Chapter 264: Live a Good Life
Li Yubang drove home with Zhang Li and Xiao Jiang.
Along the way, Zhang Li hugged Xiao Jiang tightly, and was reluctant to let go for a moment.
Xiao Jiang was very well-behaved, and after the child lost blood, he was also a little wilted, leaning on Zhang Li's arms, drowsy.
Back at home, after Zhang Li washed Xiao Jiang, let him continue to lie on the bed and sleep, but the doctor said that he would take care of it for a few days.
Zhang Li has already called the school and asked for leave, but she can't ignore the child if she can't help it.
Fortunately, it was okay to ask the teacher in the next class to help her substitute teach for two days, after all, it was a primary school, and there would be no big mess.
Seeing Xiao Jiang fall asleep quietly, Zhang Li stroked Xiao Jiang's eyebrows and eyes over and over again, to say that she had a good impression of this child when she first saw it, why didn't she find out, take a serious look at Xiao Jiang and her looks, her mouth and nose are like her, her eyes, forehead, and eyebrows are like that Chen Shimei, Zhang Li has long decided that this must be her own child.
The heart is sour, this child has suffered.
No wonder some people always joke about her, her stepmother and stepson really look alike, if it is a mother-son relationship, of course it will be like, Zhang Li thought bitterly, if it is really her son, it is too mysterious, there are so many coincidences in life.
What kind of fate is this?
Closing the door, Zhang Li went to find Li Yubang.
Li Yubang returned home and watched Zhang Li take care of Xiaojiang to rest, so he went back to the house to look for things, rummaged through the cabinets, and finally found a dilapidated burden, which was brought from his hometown, and he kept collecting it well, just because there were some things in it that were thoughts.
Open the baggage, which is divided into two burdens, the one on the top is Xiao Jiang's quilt clothes when he was a child or something, and the one below is Xiaobai's, and he keeps them.
Zhang Li walked in, looked at the burden on the bed, her eyes were hot, Li Yubang took Xiao Jiang's gray burden and handed it to her, "These are all things from Xiao Jiang's childhood, take a look!" ”
Zhang Li took it, but didn't open it.
Li Yubang was stunned, "Why don't you take a look?" He knew that Zhang Li wanted to find her lost child, as a mother, she would never be able to have children again in this life, probably the lost child was her only thought, and she was also the closest person to her in this world.
Zhang Li shook her head, "Actually, even if I open it, it's useless, I was unconscious after giving birth, what kind of quilt did the child use?" What kind of clothes are you wearing? I don't know at all, even if my friend described it to me, but all the patterns of that era were almost the same, and even if they were in front of me, I would not be able to recognize them, let alone distinguish them. The bitterness in his voice made Li Yubang feel distressed.
Walking over, the sturdy big hand opened the burden from her hand, layer by layer, Zhang Li finally saw that the things inside were cleanly washed and neatly folded. The blue and gray quilt cover, the pale red flower cloth baby clothes, and a few yellowed diapers that have been washed, these simple things can not be simpler, but they made her cry like rain, and she cried bitterly.
The pain in her heart probably no one can understand, as a mother, these things should have been done by herself, but she didn't know it, whether it was in memory or reality, these things didn't bring her a sense of familiarity.
She covered her mouth with her hands vigorously, and the suppressed painful voice flowed out throughout the room, so empty, so painful, Li Yubang held her tightly with one hand, pointing to these things: "Xiao Jiang was wearing this dress when he was young, wrapped in this small quilt, and put it in the grass by the roadside, when I brought him back, he was really small, his little hands and feet were not as big as one of my knuckles, just like a little kitten."
At that time, I took him home, he was hungry and cried, I had to hold him to find my sister-in-law and aunt who had given birth in the village, and borrow two mouthfuls of milk from others. ”
Zhang Li fell into his arms, crying silently, she could already imagine that picture in her mind, how pitiful that little child was.
Li Yubang patted her back and stroked her shoulders, "Don't cry, what's wrong with your body when you cry!" ”
Zhang Li finally cried enough, and wiped her tears with a handkerchief embarrassedly, in fact, most of the tears had already been wiped on Li Yubang's body.
Li Yubang's front placket was wet.
"Fifth brother, in fact, it doesn't matter if I know whether Xiao Jiang is my child or not, I am Xiao Jiang's mother now, I now have two children, a daughter and a son, whether I know if it is my biological son or not, in fact, it doesn't matter, I didn't say a long time ago in this life that I would take care of them as my own children. So they're my own children. Zhang Li has calmed down.
It's too old for today's science and technology to be able to. Instead of people to judge who is biological.
Of course, Zhang Li didn't know that if she told Li Xiaobai about this, Li Xiaobai would probably tell her that in more than ten years, there will be a new science and technology that can be used to do paternity testing through blood, but it will be more than ten years later, and now there is really no technology to judge the father-daughter relationship and father-son relationship between two people.
"Then don't cry, otherwise the child will wake up after a while and see your eyes swollen like this, and he won't think I'm bullying you." Li Yubang joked.
Zhang Li glanced at him with disgust, "I didn't expect you to be so careful as a big man, and these things can still be kept." ”
"I keep Xiaobai and Xiaojiang's things when they were young, Xiaobai is worried that her real mother will find it back in the future, these are thoughts after all, and Xiaojiang's things are that I am worried that he will need to find his biological parents in the future. That's why these remained. Li Yubang's face was slightly red, in fact, these were really not made by him, and it was Xiaobai who had been preserving and protecting these things.
"Let's not mention this matter, I will be Xiaobai and Xiaojiang's mother in the future, and I will treat the two of them well. It doesn't matter if it's my biological child or not, let's live happily as a family in the future. Zhang Li hugged Li Yubang and said in a muffled voice.
Li Yubang knew that she was still sad.
Some things are easy to say, but it takes time to think about the hurdle in your heart.
What Zhang Li experienced today had too much impact on her, and being able to say this has proved that she is a very rational woman.
"Okay, let's live a good life!"