Chapter 164: She was only afraid of losing his love

No, it's not.

Xinran said it was wrong.

An Ning shook his head softly in his heart.

No, the current Quan Yuhuang will also laugh, but he doesn't want to smile at outsiders anymore.

When she and her eldest sister were treated, Quan Yuhuang laughed a lot.

It's just that she doesn't need to explain anything to Xinran, because she is really a very selfish person.

That cruel thing was good enough, and it was even better to laugh, so she didn't want others to see him so good-looking.

She just wants to be alone, to enjoy the gentleness of that cruel thing, and to enjoy the smile of that cruel thing.

As long as it is Emperor Quan Yuhuang's, she will enjoy it exclusively, no one will share it, and the eldest sister will not succeed!

She didn't have low self-esteem, and she didn't feel like she needed to be inferior. Yes, she has always said that she has climbed Emperor Quan Yuhuang, and she is indeed high. But in front of Emperor Quan Yu, she has never had any inferiority complex.

She only felt that she had no control over these things. Her background is not good, and she is not worthy of Emperor Quan Yu, which is not her fault. When two people are together, identity is important, but it is not so important.

It depends on what the person thinks in his heart.

She never thought that the origin of an upper class was very important, and the man of Emperor Quan Yu would not care about these things.

Quan Yuhuang and her, compared to these things, they value the other party more than these things.

If Emperor Quan Yu likes it, he will marry a beggar girl. If Fifth Master Quan couldn't look down on him, he wouldn't take a second look at such a perfect woman as the eldest lady of the Hai family.

is not inferior, but she will want to make herself better, not for anything else, but to be able to keep up with the pace of Emperor Quan Yu, and she can always stand by his side like this and advance and retreat with him.

If she has been stagnant, but Quan Yuhuang has been moving forward, one day the distance between her and Quan Yuhuang will be widened.

How so?

Girls, who doesn't have a little vanity in their hearts.

Of course she does.

What girl wants to hear outsiders always say that you are not worthy of your husband?

There's no way she can change her background, but she can make up for it in other places.

For example, she can make herself stronger and stronger, and she can be more and more useful to Emperor Kwon Yu. At least, she can't be the one who drags Queen Kwon Yu's legs.

She is quite satisfied with her current relationship and state with Quan Yuhuang.

Emperor Quan Yu has a place where he can use her and needs her. She has the ability to do that too. Isn't that great?

Maybe other girls would feel that they were being used, but she never felt that being used was such a sad and angry thing.

Using you, that's also the capital you have to be used, isn't it?

To put it in her heart, Quan Yuhuang's excellence made her feel a little apprehensive.

This man already had everything of the most proud of the heavens, his birth, his status, his wealth, and his handsome appearance. Didn't she keep saying that this man was the lucky one who was favored by God.

Although she is not inferior and confident, Emperor Quan Yuhuang is too good and dazzling. She...... It's always inevitable to worry.

In her mind, Hai Yuqing can definitely be worthy of a 'perfect' woman. Such a perfect woman, a man who loves her with all her heart. How could she not be apprehensive in her heart?

Not to mention, such a perfect woman who loves Emperor Quan Yu with all her heart, grabs a handful.

If you queue up, you can probably line up from the capital to Antarctica.

Is it a joke to be a wife to a man like Quan Wuye?

If it's just for him to be his wife, that's fine. In a word, buying and selling is not benevolent.

But here's the problem......

She has now moved her heart and feelings. She fell in love with Emperor Kwon Yu. People always say that love is giving, dedication.

But she doesn't, her love is taking, it's selfish.

fell in love with Emperor Quan Yu, and she no longer had a way to treat him and their relationship with a normal heart.

Fortunately, Emperor Quan Yu didn't leave her alone to suffer. He's in love with her too, and she's not hot.

She and Quan Yuhuang, this is called two loves.

It is not easy to be the wife of the fifth master, and then he is loved by the fifth master and becomes the white pearl on the tip of his heart.

She......

can already predict what she will face in the next ten years or even decades.

Endless juniors, endless rivals in love. And also...... That endless conspiracy.

But she is not afraid, she has the power to be around him. As long as Emperor Quan Yuhuang still loves her, she can face and solve any difficulties and problems. The only thing she was afraid of was Emperor Quan Yu's change of heart.

As long as Emperor Quan Yu still loves her, hehe, no matter what kind of cow ghost snake god it is, just come on. If she admits it and frowns, even if she loses!

Loved by Emperor Quan Yu, she is like wearing an invulnerable armor, fearless.

She lost the love of Emperor Quan Yu, she is a hedgehog who has been plucked out of her thorns, and she is covered with bruises. Fragile, vulnerable.

But she thought that the man she was tempted to be such a prodigal son.

Emperor Quan Yu, like her, is difficult to be tempted by anyone, but once he is tempted, it will be for a lifetime.

She has confidence in herself.

For Quan Yuhuang, she has more confidence.

All in all, such a good man, she is reluctant to show it to others! Yes, even if others look at Emperor Quan Yu twice, she doesn't want to.

How could she be willing to show others the way Quan Yuhuang laughed.

The man smiled, it was almost fascinating!

With such a calm heart as water, didn't she easily fall into that cruel smile?

The group of little girls outside who were not determined enough, cut, Quan Yuhuang didn't have to smile at them, just glanced at them, it is estimated that the group of little girls who have no concentration should be drunk and dreaming to death.

"Emperor Quan Yuhuang really looks good when he smiles."

Jiang Xinran rolled his eyes, "! When you see your sweetheart, everyone's eyes will be filled with little stars. Only when I see you now, will I find some shadows of him when he was a child! ”

After a pause, Jiang Xinran continued, "Now, I am not afraid of Quan Wu from the bottom of my heart. But I was still shocked by a look from him...... I guess that's the spirit of the king! ”

"Phew-" An Ning also said duplicitously, "where is he the king's anger, I think it's purely the king's anger!" ”

Jiang Xinran chuckled, "When I was a child, I really didn't understand, and some things seem to be understood only when I grow up." ”

"For example, Quan Yuhuang's care and gentleness?"

Jiang Xinran nodded lightly, "When I was a child, I was really afraid of being miserable. When he grew up, he found that Quan Wu was just cold-faced, and he was actually not terrible at all. This sentence came out of my mouth, but it was actually really thundering one day. But what I say is what I say from my heart, and it is also the truth. In contrast, Quan Wu's cold face makes people feel much better than my brother's face kindness. At least I feel that the horror of Quan Wu is superficial. But my brother's terrible ...... But it's hidden in a place that no one else can see. To put it bluntly, if he wasn't my brother, I would be very afraid of him. ”

An Ning tugged at the corners of her mouth and didn't speak.

Even the baby sister who was so pampered by Minister Jiang in the palm of her hand said such a thing, what else could she say?

Jiang Qingyun's terrible is precisely his gentlemanly elegance and gentleness. Such a person, his terrible you can't see at all. Even if he kills, you won't notice it.

On the contrary, Emperor Quan Yuhuang is in the opposite situation. If Fifth Master Quan is angry, you can see it with your eyes. The terrible Emperor Quan Yu is on the surface, and everyone can see it.

Such a Quan Yu Emperor, if you think about it carefully, is actually not terrible.

The most terrifying thing must be the ferocity hidden in the place where you can't see it.

Jiang Xinran pouted, "If my brother hears me say this about him again, he must beat me again." ”

"You can pull it down - Minister Jiang feels so sorry for you, where is he willing to beat you?"

Jiang Xinran smiled without commenting, "There is some truth, why did you understand it so late?" Quan Wu's gentleness, I didn't understand until I grew up. The reason for stopping losses early...... I didn't understand until I grew up. ”

An Ning sighed helplessly, "Didn't you just talk about Emperor Quan Yuhuang when he was a child, didn't you talk about him very happily, how could you talk about him again." ”

"Because my mind is full of him now, and all I think about is him." Jiang Xinran was also honest, "Why don't you tell me about him?" ”

If she could, she would also like to drink a potion that could erase her memories and completely forget about Ming Huaijiu. But where in the world is there such a magical thing?

She, she, she can't forget Ming Huaijiu.

An Ning said with a nonchalant face, "If you can't forget it, you can't forget it, what's the fuss?" You have loved Ming Jiuye for a whole youth, if you can forget him so easily, then you don't really love him anymore. If it is true love, there must be no way to forget it. ”

Jiang Xinran looked at her with some tears in her eyes, "Ning'er, tell me, how many years will it take me to forget Brother Jiu?" ”

"You can't forget him."

The truth is always cruel.

An Ning looked at Jiang Xinran calmly, and told her calmly, "You can't forget Ming Jiuye in your life." Because he is the man you have loved for a whole youth, he is the first man you have fallen in love with. You can't erase this feeling, and you can't forget it. All time can do is dilute your feelings for him. Time can't make you forget Ming Jiuye. Xinran, do you understand? It's not important to forget him, you don't have to feel scared, it's important how you control your emotions right now. ”

After a pause, An Ning said with some hesitation, "Actually, what Emperor Quan Yu said is right, Ming Jiuye and others may die, even if you go to see him, it is not impossible." But I'm only worried, when you see Ming Jiuye, you won't be able to let him go. It's too unfair to you not to let you see him. After all, it's the man you love dearly, and no one has the right to stop you from meeting him. ”

"Ning'er, then tell me, should I go to see him?"

"I'm sorry, this decision can only be made by yourself, I can't help you make this decision. But if you want to see Ming Jiuye, I will accompany you. If you don't plan to see him, whether you want to drink or do something, I'll accompany you. If I can't stay with you......"

Jiang Xinran smiled with tears in her eyes, "Then lend Master Lu to me and let me torture him!" ”

"Good, good...... I'll torture Master Lu for you and make you angry! ”

An Ning pursed her lips, feeling very guilty about Master Lu in her heart.

If Master Lu did something wrong, he was happy to torture Master Lu every time he was sad because of Ming Huaijiu.

Think about it, it's not easy to be the wife of the fifth master, and it's even more difficult to be a military advisor to the fifth master!