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It was quiet on the other side of the phone, I didn't know what he was doing, and I didn't bother to speculate about his circumstances, I just asked very bluntly, "You're getting engaged, are you?" When I asked this, my heart hung over the edge of a knife.

He didn't answer immediately, and after a while, he let out a deep "um".

The suspensory wire broke, and my heart was stabbed with an upright blade, and I couldn't hear my own heartbeat. I had no voice. After dozens of seconds, Lu Zenghan's voice sounded, heavy and worried: "Ke Qiao, are you still there?" ”

His voice drifted through my heart, but there were no ripples, I just asked him blankly, "What about me?" "He's getting engaged, what should I do?

There was still silence on the other end of the line, and I stubbornly waited for his answer, but there was no response. Time has been like a century, and even if I say I'm sorry, I still haven't waited. Perhaps, he didn't feel sorry for me. Eventually, he hung up without saying a word.

My tears fell silently, why was it so hard for me to get an answer? I called him again, and this time, he didn't answer, I kept calling, and I was not reconciled. I was as hysterical as I was when I was a child, but still no one felt sorry for me, even if it was pity. I called 28 times, and each one rang until the line was automatically disconnected, and my phone began to get hot, but my heart was cold.

Yingying and Han Muzhi banged the door outside the clinic, I began to get anxious, and I was desperately making phone calls like crazy, and I hung up after five or six rings, and then poked the phone screen hard to dial again, and hung up again after five or six sounds, poked again, and hit again... Han Muzhi finally couldn't bear it anymore and slammed the door open, only to see an almost crazy me sitting on the ground desperately dialing my mobile phone.

Yingying was stunned, she had never seen me like this. Han Muzhi came over and grabbed my mobile phone, I dragged it hard not to give it to him, and I was still calling, but no one answered. Finally, my spirit collapsed, "Ah! He screamed, buried his head in his knees, and his whole body trembled.

Han Muzhi hugged me tightly in his arms and patted me lightly on the back: "Ke Qiao, take a deep breath, it's going to be fine, everything is going to be fine." ”

Yingying was stunned for a moment, and when she saw Xia Mengci and Bai Sitong, who were chasing after the door to see the joke, she hurriedly blasted them out with a black face. By the way, I closed the door, leaving only Han Muzhi and me inside.

I collapsed weakly in Han Muzhi's arms, holding him and refusing to let go, as if I had touched a driftwood on the sea, I didn't want to speak, I didn't want to think, I just wanted to just hold this warm person and redeem my collapsed emotions.

Han Muzhi was half-squatting in front of me, hugging me all the time, gently stroking my back. After a long time, I finally recovered from the intense emotions just now, I shrunk into Han Muzhi's arms, and muttered in my voice: "Muzhi, I hurt so much." ”

"I know." Han Muzhi's voice trembled slightly, "Ke Qiao, the way you look, I also hurt." ”

My tears welled up all of a sudden, Han Muzhi's empathy at the moment made my emotions inexplicably find an outlet, the almost crazy obsession just now suddenly relaxed, Han Muzhi gently stroked my hair, and his voice was soft: "Ke Qiao, get up first, I'll send you back." ”

I stood up, staggered, and followed Han Muzhi back home.

I wanted to lock myself in the room alone, but Han Muzhi didn't allow it. He stayed with me and said softly, "I know you're in a bad mood and have any troubles, say it." ”

I looked sad, I had a lot of troubles, but I didn't want to say anything. I lay on the bed, staring at the wall across from me. He is going to get engaged, and he has chosen a billion after all. In fact, it is not surprising that Xia Mengci told me last time that they started dating, and they were talking about marriage. It's just that I didn't expect it to be so soon. And the last time he followed me and asked me to stay with him for a while, I had the illusion that he still had me in his heart. But he has me in his heart, why would he choose Xia Mengci?

I said quietly, "Can a man love one woman and marry another?" ”

Han Muzhi shook my hand, thought about it and said earnestly: "Ke Qiao, if I say yes, I said that many marriages are unavoidable, and your mood will definitely be relieved after listening to it." More comfortable than taking medicine. But that's not true. ”

"What are the facts?" I finally focused my eyes on Han Muzhi's face, I hadn't looked at him seriously for a long time, he had been a lot haggard recently, and the black-framed glasses were going to cover his entire face.

"The truth is that marriage is also a lifelong event for a man, and when he makes a decision, he must have completed his evaluation of the woman and chosen the one that pleases him the most. Even if a woman's family background and status make him make a decision, it shows that money and power can bring him far greater happiness than the so-called love. But many people are still struggling with the power of love. For these people, love is just an after-dinner pastime, like playing ball and getting a massage to get comfort, what's the point? I told you, don't fall in love with someone you don't love. "Han Muzhi's love theory is something I have never heard of, but every word is heartfelt. Reality and people's hearts are too cruel.

I didn't say anything, Han Muzhi continued: "And the so-called personality separation theory that a man loves a person and marries another person is just a placebo for a man who does not choose to get married, and it is also a self-placebo for a woman." If love, why can't you give her marriage? But many people believe in this set. Han Muzhi sighed and looked at me with burning eyes, "Loving her, marrying her, wanting to form a family with her, and having a child who is both like her and like himself is the expression of every normal man's love." But Joe, trust me. ”

Han Muzhi's words stirred up huge waves in my heart. I never imagined the prospect of marrying a man and having children. But Han Muzhi painted a very beautiful situation for me, and at that moment, I was moved. But I also understood that Lu Zenghan chose Xia Mengci for whatever reason, but his feelings for me were indeed cold.

Realizing this, my heart began to throb, Han Muzhi is a good doctor and knows how to remove carrion in order to recover. But the process of culling is so painful. Han Muzhi sat beside me, I leaned weakly on his chest, and his voice was low and emotional: "Ke Qiao, and I'm here." "He took me into his arms and I didn't struggle.

The next day, when I woke up from a nightmare all night, I found that Han Muzhi and I slept in the same bed for a night, although they were all lying in clothes, but the posture was extremely ambiguous, if the factor of clothes was abandoned, he and I were a loving couple hugging each other and sleeping, my head rested on his arm, and he hugged me.

I opened my eyes and looked embarrassed, but he looked at me with a look of embarrassment, and looked at me with a doting smile: "Morning, little girl." ”

I jumped out of bed in a panic and ran to the bathroom to hit myself in the face with cold water. What exactly did I do? I was afraid of the brilliance in Han Muzhi's eyes, the taste that seemed to have a hint of happiness and joy, and the joy that seemed to me and him to go further. But I knew for myself that I was just in too much pain and needed a comforting embrace. Han Muzhi is such an excellent psychiatrist, he should understand my most ordinary psychology.

I hurriedly cleaned myself up, and Han Muzhi came out of the bedroom: "Wait for me, let's go together." ”

"No need." I hurriedly said, "I have to go to the precinct today, they have something to do with me." After saying that, he rushed out of the house as if he was running away with his bag.

When I went out and took a taxi, the driver asked me where I was going, and I was stunned. Where do I go? In fact, the substation didn't look for me at all, and I didn't want to go to the post bridge, so after thinking for a while, I asked the driver to take me to the platform where I had jumped.

There were still very few people, and I sat on a bench on the platform and watched the rolling sea in the distance. My mind was at a loss. I rummaged through my bag, and I wanted to find my phone, but I found the big red wedding card that Xia Mengci gave me yesterday. I pulled it up and tried to throw it into the sea, but I stopped. Xia Mengci's voice echoed in my ears, don't you want to see Zeng Han's happy appearance? I hesitated, hesitated, and stuffed the card back into my bag.

On Sunday, it was fast coming. On Saturday, Mei Zijun had already called me to make an appointment for Sunday's departure time, and at seven o'clock in the morning, Yingying and Yang Yize also said that they were going, and they wanted to pull Han Muzhi up, but Han Muzhi had a meeting, so he just told us to play carefully and prepared a bunch of snacks for me.

But I've been struggling, should I go? If it weren't for Xia Mengci personally sending me a wedding card, I would definitely be happy to experience the wild fun in the mountains with Mei Zijun without knowing it. But now, I'm conflicted. On Saturday night, Yingying came to my room, puffed out her mouth and asked, "But Sister Qiao, don't you want to go on an outing tomorrow?" I see you've been distracted lately. ”

I was distracted and said, "I don't know. ”

"Well," Yingying sighed, "I understand. So what are you going to do? Did he really go to his engagement feast? ”

I subconsciously shrunk into the bed, I don't know, I'm very conflicted. If I don't go, I will be unwilling, I want to see how Lu Zenghan became intimate with Xia Mengci in front of me? If I don't see that scene, I won't be reconciled anyway. But when I went, I felt very stupid and unproductive. Why bother to be bored?

Yingying looked at me embarrassed and said, "If you really want to go, I'll accompany you, otherwise that Xia Mengci will definitely embarrass you with her fox friends and dogs." It's better for us to dress up and smash the field. Yingying said righteously.

I let out a long sigh and didn't answer.

That night, I had insomnia. Until the early hours of the morning, I was still hesitant to go. In a daze, I heard the noise outside, I took out my mobile phone, it was almost seven o'clock, and I didn't hesitate, I hurriedly got up and cleaned up. Mei Zijun's car was already parked downstairs, and Yingying and Yang Yize were ready to go. I had no choice but to carry the snacks prepared by Han Muzhi and go downstairs with them.

Seeing the three of us, Mei Zijun was a little surprised: "Haha, it's still a big army." ”

"Of course." Yingying smiled narrowly, "We are specifically responsible for being a light bulb to protect Sister Ke Qiao." ”

Mei Zijun spread her hands helplessly, but there was no trace of unhappiness, and said with a smile: "There are so many people, I can't ask for it." After settling in, we put our things away and got into the car.

I fastened my seat belt, and the car quickly drove out of the community, getting farther and farther away from the Nancheng city, my heart began to entangle, if I went to Z City, there was really no way to attend the engagement banquet at noon. As the car moved, my heart became more and more painful, and when I walked out of the high-speed toll station, Mei Zijun said casually: "This is out of the boundary of Nancheng." ”

My heart suddenly tightened, and I suddenly became so abrupt that there was no master, I looked at Mei Zijun, and my voice was weak: "Can we go back?" ”