Chapter 137: A Sick Marriage
Even if you don't let go, I'll leave, Lu Li, I hope you don't get so entangled anymore, let's get together and disperse, okay? Su Hua endured the pain and reluctance in his heart, and said indifferently.
The dust froze for a while before Lu Li slowly let her go.
"Yes, it's good to get together and disperse, everything is my own fault, it's because I don't cherish you well, and I can't blame others!" Lu Li lowered his head, and there seemed to be some kind of emotion suppressed in his voice.
Su Hua didn't say anything, although Lu Li regretted it now, but what she wanted was not that.
She didn't want Lu Li to keep her because of self-blame, and she didn't want to use self-blame and guilt to maintain her marriage.
Maybe she's too greedy, she just wants this man to love her sincerely.
But maybe it's not possible in this life.
Looking at the burned place on his hand, Su Hua's brows furrowed, and he immediately turned around and went to the cabinet to take out the first aid kit.
She sat on the couch, opened the first aid kit, and took out an alcohol swab, as well as gauze and scissors.
She snatched his big hand and carefully medicated his wounds.
Looking at her cautious and serious appearance, Lu Li's heart hurt.
Was he destined to miss this kind and gentle woman?
Obviously, it was his father who deliberately deceived Su Hua back home, just to create opportunities for them so that they could reconcile.
But he made an effort, but Su Hua was indifferent.
However, seeing her treating his wounds so carefully, he believed that no matter what, deep down in Su Hua's heart, he still cared about him.
Although the injury on Su Hua's hand was not good, he still bandaged Lu Li's hand with ease.
"Lu Li, you are not allowed to smoke in the future!" Yes, Su Hua couldn't help frowning when he thought that someone like Lu Li could smoke.
In the past, Lu Li didn't know how to smoke at all, but since last time, she found out that Lu Li seemed to be smoking all the time recently.
"Su Hua, I can listen to you today." Lu Li replied decisively.
Su Hua frowned, listening to the meaning of this, listen to her today, and don't listen to it tomorrow?
However, think about it, they will divorce tomorrow, and she naturally won't have a chance to control Lu Li anymore.
"From tomorrow, you take your Yangguan Road, I take my single-plank bridge, I believe, you will find a better woman to manage you." After Su Hua finished speaking, he turned around and was about to go back to bed.
But after listening to Su Hua's words, a nameless fire rose in Lu Li's heart.
grabbed his wrist and pulled her back with an inch, and under the action of inertia, Su Hua crashed into his arms again.
And this time, Lu Li still didn't mean to let go of her, "Su Hua, you really don't love me anymore?" You don't get angry when you see me with another woman? ”
Lu Li asked very hurtly.
"Why should I be angry? You can like whoever you want, and be with whoever you want, it's your freedom! Su Huawu replied stiffly.
In fact, this matter has always been something she has not dared to think about and avoided.
She admits that at this moment, at this moment, at this moment, she still loves this man, deeply.
Her indifference and ruthlessness are all made out of her dress, just to want to be separated simply and not drag the mud and water.
But hearing his question, she fell into deep thought again.
Yes, even if she answered like that, how could she not care.
Before thinking about it, when she saw Lu Li and An Qi'er together, she was even more painful than death; Thinking that Lu Li had always been obsessed with Shen Mengyin, and that she would only love Shen Mengyin in her heart in this life, she was even more painful.
How could she not care?
But even if you care, so what?
It's not hers, what's the use of fighting and grabbing and insisting?
Lu Li never expected Su Hua to answer like this, looking at her unfluctuating eyes, Lu Li felt that he was more uncomfortable than being cut by a thousand knives.
At this moment, he also personally experienced the pain of not being cared for, loving deeply but not getting the slightest response.
Su Hua used to love him so much, but he responded like she does now, and he is even more than that.
For a moment, he didn't know what to do with her.
The next second, inadvertently, she leaned over and steadied her lips.
Su Hua's beautiful eyes widened, he didn't expect Lu Li to do this under such circumstances.
He hurriedly began to struggle, but both hands were grabbed by Lu Li.
"Lu Li, hmm-" Su Hua wanted to push Lu Li away, but to no avail.
Lu Li kissed her affectionately, but kissed her hard, as if he wanted to punish her.
Su Hua hates the powerlessness at this time, she hates such a passive self even more, she used to be so powerless in the face of Lu Li's cold treatment, such a passivity.
From now on, she didn't want that kind of self.
She didn't want to want that kind of cowardly self like that, so weak that anyone could bully her.
Thinking of this, she bit down hard, and then a sweet smell continued to spread in her mouth.
Lu Li snorted, although his lips were bitten by Su Hua, he didn't want to let go of her.
As he said, let go of her and he would lose her.
And he really didn't want to lose Su Hua.
Su Hua saw that the bite she had just taken didn't seem to have any effect, so she also gave up resisting.
Perhaps for men, the more women struggle, the more they can stimulate their desire to conquer.
Lu Li pressed her down on the sofa, and his big hands roamed around her.
Su Hua is like a soulless puppet, his eyes are tightly closed, and he is stingy to give any response.
Feeling the departing of all this, I can't continue anymore.
He admits that he loves Su Hua and wants to occupy her body even more, but he doesn't want to possess it in such a way.
He pulled away from her lips, looked at her eyes closed, and sighed helplessly. He said, "Are you so disgusted with me?" ”
Su Hua opened his eyes, and there seemed to be a little starlight in his beautiful water-cut eyes, "Yes." ”
Her answer was crisp and concise.
Just this one word, but it seemed to give Lu Li a head drink, and poured a basin of cold water on him, which was heartwarming.
Lu Li got up, carried her back to the bed, and covered her with the quilt, "Sleep in peace, we'll go to divorce early tomorrow morning." ”
His voice was indifferent and calm, but behind the calmness was his full sadness.
With that, he turned off the nightlight at the head of the bed.
Su Hua felt his footsteps slowly leaving, and every step he took seemed to step on the tip of her heart.
She knew that what she had done just now must have made Lu Li very sad, and she could see it in his eyes.
But she had to.
Such a sick marriage must end as soon as possible.
There was no word all night, the silence of the room, Su Hua lying on the bed and Lu Li lying on the sofa, but they all lost sleep.