Chapter 128: Memories that can't be walked out

This night, Jian Antong fell asleep in Leng Ziyu's arms, always dreaming, her brain was very messy, everything she dreamed of was messy, and she dreamed that she was in a mental hospital, constantly being fed drugs and being forced...... She also dreamed that her children died, He Lao died, and those relatives left her one by one, and she had no way to keep them.

Slowly, He Lao's eyes became resentful, and the child was also ruthless, they all stared at Jian Antong so deadly, making Jian Antong breathless. She apologized vigorously, but no one paid any attention.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

Jian Antong's forehead was covered with cold sweat, and the whole person was constantly trembling and struggling in Leng Ziyu's arms, as if someone had pinched her fiercely.

Leng Ziyu couldn't help but quickly shake Jian Antong awake, "An Tong, wake up, An Tong, it's me, it's me!" You wake me up right away, Jian Antong, wake up......"

Jian Antong was awakened at this time, looked at everything around her, and smiled, "I dreamed of the dead child, and Uncle He, I dreamed that I was in a mental hospital, so uncomfortable." Ziyu, I'm so uncomfortable. ”

Leng Ziyu hugged her into his arms, "Okay, it'll be fine, with me, you're just dreaming, dreaming." ”

"It's so real, it's so real, it's scary. They died because of me, because of me. ”

Jian Antong's whole body fell into deep self-blame, she didn't think it was a dream, it was real, it was true. They should resent themselves, after all, she didn't protect them.

"Okay, it's okay. Don't be too upset, it's okay, I've always been there, always been there. And we've found the killer and we've brought her to justice, so it's okay. ”

Leng Ziyu said it so lightly, but Jian Antong's heart seemed to be pinched fiercely, and he pushed him away hard, "Isn't that because of me?" That's why I'm like this. It was my fault. If it weren't for me, if it weren't for me and you, they wouldn't have died, they wouldn't. ”

Leng Ziyu looked at her with some excitement, and even collapsed, stepped forward and hugged her tightly, regardless of her forced struggle, just hugged her like this, "An Tong, it's all over, it's all over." Don't torture yourself like this, it's all over. ”

"Hehehe......"

Jian Antong smiled, but he didn't expect that Leng Ziyu's heart had already passed, whether he was too cruel or he was too ridiculous.

"Leng Ziyu, in the bottom of your heart, what is the most important and what is unbearable, I really want to know, what is what you care about the most in your heart, I want to know, do you know?"

Leng Ziyu hugged her like this, knowing that she hated herself so much, and also knew that it was her fault that she didn't protect these people.

"Actually, I care about you, I care about my children, and I care about all my relatives even more. I don't want to let them have an accident, this is Zeng Ying's murder, none of us thought of it, did it? The murderer has been found, they have spirits in heaven, and they will not blame us. They just want us to live happily, you know? ”

Jian Antong stared at this man deadly, he didn't understand every word he said, he really didn't understand, and he didn't want to understand.

Why can this man say all this so calmly, why?

"Leng Ziyu, what I regret the most is that I met you, if I hadn't met you in the first place, nothing would have happened. Nothing will happen. ”

Leng Ziyu didn't continue to argue with this woman, he just hugged him so tightly, and his heart became more and more helpless.

"If you think that's the case, then that's it."

Jian Antong tearfully bit his arm and bit it hard, and a smell of blood began to hit, but Leng Ziyu didn't feel much, just hugged it, and let her vent the hatred in her heart.

It's all his own fault, so he's willing to take it all.

If he hadn't married Zeng Ying in the first place, nothing would have happened, and there would have been so many tragedies.

…… In the room on that side, Xiao Yue stared at that scene, and the curvature of the corners of her mouth became more and more cold, "Sister, you can't bear such a little bit, I really don't know, how to play next!" ”

Xiao Yue quietly turned off the video, and lay down very comfortably to continue to rest.

This night really made her comfortable!

She was already looking forward to what interesting things would happen tomorrow.

The next day, Jian Antong slept until late and didn't get up, in fact, there was no way to fall asleep in the middle of the night, she went to bed very late, and she didn't expect it to be dawn as soon as she slept.

She was a little tired and supported her forehead, watching the soft sunlight spill in, the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, and she was going to tidy up her way out, but when she came to the bathroom, she saw blood stains on the mirror.

Mom, I miss you so much!

Such bloodstains made Jian Antong collapse all of a sudden, and quickly rushed out of the room, "Ahh......hhh

Xiao Yue hurried over, looked at Jian Antong like this, and quickly helped her, "Madam, what's wrong with you?" Madam. ”

"In the bathroom, on the mirror, on the mirror, on the mirror, on the ......"

Before Jian Antong's words were finished, she was already unconscious, Xiaoyue walked in quickly, asked the maid to take care of her, and then wiped all the blood very neatly, the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, with a trace of evil charm.

……

When Jian Antong woke up again, her body still couldn't help but tremble, "Blood in the bathroom, blood ......"

"Madame, there's nothing in the bathroom! Madame, you're having a nightmare! ”

Xiao Yue's words made Jian Antong's face more and more ugly, and she was so white and scary, she didn't expect that all this was her hallucination, how could it be?

That's so real, it's so real, it's scary, why is it like this?

Jian Antong couldn't believe it, quickly stood up, and rushed into the bathroom, the bathroom was clean, there was nothing, and there was only his pale face on the mirror, and the rest were fake.

Jian Antong smiled, tears slowly slipping down, with a hint of bitterness, even helplessness.

"I'm hallucinating again."

Xiao Yue walked in slowly, looking at Jian Antong's collapsed expression in the mirror, the curvature of the corners of her mouth became more and more ruthless, "Sister, I miss you too?" ”

"Sister......

Jian Antong was very surprised, and turned to look at Xiao Yue, but Xiao Yue had an innocent expression, just looked at Jian Antong, and didn't understand what was going on at all.

That appearance made Jian Antong's heart smashed.

"Xiaoyue, did you just call me sister?"

Is it a hallucination, or what?

"No! Madam, how could I possibly call Madame Sister? Madame, what's wrong with you? ”

Xiaoyue gently helped Jian Antong and took her out slowly.

Jian Antong felt that her brain cells were no longer enough, so she let Xiao Yue help her out, her heart became more and more bitter, and she gently clenched Xiao Yue's hand, "Xiao Yue, I want to go to the hospital." Come with me! ”

Xiao Yue nodded, "Madam, what's wrong with you?" Tell Satsuki that Satsuki might be able to help you. ”

"Well, Xiaoyue, you go out first, I'll tidy it up by myself, and we'll go to the hospital together later." Jian Antong took a deep breath, and after letting Xiao Yue leave, she began to dress herself.

But I hadn't been wearing it for long before I heard a voice, which was familiar.

"Sister, I miss you too? Where are you? Sister, is it really good for you to be with your brother-in-law like this? Sister, I miss you so much! ”

This call made Jian Antong's whole person tremble, and he kept holding his head, "It's not real, it's all a dream, it's not real, it's all an illusion, an illusion." ”

As he spoke, Jian Antong rushed out quickly.

The voice still seemed to be echoing in his ears.

"Madam......" Xiao Yue couldn't help but scream, but Jian Antong didn't hear it at all, but ran forward vigorously.

Satsuki walked in quietly and took away the recorder she had made inside, and the curvature of the corners of her mouth became even more eerie.

Then he chased out, looking at Jian Antong, who was kneeling in the garden, the curvature of the corners of his mouth was even more weird, "Madam, what's wrong with you?" ”

Jian Antong smiled, looked at Xiaoyue, tears slowly rolled down, "I, I'm a sinner." ”

"Madam, what nonsense are you talking about! I'll ask my husband to come back and see you right away! ”

Saying that, Xiao Yue was about to go in and make a call, but was stopped by Jian Antong, "No need, seeing him, I feel even more criminal." Let's go to the hospital! ”

Xiao Yue nodded as if she didn't understand, and accompanied Jian Antong to the hospital.

In the office, the doctor looked at Jian Antong and looked at all these reports, in fact, there was no big problem, but Jian Antong's words were incredible, which made the doctor shake his head helplessly.

"If nothing is wrong, Mrs. Leng is hallucinating, which is a little difficult. Mrs. Leng, how about you stay in the hospital for observation for a while? ”

The doctor's words made Jian Antong just shake his head quietly, "I don't want to be hospitalized, I just want to see, how can I stop my hallucinations?" Doctor, can you give me an accurate answer? ”

The doctor still shook his head, "Staying in the hospital for observation is the best, I'll prescribe some medicine for you first, so that you can sleep peacefully." But the best way is to be hospitalized, and that's the best. ”

"Thank you, doctor."

Jian Antong didn't continue to say anything, stood up, and the doctor told her not to continue to think nonsense, and to look away.

Jian Antong smiled and turned to leave.

Xiao Yue has been with her all the time, holding Jian Antong's medicine, and the curvature of the corners of her mouth is becoming more and more unbelievable, but Jian Antong didn't notice it.

……

When the two of them returned to Jane's house, it was already nightfall.

Jian Antong looked at Leng Ziyu who was sitting there, smiled, and went upstairs without saying anything.

Leng Ziyu had no choice but to ask Xiao Yue, and Xiao Yue told him everything that happened today, "Madame doesn't know what's wrong, it's just very strange, saying that there is blood in the bathroom, and that I heard a voice, I called her, but I didn't speak at all." Madame seems to be a little emotionally unstable, sir! It's Madame's medicine! ”

Xiao Yue put these medicines in front of Leng Ziyu.

Leng Ziyu just calmly took it and glanced at Xiaoyue, "Thank you for your hard work." ”

Standing up, Leng Ziyu also entered the master bedroom, and at this moment Jian Antong was standing on the balcony, and the emaciated figure seemed to be blown away at any time, which made Leng Ziyu feel more and more sorry in his heart.

He slowly stepped forward and hugged Jian Antong. "It's fine."

Jian Antong's tears rolled down gently, "I heard Zeng Ying's voice, she said she missed me, she said you are my brother-in-law, call me sister." ”

"It's all your hallucination, that woman isn't worth your nerves, you know?"

Leng Ziyu didn't want her to continue her cranky thoughts.

He hated that he had no way to take care of Jian Antong, and it was all his fault.

"I know that she is not worthy of my sadness, but those who died are worth it, Leng Ziyu, those are our relatives! It was because of us that we died. ”

Jian Antong closed her eyes, and the two lines of tears were still rolling down slowly, how much she wished she wouldn't think cranky, but was it possible?

"I know, I know. Just because they are our relatives, we have to live a good life to repay them. They want our happiness, not our pain. An Tong, I know what I say, I can't make up for it. But I'll tell you for the rest of my life that I'm not going to leave you alone. I won't leave you. ”

Jian Antong smiled, turned around slowly, and looked at this man, the curvature of the corners of his mouth became more and more bitter.

"I know what you're saying, and I understand what you're saying. But I can't get out, you know? I can't get out! ”

Those people really died in front of themselves.

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