Her hands clutched her sleeves, cold and shivering, she must have been terrified......

He only fainted for a short time, and she was afraid that if that day really came, he would leave completely, forever......

What should she do?

According to her temperament, when their relationship is so deep, if he dies, she will definitely lose the courage to live, and even, she may do something stupid and go with him......

"Jiang Shenhan, why don't you speak......"

The fear in Mi'er's eyes deepened, she grabbed Jiang Shenhan's sleeve, and looked at him with a blank eye: "You have to promise me, you can't leave me, you can't ...... for a day"

"Mi'er, everyone is going to be born, old, sick and die......" Jiang Shen said coldly and jerkily, if, if he tried to prepare her psychologically first, would she be better able to accept it?

"I don't want ...... You said that you are in good health, even if there is any birth, old age, sickness and death, I am in front of you, I don't want you to leave me first, what does it mean for me to be alone in this world...... Jiang Shenhan, you provoked me to pursue me first, and you wanted to marry me and let me give you children, so you can't leave me behind......"

"Mi'er, no one knows what accidents will happen in the future......"

"I don't care, if you dare to have any accidents, I'll go with you, Jiang Shenhan, I'll do what Song Mi'er says!"

"Mi'er......"

Jiang Shenhan took Mi'er into his arms with all his might, what should he do with her, the ten-year period will come in a blink of an eye, if she really wants to go with him......

Jiang Shenhan was ruthless little by little, he raised his hand and slowly landed on Mi'er's shoulder, and then, pushing Mi'er away from his arms, he looked at her, word by word, with coldness: "Mi'er, you make me feel very tired like this, do you know?" I'm tired of ......."

"Jiang Shenhan?" Mi'er was stunned, his tone instantly became very unfamiliar, as if she didn't know the person in front of her at all, she couldn't believe that Jiang Shenhan would talk to her in such a tone.

"We're already parents, Mi'er, you shouldn't be as naïve and clingy as a child, and I can't accompany you for the rest of my life, you're always like this, it will make me feel physically and mentally exhausted......"

"Jiang Shenhan ......" Mi'er looked at him in a daze, tears kept rolling in her eyes: "I will change, I said I will change, I will change it from today onwards, I will learn to do things, do housework, and I will take care of you in the future......"

"That's not it, my wife doesn't have to do housework or work, Mi'er, I'm tired, I'm tired, you're too dependent on me, I'm with you, like taking care of a ......child who will never grow up."

"But you said you would take care of me for the rest of my life, and you said you liked my carefree appearance......"

The tears in Mi'er's eyes rolled down like a broken thread, and she tried hard to control herself from crying, but in the end, her tears were more and more, and they were getting more and more turbulent.

Jiang Shenhan tried his best to restrain himself, so he didn't let himself lose control and reached out to hug her in his arms.

If she will experience greater and deeper pain when he dies, then it is better to let her gradually die to him now, and gradually fade her deep feelings, then, when he leaves this world in the future, she will not be so painful and unacceptable because she no longer loves him so much.

"I said it, but I'm also a person, Mi'er, and I'll be tired......"

"But ......"

"Not so much, but, Mi'er, I'm a little uncomfortable, you let me rest for a while, be alone for a while."

Jiang Shenhan said, lay down, closed his eyes, and didn't look at her again.

Mi'er sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, her fingers still clutching his sleeves, but at this moment, she could only loosen it stiffly little by little.

She didn't even know how to wipe her tears, and she looked like she was stupid.

Maybe he's uncomfortable, maybe he's really tired, she's too ignorant, and in marriage, he can't just pay it alone.

Mi'er stood up in a daze: "Then you have a good rest, I'll go back to stew soup, and I'll bring you ...... later"

Before she finished speaking, Jiang Shenhan had already turned over to face the wall and pulled the quilt.

Mi'er bit her lip tightly, and the tears in her eyes were about to fall again, but this time, she held back.

She didn't speak again, didn't argue with him again, turned away, and walked out of the room gently.

Jiang Shenhan heard the sound of the door closing, and only then did he slowly open his eyes, the fingers hidden in the quilt were clenched so tightly, and a deep mark appeared in his palm, but he couldn't feel the pain on his flesh, his heart seemed to be cut by a blunt knife, and even the blood flowing out slowly was torture.

He looked at the gloomy white above his head, Mi'er, don't blame me for being ruthless, you always have to adapt slowly, adapt to the fact that I am not by your side, I am not in this world.

……

Zhao Chengxun put down his phone, lit a cigarette and walked to the window.

Previously, southern Xinjiang fell into the hands of Qi Changwei's uncle Qi Zhongwei, Qi Changxuan was injured and imprisoned, and Qi Zhongwei's own position was not secured, and his three sons began to compete for the crown prince.

After several years of chaotic disputes, the presidential palace has been watching from the sidelines.

Until Qi Zhongwei's eldest son Qi Changqing was assassinated by his two younger brothers, but he was also seriously injured and disabled, Xu Muzhou immediately informed the presidential palace of the imperial capital, and brought his own soldiers to surround Qi Zhongwei's house.

Qi Zhongwei was of course reluctant to give it over, but his foundation was not stable, his sons were not angry, he was angry, and he was angry with his old illness, and he couldn't bear the thunderous anger of the presidential palace, so he had to temporarily hand over the post of commander of the southern Xinjiang army.

Li Shenheng ordered Xu Muzhou to temporarily take charge of the military affairs of southern Xinjiang, Xu Muzhou has seen that Zhao Chengxun has some ability over the years, and Li Shenheng also has the heart to give Zhao Chengxun a way out, so he ordered Zhao Chengxun to stay in southern Xinjiang and become his own adjutant, and all miscellaneous affairs in southern Xinjiang are controlled by him.

And Qi Changxuan, from the person in power in southern Xinjiang to a prisoner, now that Qi Zhongwei has fallen, he has become a white soldier again, and he has fallen under Zhao Chengxun.

It's really feng shui in turns.

At this time, Qi Changxuan was standing guard outside Zhao Chengxun's gate.

The phone call that Zhao Chengxun answered just now was from Jiang Shenhan.

What Jiang Shenhan said on the phone made Zhao Chengxun very surprised, and he was quite confused for a while.

Zhao Chengxun smoked a few cigarettes in a row, then threw down the cigarette case and turned around and walked out of the room.

Qi Changxuan was dressed in ordinary soldier clothes and stood upright on the sentry outside the door.

Seeing him come out, Qi Changxuan immediately raised his eyes and looked over, and as soon as Zhao Chengxun touched Qi Changyan's gaze, he was upset: "You, go and run with weights, fifty laps!" ”

Qi Changxuan saluted a military salute: "Yes, Adjutant Zhao!" ”

Zhao Chengxun looked at Qi Changxuan grinning and revealing two rows of white teeth, and felt that the anger was even stronger, and he shouldn't have put this person under his nose.