For her father, Yan Xi couldn't tell what was left, she had complained, and even resented, if he hadn't been addicted to alcohol, didn't gamble, and didn't beat and scold his mother, she would still have a home.

Time has passed, and over the years, she seems to have slowly gotten used to being alone.

After her father died, everything changed, and she became a burden for her mother to marry into a wealthy family, so she didn't want her anymore.

When her mother left her, her uncle took her home, and her aunt looked at her unpleasantly, she was only seven years old at that time, and there were always children who laughed at her and bullied her at school.

Other children have their parents to pick them up, but she is always alone until the end.

My aunt always deliberately forgot to pick her up, and it wasn't until after dark that my uncle couldn't see her when he came back from the construction site, so he went to pick her up from school.

She had autism and it took three years of treatment to come out.

She doesn't know how other people's childhood came by, but what she remembers most is that her father beat her mother as soon as she came home from gambling and drinking, and her mother didn't want her in order to marry a rich man.

Those pasts that had been deeply buried by her, every time she returned here, it was like dusty memories all came out.

Yan Xi just squatted and knelt here silently until the sun completely sank from the west, leaving only a piece of sunset in the sky.

She raised her hand and touched the picture on the tombstone.

"I'm leaving tomorrow, and it may be busy in the future, and it may not be here for a long time"

"I saw my mom that day, she was doing well, the man seemed to be nice to her, they had their own child"

"But ... She's like... I forgot about my daughter."

Her voice was a little choked, and tears slipped down the corners of her eyes and dripped onto the floor tiles.

The surroundings were very quiet, and the girl's choked voice was somewhat clear, which looked particularly sad in the silent and desolate cemetery.

The sky was drizzling, and it seemed to be crying for the lonely girl.

After a while, her body was drenched in the rain, and the winter rain was extremely cold, her face was pale, and even her lips were frozen blue.

But she remained in that position, leaning against the tombstone.

The old man guarding the tomb held a black umbrella, and when he saw the girl who had come up for a while, he was in the rain but refused to leave.

sighed lightly, life and death in the world are necessary.

He walked over and held the umbrella over. "Little girl, go back quickly, it's dark, it's not safe for girls to be alone"

Yan Xi moved, felt his feet tingle, raised his eyes, and looked at the old man.

Nodding. "I know, thank you grandpa"

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On the other side, Xu Hanqing was called to the Xu family's old house for dinner, since the last time he returned to China, he came back once, and he didn't come back again, one is that he has a house outside, which is relatively close to the school, and it will be more convenient to go to class, and the other is that the relationship between him and the old man is still at a deadlock, and the two will definitely compete with each other when they meet, and finally break up unhappily.

This time I came back and heard that the old man has been in poor health recently, and he refuses to go to the hospital, and the family can't do anything about him, although the relationship between Xu Hanqing and the old man has not eased, but how to say that he is also the old man's favorite little son, I hope he can persuade him, both of them are very strong, and they are really father and son.

Xu Xiao also had a rare trip home, watching the old man hear that his uncle was coming home, he was obviously so happy that he got up early in the morning, and pretended not to care at all.