Chapter 141: Self-Destruction

"Master, are you in a bad mood?"

On this day, the Gu family's lunch was a little dull, and after the meal, Gu Pan was also in the mood to continue to enter the mountain, but fell on the bed and lay down.

Since Yuling came out, although Xiaolan can hide it from her when she looks for Gu Pan, she is still not as active as before.

After all, seeing that Gu Pan's meaning did not intend to introduce Yu Ling to her, and the matter of preparing vegetables on weekdays was also accepted by Yu Ling, Xiao Lan settled down to cultivate, hoping to meet the requirements of transformation as soon as possible.

But even if sixteen kinds of fruits were planted in the space, it would not help him much.

If he really wanted to calculate, he was now able to neutralize fifteen percent of the spiritual power he absorbed each time he absorbed it.

This also means that the jade spirit can absorb more and more spiritual power.

The spiritual power consumed by entering the mountain jade spirit yesterday would take at least three days according to the original speed, and now it can be fully recovered in one day.

The amount of spiritual power on the jade spirit depends on the amount of mental energy that Xiaolan needs to spend on hiding when communicating with Gu Pan.

This is also the reason why Xiaolan can not communicate with Gu Pan after replanting these sixteen kinds of fruits.

After all, every word he said to his own master had to be hidden, even if he knew that the jade spirit at this stage had no way to discover his existence, and even not only the jade spirit, but also another powerful existence in this space, he would not be able to discover him at this time.

Xiao is like this, Xiaolan also took the initiative to choose less communication, anyway, he doesn't have anything to do on weekdays to look for Gu Pan.

If it weren't for Gu Pan's uncontrollable loss this time, Xiaolan wouldn't have taken the initiative to speak......

"I ......"

Gu Pan wanted to say that she was fine, but the words still didn't come out of her mouth.

She had to admit that she was indeed affected because of Liu Yi's incident at noon.

It's just that it wasn't because Mother Liu came over to make such a fuss that made Gu Hui and Gu Yan feel depressed.

It's because on the way back from North Street, Liu Yi questioned her about Gu Hui's studies.

"Xiaolan, did you say I was wrong?"

Gu Pan curled up on the bed, just holding the quilt, as if she could be full of security.

But in the bottom of her heart, she couldn't help but ask herself again and again, whether she was wrong to have high requirements for Gu Hui and Gu Yan in their studies.

But the more she thought about it, the more dazed she became, she just hoped that Gu Hui and Gu Yan could be admitted to university because of their grades, so as to embark on their own broad road, is it wrong?

"No, in Xiaolan's heart, no matter what the master does, there will be nothing wrong with it, because the master has his own reasons."

Xiaolan's serious tone sounded in Gu Pan's mind, but not only did it not make Gu Pan think clearly, but he became more and more confused.

Her reason?

She wanted Gu Hui and Gu Yan to study hard, what was the reason why she wanted them to be admitted to university?

In their previous lives, weren't Gu Hui and Gu Yan admitted to university?

But the result?

Gu Yan fell for Chen Guoguo's trick because of her, and was robbed of her innocence by a group of scumbags, and the whole person was ruined from that time.

Even if the final results come out, her score is a lot higher than the first line, what if she can be admitted to a prestigious university?

In the end, her life only stopped at that summer, the day the results came out......

As for Gu Hui, he is better.

The results are better than Gu Yan, and they are the top ten in their city, but what is the result?

According to his scores, he can apply for countless good schools, but what happened in the end?

In the end, all the colleges and universities that Gu Hui applied for fell through, and he had no choice but to go to a second-rate school in the city......

Her siblings were not as miserable as her, but in the end, they still couldn't go to the school they wanted to go to.

If the result is like this, after she is reborn, she still forces them to study, making them become nerds who only know how to study, and become an existence whose life goal is only to be admitted to a key university, is it still necessary?

Gu Pan bent his body, and his hand holding the quilt couldn't help but tighten, and his face was gloomy.

Ever since she was reborn, things she didn't want to face lingered in her mind, and the paler her face became if she didn't turn it once.

During the three years she was in prison, every time she was forced to do hard labor, Gu Pan thought more than once, if she hadn't had that incident, would she have gone to the university of her dreams?

If it weren't for that incident, wouldn't the family have moved to South Street?

Then won't she like Xu Chenghuan?

And if you don't like Xu Chenghuan, won't you know Chen Guoguo, who is crazy for Xu Chenghuan?

If that were the case, then Chen Guoguo would not target her, let alone ruin her family in order to leave her with nothing......

But there are no ifs in life.

Even if she was reborn, even if she had one more chance to start over than others, she had no choice.

She was only reborn five years ago, before the tragedy that happened because of Xu Chenghuan, but there was no way to be reborn before that incident happened......

There was no way to be reborn to the point where she was almost given a QJ and was forced to move out of a familiar place, and was even beaten upside down, so that she was expelled from school for indiscretion, and even her files were detained in that place.

No matter how good her grades are, even if she wants to start all over again, because of that false stain, she will never have the opportunity to take the university entrance examination again in her life and become a college student who can glorify her ancestors......

And what did she do after she could never fulfill that wish?

She almost morbidly forced Xiaoyan to study with Xiaohui, and even moved here because the school here was famous, so she pestered her father to find a way to move over.

unexpectedly met Xu Chenghuan.

Speaking of which, she didn't have any feelings for Xu Chenghuan at the beginning.

All the changes are because by accident she heard about Xu Chenghuan's deeds and knew Xu Chenghuan's identity.

That's why she tried every means to appear where Xu Chenghuan would appear, pestering Xu Chenghuan almost shamelessly, playing a woman who likes Xu Chenghuan like crazy, just acting and acting her, she really likes it, and she doesn't even know how she can like him in a short period of time......

So when I accidentally learned that my family had a relationship with the Xu family, when I learned that they actually had a marriage with the Xu family because of the relationship between the older generation.

She made a decision that in retrospect was simply willful - to die!

She put a knife on her neck with her own hands, forcing her father to agree to be cheeky and come to the door to make this family affair with Mr. Xu, and now that I think about it, what was she originally for?

Isn't it because of something that you want to enter that so-called high society? Because why did he still have to get up to Xu Jiarong when he knew that he hated her?

Why do you want to join the small group of those people even when you don't have the conditions? Why did Chen Guoguo foolishly come up and kill himself after he released a little false kindness?