breathe.

"Did you just choose to run away?" He asked in a cold voice.

But Jian Yunxi didn't seem to hear it, Fu Yanze grabbed her shoulders and forced her to turn around, maybe it was the pain that made her finally frown.

"If there was only one person in the world who believed in you, would you still make useless efforts?"