Chapter 146: You spilled my ashes in the air
Tan'er looked around in the east courtyard, and didn't see a figure, but when she went back, she saw that the flower peony had folded back, holding a large acacia branch, green leaves and green branches surrounded by pink light feathers, very good-looking, she smiled better, pink face and red glow, bright eyes and bright teeth.
Ping Yan said: "Let's go." ”
The flower peony followed behind her, the lotus step Shanshan, the skirt was fluttering, and it was light, like a flower butterfly walking in the spring. The world was new to her, and the person she wanted to see was full of longing for her.
When she arrived at the bamboo hut, she hesitated, tiptoeing outside the door, thinning her hair and dressing, and tearing her freshly curled bun to pieces. Ping Yan knew that she wanted to cover the mutilated ear, so she stepped forward to straighten out the waterfall of hair that she was scratching down, and pinned a white velvet flower between her hair buns to her sideburns, "Okay, so you can't see it." Don't worry, he won't dislike you. ”
"Really? He really doesn't dislike me? ”
"Hmm." Ping Yan took her hand and led her into the door. She hugged the acacia in her arms, and her ten fingers clenched tightly.
Before I got to the door of the house, I heard a murmur from inside, and the whispers lingered, and the affection was inexhaustible. He sang the story of the West Chamber, sang Zhang Sheng and Cui Yingying, they rehearsed this play together from childhood to adulthood, and only when she sang this story on the three-foot stage, her affection could get a brief response.
She is willing to be Cui Yingying, she is willing to be anyone, as long as he is there.
But he didn't want to be Zhang Sheng, and he didn't want to be anyone from her.
He sang, 'But unexpectedly, the acacia was not sorrowful one after another, and the mandarin ducks were separated in an instant.
Her face was covered with tears.
The wind stirred, and the door opened slightly, revealing a little of his smoky robe, flowing through her eyes. Her heart fluttered, as if there was a heat flow of the past injected, scene by scene, from spring to winter, from childhood to adulthood, she went through hardships with him in this drama and stayed with him for a lifetime...... She lifted her footsteps, pushed the door in, and sang with him: If you can keep the flowers blooming and blooming, it will be like a light parting with the champion.
When Bai Heng saw her, he smiled slightly, he was born at the beginning of tomorrow, vaguely like a jade and pure-hearted appearance back then. His eyes were also a little wet, and he looked at her, as if he had been separated by rivers and mountains for many years, "Junrui is not proud of this trip, and I hope that Qing will cherish and protect the jade body."
She stepped forward, tears rolling down her cheeks, condensing on the acacia branches.
"This goes to the pommel horse autumn wind self-conditioning, and it is good to protect the golden body at the right time. It is better to sleep early in the rain and dew in the deserted village, and it is late to start the frost bridge in the wild shop. You don't want an inch of fish and geese without news, I have a letter here Qingluan that needs to be sent. But you are on the gold list, and you are nameless and swear not to return. ”
Bai Heng looked at her with teary eyes, and his voice turned emotional, "The words of Jin Yu should be remembered." If the official comes back to glorify his wife, he will not be an official...... Come back and be with you.
Hua Peony couldn't cry, reached out and stroked his cheek, her heart was broken, and her bones were broken, so that she couldn't recognize whether this scene was heaven and earth.
"You're alive, you're really alive."
Bai Heng held her hand, wet his clothes with tears, and smiled, "I'm still alive, junior sister." ”
Hua Peony seems to have returned to many years ago, they are still young, there is only her by his side, they depend on each other, he always smiles so elegantly and gently, like the moon that cannot be reached, like the breeze that can be touched. But at that time, the bright moon and breeze could still shine in, and she could dress into her thatched hut, and the morning court was with her, and the twilight was with her.
She wanted to go back to that time.
She hugged Bai Heng tightly. Tears soaked through the thin clothes on his chest, like ice needles, flowing into the blood, gently and softly piercing the tip of his heart, and those beautiful old days grew sharp and prickly edges and corners. The still warm body beside him was not bloody enough, but it could make him empathize with the pain.
He hugged her tightly, as if there was a painful fondness that was growing and sprouting, "Is this acacia for me?" ”
"Yes." She raised her head, smiled brightly, and stuffed the big acacia into his arms, "But I'm not going to tell you that story about the acacia now, I'm afraid you'll be like that scholar if you hear it." He took his hand with great interest, "Senior brother, on the way I came, I saw a wild jujube tree in the forest, I want to eat dates, you have to pick them yourself, you used to secretly go to the back mountain in the middle of the night to pick dates for my sister to eat." As he spoke, he turned back to Ping Yan and grimaced, and said, "I also want to eat the dates you picked, you never picked them for me." ”
Bai Heng smiled kindly, "Okay, I'll pick it for you." ”
Hua Peony clapped her hands excitedly, glanced at Ping Yan triumphantly, ran ahead, and shouted as she ran: "I went to pick dates!" I'm going to pick up more and go back and share them with my brothers and sisters! ”
Ping Yan and Tan'er smiled at each other, and said provocatively: "Then look at which of us picks up more." ”
The flower peony ran to the threshold, stepped out of one foot, suddenly broke the line of a kite, and fell softly. Bai Heng stepped forward and hugged her waist, she spit out a mouthful of blood, her limbs were tired, and she was no longer powerless, Bai Heng sat directly on the ground in order to make her lie more comfortable, and she pillowed in his arms. The sun was rippling, spreading her full of clothes, she slowly opened her eyes, her internal organs were painful, but her smile was like a smile, mixed with the color of the sun.
"Senior brother."
"I'm here." He took her hand and choked up, "I'm here." ”
"Senior brother, when I die, don't bury me in the ground, I don't want to be alone, you cremate me and sprinkle my ashes in the air. In this way, I will be able to travel all over the world, and all things will have traces of me, and I will be able to follow you wherever you go. ”
"Senior sister, you won't die, the little junior sister's medical skills are very good, she will definitely be able to save you." He turned to Ping Yan and panicked, "Senior sister, you can save her, can't you?" ”
Hua Peony stretched out a hand to Ping Yan, who hurriedly shook it and said with tears in her eyes: "Senior sister." ”
"Senior sister, I'm not a good person, I'm sorry for you, don't blame me." Her breath became weaker and weaker, "However, it's okay now, from now on, if you are in the Shen family, no one will harm you anymore, and no one will be able to snatch away what should belong to the Buddha." ”
Ping Yan didn't understand where she started with this, and when she was puzzled, she spit out a few mouthfuls of blood in a row, her eyes were sleepy, and she muttered: "This is Shen Yucheng's retribution, I won't let him have a good time, retribution, his retribution is coming...... obviously it's about to die."
Bai Heng leaned over her, put his lips to her ear, and said softly: "Actually, I have heard the story about the acacia tree, and I also know what it means that you brought me this flower, you have waited for me all my life in this life, I promise you, I will wait for you under the acacia tree in the next life, until you come, if you don't come, I will wait until I die." I won't change my mind again. At that time, the husband was the leaf, the concubine was the flower, the flower was not old, the leaf did not fall, and the world was concentric. Do you say it's good......"
He hugged her, sobbing all over his face. She hooked the corners of her lips and smiled sweetly, but she didn't have the strength to open her eyes, her lips moved slightly, and she spit out the word gossamer, "Okay, I'll go find you...... It's just that you must be reincarnated far away, don't meet the little junior sister again, just meet me, we ......"
Ping Yan only felt that her hand was loose, her hand fell straight down, and there was no life, the past of those years passed quietly, and she followed her far away, and there was no trace.
Ping Yan's tears trembled, and she gently shook her hand again, her hand was cold and stiff, reminding her of that rainy autumn night, the three of them knelt in front of Ah Zong's grave, using the limit of their ability to protect the people they wanted to protect, Bai Heng protected her, Hua Peony protected Bai Heng, she knelt there, confessed to Ah Zong, begging Ah Zong not to blame them, if you want to blame her, blame her alone.
At this time, her hands were not as cold as they were that night.
Hua Peony got something before she left, what she had dreamed of all her life finally came true at the last moment of her life, and she took his promise that she would go far away to find the acacia tree.
That place only belongs to the flower peony, and Bai Heng will never meet Xu Pingyan again.
On the top of the mountain, the sunset is in full swing. Bai Heng grabbed a handful of ashes in the porcelain jar, slowly stretched his five fingers, the wind pierced the fingers, the vast world was wide, the ashes were like fog, riding the wind to go far, dipping flowers into the soil, and the birds were harvesting in the clouds, she would exist in all things in the world, and accompany him for a lifetime in the red dust.
"Senior brother, what are your plans for the future?" Ping Yan asked.
"My life is over, and only by watching Shen Yucheng die can I relieve the hatred in my heart." Saying that, he grabbed Ping Yan's wrist, "When are you going to do it?" ”
"Not now, the North-South peace agreement is about to be signed, Xu Shuning just died, if Shen Yucheng has an accident at this juncture again, Jiangbei will definitely not give up. Now that Jiangbei is strong and has a treasure map, if you want to take advantage of the firstborn, no one can deal with it, and I can't let Yuji's hard work be in vain. ”
Bai Heng stared at her, and his tone was deep, "Don't be soft-hearted, if it weren't for him, Shen Yuchen wouldn't have died, it was he who instructed me to bury the bomb in the inn." He cast his eyes into the distance and looked at the green mountains of Tianlan, "When Shen Yucheng dies, I will commit suicide and apologize for Shen Yuchen." The reason why he apologized was not because of guilt, but because he repaid the favor, and he really wanted to put Shen Yuji to death at that time, and he did so. Later, he was imprisoned by Shen Yucheng, jumped into the river to survive, and was rescued by Shen Yuchen, and when everything was over, he would return this life to Shen Yuchen.
In this way, he no longer owes anyone, he will go quietly, and he will only repay the debt of Hua Peony in the next life.
When she returned, it was already glowing, Bai Heng walked slowly side by side with her, and when she walked into the forest, she saw that the jujube trees were craggy, and some of them were ripe and fell into the grass, a little red. She and Bai Heng picked up a few, put them in their mouths and chewed slowly, the meat was sweet, and the aftertaste was sour and bitter.
Bai Heng sighed: "When I ate wild dates when I was a child, the taste was even more sour than this, but we only ate sweet, and now this date is very sweet, but we can only taste sour in our mouths." He looked at the Buddha again and said, "I hope that the next generation can only taste the sweetness." ”
Ping Yan also had mixed feelings, swallowed the mouthful of dates, only to feel that her throat was sour, her heart was rolling, she also looked at the Buddha, and whispered silently like an oath, "Yes." ”
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