Chapter 44: Don't Suppress Me (44)
"Changjun." For a long time, Su Yan couldn't help but open his mouth and break the silence.
"Hmm."
"Hungry?"
Shen Ye shook his head, his lips that were pale from excessive blood loss moved, and he wanted to open his mouth to say something but never said it.
"Changjun, will you go back to Gusu with me?"
Once again, the atmosphere cooled down, and the silence was unbearable. And Shen Ye, with his head down, didn't know what he was thinking.
"Why do you have to stay here? Is there someone you don't want to give up? ”
Even though Su Yan's tone was soft enough and his expression was calm enough, he couldn't hide the anger in his eyes.
"If you want to stay here because of Lian Jingzhi, I advise you to give up this kind of thought, he doesn't know how to cherish it at all, and it's not worth it." How could Su Yan not know that Shen Ye liked Lian Jingzhi, he knew, he knew everything, but he didn't want to say it.
When Su Yan said this, Shen Ye felt as if his heart was burning with fire, and the pain was unbearable.
He finally spoke.
"I can't tell you why I'm here, it's not because I like him, and I'll leave when I'm done with what I want to do."
Su Yan seemed to see hope, his eyes flickered, "Changjun, if I tell you that I am willing to wait for you to finish what you want to do, I am willing to wait for you, I want to be with you, I want to ......"
Shen Ye subconsciously retorted and interrupted him, "Su Yan, aren't we here just every day?" ”
He understood the meaning of Su Yan's words, but he didn't have any feelings for him, he just treated him as a brother.
"You know what I mean, I don't want to be together like this." Su Yan was a little excited, and his tone was a little higher.
"Su Yan, you and I are both men, in addition to brotherhood and friendship between us, we should not mix some complicated emotions into it." He looked at Su Yan's deep eyes and said expressionlessly.
The speaker has no intention of listening, but this sentence is more stinging than a needle to Su Yan's ears.
He liked him.
I liked him from the first time I saw him.
But he likes someone who doesn't like him at all.
Su Yan was ruthless in his heart, clenched his fists, looked at Shen Ye coldly, and suddenly shouted, "What about you and Lian Jingzhi?" Don't you have the kind of affection I want for him? That night, I was standing at the door, I could hear what you had done, and you swear, did you swear that you were just as friendly to him as you were to me? ”
Shen Ye looked at Su Yan in shock, he didn't know what kind of emotion he had for Lian Jingzhi, let alone say it. He only knew that when he was with Lian Jingzhi, this heart that had been wandering for a long time and wandering would settle down.
He enjoyed the feeling that Lian Jingzhi brought to him, and he enjoyed the warmth that he brought to him when he was around.
Heh-
How could he have these feelings for a man? This doesn't make sense.
Seeing that Shen Ye hadn't spoken for a long time, Su Yan stared at him with a pair of phoenix eyes, and laughed coldly, as if he was laughing at his stupidity.
"What? Don't dare to swear? You just admit it, you like him, so no matter how hard I try, no matter how good I am to you, I am not as good as him, right? ”
Hearing him say this, Shen Ye suddenly had a feeling that he couldn't argue, so he had to lower his head and say nothing, he didn't know what to say, and he felt that whatever he said was wrong.
"He is a high-ranking prince, he can't give you what you want, even if he likes you, he will still be with other women for the sake of his heirs in the future, and he will ...... for the sake of royal face"