Chapter 322: Heart-to-Heart Talk
"A sense of security?" The more his brows furrowed, it was not the first time that Da Ji Zhongyuan had heard this word, so he was not unfamiliar with it, but even if he wanted to break his head, he didn't know what kind of feeling Mu Chen's words were referring to, "What should the king do to make you feel numb?" β
Da Ji Zhong Yuan actually feels quite good about himself.
It's not that he doesn't understand the meaning of security, he just doesn't understand where Gu Gesang's feeling comes from, from the first day Daji Zhongyuan and Gu Gesang were together, he thought that he had never really hurt Gu Gesang once, and even on the contrary, from the moment he saw Gu Gesang, he almost only had how to protect this woman in his mind.
"That's ...... I think it is better to start from Ma Ma's heart, first of all...... It is necessary to solve the sense of crisis that emanates from the heart in Ma Ma's heart. Mu Chen was struggling in his mind about how to completely use an appropriate word to express the meaning he wanted to pass on to Daji Zhongyuan in his heart.
Da Ji Zhongyuan: "Sense of crisis? β
How can you mention a sense of crisis again, who can create a sense of crisis for Gu Gesang? Da Ji Zhongyuan thought that he was still quite good at protecting Gu Gesang.
"Sometimes it feels like you can't just take it literally." Seeing through the depression in Da Ji Zhongyuan's heart, Mu Chen glanced at it and then leisurely withdrew his eyes, "Think from other angles." β
"What angle?"
"Let's say...... For example...... Mu Chen scratched his ears and cheeks and thought for a long time, and then held back a sentence, "For example, why do you want Ma Ma to be so desperate to learn a skill now, she didn't even know how to be the simplest ghost before, and she didn't even care much." β
"Why?" Da Ji Zhong Yuan followed Mu Chen's words and asked below.
Mu Chen was almost speechless: "Yes, why?" This is my question for you, not for you to ask me. β
"How does this king know?" Da Ji Zhongyuan said confidently, "This king is not her, how can she know what she is thinking in her heart?" β
Mu Chen was almost vomited blood in anger by Da Ji Zhongyuan's natural appearance, he was a child, and it was already great for him to be able to see the situation a little clearly about the affairs of adults, how could he be an emotional expert.
However, the corners of his mouth twitched for a moment, Mu Chen once again recalled what Da Ji Zhongyuan had just said, and suddenly a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, as if he had grasped some key point, he clapped his hands violently and said, "Yes, this is it." β
"What?" Da Ji Zhongyuan's sword eyebrows were twisted together, and Mu Chen's demeanor changed too fast, making him a little unable to keep up with the other party's rhythm and speed all of a sudden.
"You just said you don't know what's going on in her mind, right?"
"yes." Thinking that Mu Chen didn't hear what he had just said clearly, Da Ji Zhongyuan naturally asked again what he had said before.
"Then have you taken the initiative to ask Ma Ma about this?" Mu Chen said.
"......" opened his mouth halfway, and Da Ji Zhongyuan, who had already answered in his heart, thought of what happened before, and silently swallowed back the words he wanted to answer.
It is true that I didn't ask.
Didn't even care.
All he cared about was whether there was anything specific that would cause harm to Gu Gesang, not to mention in his heart, even if Da Ji Zhongyuan found out, he wouldn't care about it.
The reason why there is such a reaction is that Da Ji Zhong Yuan did not really have a real beating heart of his own before Mu Chen was found to have two hearts, and Da Ji Zhong Yuan has always had no psychological burden except for Gu Gesang's accident, so he has always felt that the psychological problems are just over the next day, and he will not feel that this kind of thing will be piled up in his heart and how earth-shaking changes will occur in the future.
"Actually, you never cared what Ma Ma was afraid of, did you?" Mu Chen's tone was low, "You just give her what you think is good, and you don't think about why she wants this thing or what the purpose of this thing is." β
For example, the netherworld spirit fruit of Fang Cai.
Da Ji Zhongyuan's reaction was the same, as soon as he heard that Gu Gesang needed this, he immediately rushed out to help Gu Gesang prepare without thinking about it, and he didn't think about what Gu Gesang wanted this for, why he suddenly started cultivating so hard, and what the results of cultivation were for.
Da Ji Zhongyuan calmed down, and in the face of Mu Chen's falls, he had no way to refute it, even if Mu Chen was his son.
"It's the king's fault." Da Ji Zhong Yuan sighed, fully realizing the point of confusion he had been all along.
"And ......" With this, Mu Chen also thought of everything that happened before, "Every time we encounter any problems, Ma Ma wants to follow, and you won't ask Ma Ma why he has to follow, either he is not allowed to go with Ma Ma, or he feels that Ma Ma should not follow and is worried that Ma Ma's strength will drag everyone down at every turn." β
The latter sentence made Da Ji Zhongyuan a little disappropriated, he twisted his eyebrows, especially the word "drag" made him feel very estranged in his heart, "This king has never disliked her ability, nor has he blamed her for dragging her, this king won't let her go, he has always been afraid that the road ahead is too dangerous and will hurt her." β
"But from the side, this is also a drag in disguise, is there a difference between dragging you and dragging her to herself? Why do you keep concluding that Ma Ma's following will definitely hurt her? β
Mu Chen's words no longer seem to be analyzing the relationship between the two, but like a one-sided listing of rules and regulations to start a criticism meeting against Daji Zhongyuan.
"This king is also worried about ......" Da Ji Zhongyuan said and said that there were no words to refute, and what was turned over and over again was that the left sentence was worried and the right sentence was worried.
"That's where Ma Ma's insecurity comes from." Breathing a sigh of relief, Mu Chen has sorted out all the specific reasons so far, "She is not insecure about you, but insecure about herself, and her sense of crisis also comes from herself, Ma Ma does not look like a strong person on the surface, but her heart is stubborn, she feels that your worries will eventually become disgusted, disgusted that she can't stand side by side with you, and even she herself began to dislike herself, afraid that you will not want her in the end, and she will feel impatient with her." β
And Da Ji Zhongyuan's ruthlessness is also well known.
The previous incident of the three corpses undoubtedly made Gu Gesang deeply aware that Da Ji Zhong Yuan's ruthlessness turned out to be the same for her, as long as Da Ji Zhong Yuan felt that this matter or this thing was not necessary, he would choose to destroy it.
Because of this incident, Gu Gesang's heart gradually took root step by step, and finally had a nightmare, and that nightmare became the last straw that broke the camel's back.
Although it seemed to be no different from usual on the surface, only Gu Gesang really realized in her own heart that her long-standing fear of Da Ji Zhongyuan had reached its peak.
Now that he can't meet Da Ji properly, Zhong Yuan is also making trouble with the sense of rejection that comes from the deepest part of his heart.
Maybe in a daze, Gu Gesang didn't know that the combination of these feelings had made her have a heart disease that would take no longer to heal.
If these things had been discovered earlier, they would not have developed to this point, as long as Da Ji Zhongyuan noticed it and asked it intimately, and then the two of them talked about it well, and all the problems would be solved.
It's a pity that it's too late now, let alone sitting together face-to-face and having a good exchange, now it is more difficult to let Gu Gesang look at Daji Zhongyuan's eyes and say a word than to ascend to the sky.
"That'...... What should this king do, and is there still a chance to turn back and redeem? Da Ji Zhongyuan really didn't expect that he would one day be taught by his son to this point, his delicate facial features and angular face rarely crossed a trace of helplessness.
He considered himself a good husband all along.
But I didn't expect that small details determine success or failure, and I only realized how failed I was when I looked back.
But there is nothing to justify, it is true that he did not let Gu Gesang follow her again and again, causing Gu Gesang to go secretly every time, and he had to tiptoe when he was discovered, for fear of being scolded by him.
"Let's make it clear to Ma Ma, and then take the initiative to help Ma Ma improve his ability, and when Ma Ma's ability comes up, the heart disease will be relieved." Mu Chen walked next to Da Ji Zhong Yuan and patted Da Ji Zhong Yuan on the shoulder.
After all, this is the first time that their father and son have had such a close "all-night talk"
"How so? How to say? In what way? Da Ji Zhongyuan was a little frustrated, he couldn't even see him, and even Gu Gesang had to take the initiative to hide many things from him, and he couldn't find a chance to say it.
"Then it's only a matter of lifting the power." Spread his hands, Mu Chen said, and by the way, he also comforted, "But don't worry too much, it's still a long time, Ma Ma will understand your heart." β
"The matter of improving her ability has already been said at the beginning, asking for the Netherworld Spirit Fruit is just a trivial matter, but didn't you stop this king from letting this king move the tree back for her?"
Mu Chen felt that sometimes his father was simpler and naΓ―ve than his own thinking, like a child, the green tendons on his forehead jumped and jumped, Mu Chen said, "I asked you not to move the tree back, and I didn't let you interfere in the matter of the Netherworld Spirit Fruit, you can't think broadly, don't always say that the wind is rain." β
"So what to do?" The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, and now Daji Zhongyuan is afraid that he will make mistakes on top of mistakes, so he can only pin all his hopes on Mu Chen.
"So be it." Mu Chen pondered for a while and said, "Tomorrow I will go over with Ma Ma first, and then coax my grandmother to let Ma Ma exchange for the Netherworld Spirit Fruit in the name of taking care of the Spirit Tree." β