Chapter 180: Give Me Time

After listening to Jiang Zhanwei's words, it was impossible for Lu Man not to be moved, but there was still no way to accept him immediately. She wiped away her tears with a handkerchief and said slowly, "We started in such a form, I did something wrong first, made you angry, made you hate me...... I know that the reason why you left this family and entered the barracks and did not want to go to war is that you want to abandon me, the woman who brought you shame, on the day of your success......"

Jiang Zhanwei was indefensible, and admitted with difficulty, "Yes, I don't deny it, I did think so at the beginning." But ......"

Lu Man said again, "You set that mode of getting along, I thought we would always live like that." I think almost every day, how will I live if I am divorced, and how can Zhan Kui and Xiao Jiu'er live a better life after I leave here. Really, I've been thinking about this and preparing for it. But now, you've suddenly changed your mind, and suddenly I'm not prepared at all...... Third master, until now, I don't know what kind of emotion you have for me, I don't know you, I can't see through your heart. You put it forward, I don't dare to have any objections, and I don't dare to hope that we can be happy with each other. However, I hope that the third master will at least give me some respect, because my status is that of a wife, not to please a man...... Woman. I, I, it's not that I don't want to, it's true, it's really that I'm not prepared, I'm afraid...... It's not just the heart that is afraid, it's the body that is even more afraid...... It's just that just the thought of that makes my body hurt...... Can the third master give me some time, so that my heart and body can accept it......"

Halfway through the words, Lu Man's body began to ache again, the pain made her face pale, and fine beads of sweat oozed from her forehead, but she still insisted on finishing her words.

When Jiang Zhanwei saw Lu Man like this, he knew that she was really scared, both ashamed and distressed. She is like this, who else can blame him except him? "Don't be nervous, I won't force you." I can wait, wait until I go on the expedition, you've figured it out, and I'll come back. ”

Hearing him say this, Lu Man's heart was relieved, his body also relaxed, and his face was a little flushed.

Jiang Zhanwei's heart was extremely helpless, and said, "Manman, if I say that I have changed my mind, I am really pleased with you, do you believe it?" ”

Lu Man lowered his head and said secretly, I don't believe it, or I don't dare to believe it. He may feel guilty about her, he may appreciate her, and even take advantage of her, but she doesn't believe that he will please her. He was hard-hearted, ruthless, and scheming, and she didn't believe that he would really like anyone else, except for his two younger siblings.

Then he said, "Along the way, what you have done has made me unable to understand you." ”

Jiang Zhanwei smiled bitterly, "You don't believe it anymore?" Seeing Lu Man's acquiescence, he shook his head self-deprecatingly and said, "But I really like you." If a man is not pleasing to a woman, how can he do so much for her? ”

Lu Man really wanted to say, I don't really like you, but I still did so many things for you.

Jiang Zhanwei saw that Lu Man was silent, knowing that she still had rejection of herself in her heart, so she had to let go of the last bit of thought in her heart. He instructed, "Grandmother and grandfather are your greatest support, even if the family is separated, you still have to be filial to them, and every morning and dusk should not be less." In the future, when the eldest lady comes back, she will be safe if she doesn't find fault, if she dares to bully you again, don't bear it, go to the elders to make decisions for you. As for the others, you know better than I do about dealing with people, and you know how to deal with them. Zhankui and Xiao Jiu'er, you taught them well, let them continue like this...... The relationship between Old Grandfather Xie and Sister-in-law Xie must be maintained...... When you go out, you should bring more guards, and it is best to go to restaurants and shops less...... As for saving the dead and helping the wounded, you can save as many poor people as you want, but the people in the big family, whether they should be saved or not, you have to listen to your grandmother. You're not a doctor at the moment, and sometimes you do bad things with good intentions...... No matter how difficult things are, you must not leave this home, even if someone forces you. That person and the Wang family can even use such means, which shows how much you are in her way. If you lose the shelter of this home, you will be more dangerous......"

Seeing him explaining the "aftermath" one by one, Lu Man's eyes turned red again, and her mood was very, very conflicted at this time. Thinking that he said this, even if he didn't like her, he really planned for her. But thinking of his personality, I am afraid that if I accept him, I will be hurt by him again. She choked up and said, "Third master, you also have to cherish it a lot, don't die." Even if you come back from meritorious service and leave me, I still hope you can come back safely. ”

Jiang Zhanwei's nose was a little sour, and he said, "What a stupid woman." Don't worry, I have a thousand men under me, as well as the prescription you gave and the camouflage uniform you designed, and you won't die so easily. If I can come back, no matter how much merit I have made or how much I have become an official, I will not divorce you, and I will live a good life with you......"

Seeing Lu Man's face like a flower, his little nose was red, and tears dripped from time to time under his slightly trembling eyelashes, sliding down his peach cheeks, Jiang Zhanwei's body jumped suddenly, and there seemed to be countless fireballs jumping around his body, about to explode him and burn him out.

He hurriedly got off the kang and said hurriedly, "You go and rest." We will probably leave for the end of the month, and even if we have a big priority, I will also find a way to go home once before leaving Beijing. Then, raising his voice, he said, "Liu Ya, come in and make my bed and prepare the bath soup." ”

Mama Wang and Liu Ya hurried in. Liu Ya went to the clean room, and Mama Wang took the quilt and mattress from the kang cabinet to spread the kang.

Jiang Zhanwei washed up, Lu Man didn't dare to look at him, and lowered his head and entered the bedroom.

Mama Wang served with a sigh on the side, feeling that Lu Man had wasted a great opportunity to be a mother. In her opinion, now is the middle of Lu Man's monthly letter, and it is the best time to get pregnant. Because of Lu Man, Mama Wang also knows when women are most fertile and pregnant.

Lu Man tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, thinking about his words......

Lu Man woke up the next day, and Jiang Zhanwei was already gone.

Liu Ya served her and dressed, and whispered with a red face, "Before the third master leaves, let the slave and maid tell the third grandmother, and let the third grandmother think about his good every day." In this way, when you see him again, you will have less resentment towards him. ”

Lu Man sighed and came to the east side room. Looking at the kang that has been cleaned up, it is covered with a scarlet velvet blanket, and there is a small table of foreign lacquer in the middle, and a fruit bowl and a vase are placed on it. It was as if no one had slept here at all a moment ago.

Jiang Zhanwei's voice sounded in her ears again, and the instructions were like hot droplets, dripping in her heart, burning her breathlessly.

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