Chapter 134: Hell in the Clinic

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Lu Zenghan probably didn't expect me to be so thick-skinned, so he was stunned for a moment, and a layer of blush immediately appeared on his fair face, don't overdo it. I turned his face over and pursed my lips and smiled, "I promise, never again." In the future, I will definitely follow your safety guidance and do not act rashly. ”

My laughter made Lu Zenghan angry, rubbed my hair and gritted his teeth and said, "Grinding people." I was going to go straight out of South City to Z City, but I had to come back to see you. ”

"You don't have to watch it. I'm steely. I waved my little fist.

Lu Zenghan smiled on his lips and squeezed my fist into his big hand: "You, you will say." I'd like not to come and see you, but I'm not allowed here. As she spoke, she pressed my hand to his chest.

His heart was beating fast, and my heart was pounding. I leaned into his arms. With the first time, the two people touched again, and it was as if everything had fallen into its course. That demand and thirst became imminent. Lu Zenghan's lips came up, and I couldn't help but entangle myself with him.

I don't know if it was my enthusiasm that infected him, or if his accumulated enthusiasm was released, at that moment, he did not hesitate and struggle on Nanqi Island, and without hesitation, he carried me to the Floyd couch and stepped forward. At the moment of blending, he called my name emotionally: "Ke Qiao." ”

Every cell in my body began to burn again. I don't know what it's like to be a moth to a fire, but my joy and excitement at the moment made me understand that there is an emotion that is far above reason. In the face of such emotions, there is no trace of truth to talk about, and there is no logic to follow. Only love him and stay with him, this simple to stubborn impulse. As for the future, as for right and wrong, I don't know where it went.

I was on the Freud couch, like a fish drowning in water, with the waves rolling and undulating, and my heart was lost in nowhere. Until I hit the crest of the wave, my mind was blank.

I don't know how long it took for me to slowly wake up from the vacuum-like state just now, Lu Zenghan sat beside me, stroked my face, and his face was half-bright and half-dark under the dim light. I didn't dare to look closely into his eyes, he was in such a depressed state, I was afraid to see remorse and contradictions. I slowly dressed and rested my head on his shoulder.

Lu Zenghan took me into his arms and sighed softly: "I'm crazy." ”

I shrunk into his arms, my heart twisted in one place, and my voice trembled slightly: "Do you regret it?" ”

Lu Zenghan shook his head, his lips slid softly on the side of my face, and then slid to his lips, and whispered, "No, I want you." I want you for the rest of my life. I'm afraid you'll regret it. ”

"Why do you say that?" I cupped his chest and said in a firm voice, "I say it again, I won't regret it." I put his hand on the dice necklace on my chest, "You said that I can't change my mind for the rest of my life." ”

"Okay." His voice was warm, deep, and steady. His lips then slid from my cheek to the dice necklace on my chest, and his movements suddenly became fiery and pressed me down again.

A lifetime, a beautiful promise. My body, once again, followed his movements.

When he and I calmed down my impulses, I came back to my senses and took a closer look at the consultation room, fortunately, the rolling shutters that fell to the ground had been pulled down in the afternoon for fear of the sun, otherwise I would have been seen by the other side. Relieved, I lay lazily again. Lu Zenghan patted my face and said softly, "Let's go." Kejo. ”

"Okay." I slowly got up and got dressed, and suddenly remembered something and asked, "How did you get in?" I remember locking the door when they left. ”

"Won't I keep a set of keys?" Lu Zenghan hooked his lips and smiled evilly, "Don't forget, I decorated it here." ”

Is this guy ready to attack me with the key? My face was a little hot, and I pursed my lips and smiled.

He and I went out of the consultation room back and forth, I took a taxi home first, and Lu Zenghan didn't know where he went.

A week later, Chen Chen came to my office again. This time she was wrapped very tightly, and she didn't take off her headscarf and sunglasses from beginning to end, but the bag she was carrying was changed. I looked at her and said, "Have you been busy lately?" ”

"Hmm." She responded, "I went to Z City." ”

Z City? My heart tensed for a moment, and then I felt that I was too relatable. Z City is near Nancheng, whether it is Lu Zenghan or Chen Chen, it is normal to go. I continued, "How's it going?" Still having nightmares? ”

"It was better at first." Chen Chen said, "Teacher Xin, your method is quite effective, after I did what you said, I didn't have nightmares, especially in the past few days in Z City, I slept very well." But as soon as I came back from Z City, it was over, and I started to have nightmares again. Chen Chen said faintly, "Moreover, I think I really saw a ghost." Not only dreams, but sometimes when awake, you can see ghosts. ”

"Awake?" I asked softly, "When, like?" ”

"For example, last night, when I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth, it suddenly went dark in front of me, and the ghost was smiling in the mirror again, and I screamed in fright. If it weren't for my boyfriend coming soon, I would have passed out. Chen Chen still had palpitations when he talked about this, "Teacher Xin, is it really my psychological problem, or is there really a ghost?" ”

I thought for a moment and said, "Why don't we change the treatment?" ”

Chen Chen was interested: "Okay, Teacher Xin, what to change?" ”

I said steadily, "Eight cards repeat the drawing test." "This is a diagnosis and treatment method that I rarely use, because the average client is gradually getting better, only Chen Chen, there are good times and there are times of regression. Even the disease recurred. The 8CRT, on the other hand, is rarely used in art therapy, but it is a good indicator of the client's mood changes and self-control tendencies.

I took 8 sheets of A4 paper and put them on a clip and handed them to Chen Chen: "You draw a person on the last page." Draw a woman. "Even if I don't need to hint at it, the woman she painted must be the ghost she imagined.

Sure enough, Chen Chen hesitated, took the black colored pencil, and drew vigorously on the paper. When I was done, I put the page she had drawn on the second page and said, "Now you are on the first page, and then you will draw the woman you just had." ”

She had just drawn it under the first page, so she could follow it, and I continued, "But don't follow that, you remove the part of the woman you hate the most." ”

Chen Chen thought about it and removed the woman's face, she had no facial features, and she looked even more terrifying. I did the same and put the new painting on the second page, so that every time she painted, she would stick to the painting she had just drawn, and she would get farther and farther away from her original intention. Until all eight paintings are painted.

I looked closely, she is a person with a strong psychological logic, and the eight paintings are basically not much different, even in the end, she highly abstracted the female ghost, but the basic characteristics are no different from the first one she painted. Still concrete and very humanoid. And she is also very autonomous, and a few times I hinted that she could draw more freely and exaggeratedly, but she still painted according to her own ideas. With such a state of mind, it is difficult to influence her and change her.

"Teacher Xin, what do you see?" Chen Chen asked, "Is there any difference between painting eight paintings and one?" ”

"I need to calculate the score against the scale and then judge it in detail. Now the time is a bit rushed. I said, "Why don't we make an appointment next time?" ”

"Don't, you can count it, Mr. Xin. I waited. Chen Chen said, "Hurry up and solve this matter, I can sleep, otherwise I won't even be able to dream." As she spoke, she sat down on the couch farther away from me, took a cigarette out of her bag, and smoked it. The way she smokes, she is very charming.

Since she wasn't afraid to wait, then I started the calculations. Just after a while, Chen Chen suddenly screamed "ah", I was shocked by her voice, and when I looked up, I saw the shadow of a man behind Chen Chen, which made my heart pound in fright. But rubbing his eyes again, the shadow was gone. Instead, Chen Chen looked at me with a frightened expression, and his hand holding the cigarette was shaking: "Teacher Xin, behind you, there is a woman!" ”

I jerked my head back, and there was nothing behind me. I looked at Chen Chen calmly: "You must be dazzled, how can there be a woman?" I pulled the roller shutter behind me and said, "You also see, how can there be people in such a small place?" ”

Chen Chen rubbed his eyes, all dazed: "You really didn't see it?" After a pause, he added, "Am I really dazzled?" He turned to look at me and said anxiously, "Teacher Xin, heal me quickly, I don't want to see a ghost in broad daylight." ”

"I tried my best. But your current situation, I'm afraid you don't just need psychotherapy, I suggest you go to the psychiatric department of a tertiary hospital to register and prescribe medicine. I don't have the right to prescribe, I can't help you. I'm sorry. I advised her, "Art therapy while medication control may be more effective." "Chen Chen's situation is already on the serious side.

"I don't go to the hospital." Chen Chen refused firmly, "They will lock me up in a mental hospital." ”

"Who did you listen to?" I smiled helplessly, "They also diagnose you first, and they won't send you to a psychiatric hospital for no reason." By the way, who introduced you to me in the first place? ”

"A friend." Chen Chen didn't take my words to heart, but still shook his head, "I'm not going." ”

Her attitude is so tough, I can't persuade her again. And she was frightened just now, and she refused to stay with me anyway. I almost ran out of my office with my bag.

I looked around and it was business as usual. I don't know what's going on.