Chapter Forty-Eight: I Am Lucky to Have Gained, but I Have Lost My Life
"Wanqing, you, what's wrong?" Looking at Gong Wanqing, who was sitting quietly in the passenger seat, Yan Haoxian felt the slightest discomfort with this sudden quietness.
"Love, what is it?" At this moment, the quiet Gong Wanqing is like a lost doll, and her big confused eyes are looking at Yan Haoxian directly and suspiciously.
Yan Haoxian suddenly ran out of words, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.
Love. Such an abstract and sacred word, no matter how we understand or describe it, it seems to be so pale, but we really feel that it is both full and vivid and active around each of us, and never abandons it.
Xia Wanqing, who waited for a while and didn't wait for Yan Haoxian's response, seemed to be talking to herself, but every word was deeply remembered in Yan Haoxian's heart, because later, the white-haired Yan Haoxian and the equally white-haired Gong Wanqing could say it to her word for word when they basked in the sun together.
"Yan Haoxian, when I was a child, my parents always loved to quarrel. At that time, I asked my father, 'Dad, my brother said that only two people who love each other will get married, is that why you love your mother and mother loves you?' Also, what is love, Dad? β
At this time, my father would answer me patiently and seriously, and he said, 'Dad must love Mommy.' And love, what is it? If you really want to define love, Dad believes that love is an attraction from the depths of the soul, love is a heart-to-heart exchange, love is a long-term relationship with the original intention is always the same, love is involuntary concern and longing when we don't see each other, love is a commitment to accompany each other for a lifetime, and love is also a thin stream of plain and plain and can withstand the baptism of the wind and waves in life.
Also, you must know and remember that love is not only happiness and happiness, but also pain and sorrow. But it is precisely because of love that it is so beautiful. β
However, my mother and father divorced later. And Xia Yi and Ning Meng, they have been growing up together since they were five or six years old, and I still remember the day they graduated from high school and got the same admission college letter to establish a relationship, so many years have passed, I still remember that night, Xia Yi was excited and happy to smirk at me, and I tossed and turned in bed all night, and I couldn't sleep. However, although Xia Yi didn't sleep all night, he got up early the next day and changed into one set of clothes after another in front of the mirror.
They've been happy, you know? At that time, Xia Yi was the envy of all the girls in our school, including me, of course. Because Ning Meng was too warm and beautiful to Xia Yi at that time, he was simply the prince charming of girls. Ning Meng will always be a powerful iceberg in front of others, but only in front of Xia Yi will always be a very warm man" Gong Wanqing said as she spoke, and her tears were dripping one by one like dewdrops on the petals of early mornings, but they were obviously much more than dewdrops, the reason why there were too many was that she had been saving for too long, so once she found a breakthrough, she couldn't help it.
Yan Haoxian couldn't find a tissue to wipe away Wanqing's constant dripping tears for a while, and she couldn't find a way to make her stop crying. just picked up his sleeve at a loss, gently and panickedly gently rubbed Wanqing's white and flawless cheeks.
"Hey, huh...... Call...... Now it's okay, they're together again, woooooooo......oo Let me tell you, He Tiantian is the most hated person in my palace Wanqing's life, and there is no one. Do you know, He Tiantian led me into the circle she designed because of my big grin and fiery temperament, in order to use my mouth to make Xia Yi misunderstand He Tiantian, the green tea, and Ning Meng rolled over the sheets in the United States.
Whining...... Do you know? When Ning Meng and He Tiantian's green tea went to the United States together, Xia Yi, she, that day, she was alone at home, blood, blood...... The blood on Shay's nose and mouth, and Shay's hair pulled out from pain. Blood, hair mixed together, you know, I was broken at that time, if she ......" Gong Wanqing thought of those who choked up in the past, and she always blamed Xia Yi and Ning Meng for their own responsibility.
Yan Haoxian didn't speak, just hugged the crying person in his arms tighter, patted her back gently with one hand, and just quietly played the role of a listener.
"But you know what? When I told Xia Yi, we had fallen into He Tiantian's trap. But Xia Yi, who was on the hospital bed, told me: 'Wanqing, remember, you are not to blame for this, in fact, we are only to blame for not trusting each other. In other words, it is because we care too much about each other that when things happen that we don't want to hear, don't want to see, and don't want to encounter, we forget or ignore what kind of person the person we are with is. What's more, the people who will be together will eventually be together after going around and around, on the contrary, two people who don't love each other will not be together no matter how much they force each other, even if some fools are naΓ―ve, self-righteous to compile the so-called favorable time, place and people, it is also a bamboo basket for nothing. And for me, even if we are not together in the end, then, like this sentence: I am fortunate to have gained, and I have lost my life. β
"I didn't expect Xia Yi to ...... In the past, Xia Yi, a little girl who looked sweet and elegant, would be so atmospheric. Listening to Gong Wanqing's confession, Yan Haoxian's previous views on Xia Yi's little white rabbit were refreshed, but I don't want to say it if the "little white rabbit" is smart, otherwise Wanqing won't be able to eat and walk around if she beats herself fat.
"Of course. Xia Yi has always been so atmospheric, and since then Xia Yi has suddenly changed, she has become very motivated, and she is willing to learn everything, she said that she wants to do everything that Ning Meng did for her before, and she can still do it well by herself now. It was also because of her influence that I went abroad to study design. We agreed to be a self-reliant, self-reliant, self-confident, self-loving and delicate woman. When she looked at Stop Crying and said her agreement with Xia Yi, Yan Haoxian found that Gong Wanqing, who was so confident, was also so beautiful, and the little girl who beat him up for Xia Yi at a banquet in her childhood coincided with her, so smart and beautiful.
"Let's go, today the master will take you to a good place, let's go!" I saw Yan Haoxian open the red sports car convertible, and stepped on the accelerator accompanied by Gong Wanqing's "ah, ah, ah......" like screaming and shouting, and the red convertible sports car drove away.
At the same time, Xia Yi and Ning Meng were on their side.
Still no one answered, and she sent a message saying that they had something to do to go back to the company, maybe in a meeting. Let's talk to her about Qin Yue's birthday party later. "Xia Yiyou, how could Gong Wanqing obediently hold a meeting in the conference room for so long, I haven't seen you for so long, it seems that my wife has too high expectations for foreign education in recent years, but there is a good saying, the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment.
"Hmm." Although Ning Meng seemed to agree with the answer, his fleeting action of raising his eyebrows clearly indicated that he did not believe it.