Chapter 26 There is jade without pearls, and the pheasant hits the case
Yu Xin listened to Director Wang's words and immediately said, "Then can we meet him now?" Director Wang showed a look of embarrassment on his face: "This doctor has been very resistant to treatment before, and his daily state is very unstable, and he has only gradually calmed down recently. And ......" Director Wang looked at his watch and looked at Yi Yang and said, "It's too late now, do you think you can understand the situation after a while?" ”
Yi Yang frowned and thought for a long time, looked up at Director Wang and said, "Now the matter is a bit serious, we hope to understand the situation now, and we promise not to irritate the patient." ”
Director Wang stared at Yi Yang for a while before nodding and saying, "Then I'll take you over now." He hesitated for a moment and said, "If something happens, I hope it won't affect our hospital again." Yi Yang knew that Director Wang in front of him had realized that Zhan Qianqian was not an ordinary patient, and he was worried that the situation would spread in the hospital, so he nodded affirmatively.
Director Wang stood up and led Yi Yang and the three of them directly to a ward, and said to Yi Yang outside the ward: "This doctor's surname is Li, and he was originally an experienced doctor with good medical skills, but I didn't expect this kind of thing to happen. ”
Yi Yang took Yu Xin and Nalan Yanran to push open the door and walked in, the facilities in the ward were very simple, only one bed and two chairs, and no ornaments, it seemed that he was afraid that the patient would not be able to control himself and injure himself. Looking up, a middle-aged man in a blue and white hospital gown was sitting in the corner of the bed, his long hair covering the door because he was not taken care of, making it impossible to see the specific age and appearance. Yi Yang walked up to him and coughed, but the doctor Li on the other side didn't seem to hear it, and still kept his head down and didn't move, as if there were a pair of eyes on the floor looking at him.
Yi Yang moved the two chairs in front of the doctor and sat down side by side with Nalan Yanran, Yu Xin stood next to Yi Yang, Yi Yang tentatively said to the doctor in front of him: "Doctor Li, I am a police officer from the Municipal Public Security Bureau, and I want to come over and learn something about the situation with you." Although Yi Yang knew that such a direct way of dialogue was inappropriate, he felt that the urgency of time could no longer allow for going around in circles.
Dr. Li, who was curled up, did not react, but still stared directly at the floor. Yi Yang frowned, took a deep breath, stared at Doctor Li and said, "Do you remember Zhan Qianqian?" ”
Hearing the name Zhan Qianqian, Dr. Li slowly raised his head, and looked at Yi Yang with a pair of numb pupils, as if he was desperately trying to recall the name. Yu Xin noticed that Dr. Li's shoulders suddenly trembled slightly, and he slowly put his feet on the bed, hugged his knees with both hands, and began to shake his head slightly, as if he was afraid to recall the name. At this time, the three of them heard him muttering softly: "No, no, I don't know her, I haven't seen her." ”
Just when Yi Yang wanted to go up and support him, he suddenly covered his face with both hands, as if he was afraid that others would recognize his face, and then sandwiched his head between his two knees, trembling constantly, and his mouth kept making a vague sound.
Yi Yang and Yu Xin glanced at each other, and the two of them didn't know what to do or say. At this time, Nalan Yanran looked sideways at Dr. Li, suddenly grabbed Dr. Li's arm, and said to him softly, "Don't be afraid, what did you see?" After a pause, he continued, "Or what did you dream about?" You name it, and we're confident that we can help you. ”
Doctor Li listened to Nalan Yanran's words, slowly raised his head again, looked at Nalan Yanran's eyes as if there was a hint of brilliance, and said gently and carefully: "I haven't seen anything, and I haven't dreamed of anything." Can you believe it? ”
Yu Xin frowned, and when she was about to speak, Nalan Yanran shook her right hand slightly to stop her, then looked at Doctor Li and nodded vigorously, looking at him with encouraging eyes and signaling to continue.
Dr. Li secretly looked left and right, as if a pair of eyes were watching him in that invisible place, he put his index finger on his lips and made a silent motion, and whispered, "It's so dark, so quiet, I don't dare to sleep." Speaking of this, his eyes suddenly became flustered, his mouth was slightly open, and his head was swaying from side to side, but his eyes were motionless, like a mechanical puppet being pulled and shaken by an invisible rope, Yu Xin looked a little creepy, and couldn't help but get closer to Yi Yang.
Yi Yang turned his head to look at Nalan Yanran, Nalan Yanran nodded, slowly got closer to Doctor Li, lowered his voice and said, "Say what you want to say, we believe it." After thinking about it for a while, he suddenly realized something, and said affirmatively: "You will fall asleep as you used to, believe me." ”
Listening to Nalan Yanran's words, Dr. Li's barren and numb eyes instantly regained some vitality, gradually sat up straight, put his curled legs under the bed, but still lowered his head, as if he was afraid of being heard and seen by others, and began to narrate in a very low voice: "She came here that day, and when I came, I felt that she was different, she sat quietly, but no one wanted to talk to her. ”
Dr. Li didn't dare to mention Zhan Qianqian's name and just replaced her with her, and Dr. Li kept trembling when he said it: "I want to treat her, I want to understand the condition, she just looked at me, I didn't dare to say any more, it was a pair of private eyes." I dreamed it that night, she didn't tell me, but I knew it was her. Speaking of this, Dr. Li grabbed his face with his fingers, as if he could forget that he had seen Zhan Qianqian by ripping it off.
Nalan Yanran didn't answer, just listened quietly, and after a while, Dr. Li regained his composure, his voice lowered again, and turned into muttering: "I dreamed, but I knew it wasn't a dream, there was nothing in the dream, it was dark, it was barren, I couldn't see anything, I kept falling, there was no end, there was no edge." I'll never wake up, I know we're all going to be like that, that's not a dream, why are we still alive? Why? At this, he suddenly raised his head, his eyes widened, and he just looked at the other side, he didn't look at anyone, as if the three people didn't exist, and he thought that there was an invisible person staring at him behind the three of them.
Dr. Li really looked at the three people opposite, silently put his legs on the hospital bed, faced the three people who were lying down, his body kept twitching, looking at his facial expressions as if he was crying, but not a single tear flowed out, and then he opened his mouth, as if he laughed happily. This strange grasp made Yu Xin's whole body cold, as if he also felt the boundless darkness.
Nalan Yanran patted him silently, leaned her head to his ear, and made Yi Yang's familiar singing voice sound again, but this time her singing voice was very soft, Yi Yang and Yu Xin couldn't hear the lyrics clearly, but they felt that the singing voice was very soft, very light. Dr. Li's eyes slowly closed, Nalan Yanran's singing gradually stopped, and she whispered in Dr. Li's ear, "What did she say?" ”
Dr. Li seemed to be unconscious and said: "There is jade but no pearl, and the pheasant collides with the case." Then he fell into a deep sleep.