Chapter 96: Turning the other cheek on the spot
I continued, "By the way, there is something I need to remind you of. Didn't Ding Xiaofei say last night that the day of the car accident was a month away from the first anniversary of your death? It's been almost a month since my mission, and you may not have noticed that these are the days you died. If you have any ideas or plans, plan ahead. I guess I can't get out of my body these days, and I have a lot of things crowded together, so I may not be able to help you. ”
Bai Susu said: "Well, it's really ha." Qin Yuan, you are really a delicate and thoughtful person. If you are willing to be a soul ferryman, you will definitely be a competent and qualified soul ferryman. I asked you earlier, how do you think about doing the soul ferry? ”
I said, "Where is the prize, I'm just careful." As for the soul ferryman, it's not that you said that I don't have to rush to reply, I have to depend on the situation, and I will think about it again. ”
I turned to ask again: "By the way, I think Li Zecheng's hope of resurrection is very slim." Can't the underworld really open the net and help him again? ”
When it came to Li Zelayer, Bai Susu was very disdainful and said: "His fate has been decided, and no one can help him." Take care of yourself, and don't forget that you only have a tear now. ”
I asked curiously: "What grievances do you have with Li Zecheng?" Why do you treat him so contemptuously? ”
Bai Susu was silent, and my guess was in vain. Li Zecheng and what happened behind her back may become a permanent secret.
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Late at night, I waited by Yin Hui's side, staring at her and falling asleep.
Later, I still couldn't rest assured that Li Zecheng was relieved, and I walked to the community where Li's mother lived again.
I shouted everywhere, searched all around the house and outside, but I never found any trace of Li Zecheng. I can't contact Li Zecheng, so I don't have the heart to look for it.
On the way back, I don't know if it was a long time spent on transportation and round-trip, which made me feel physically exhausted.
At this time, in the middle of the night, the night scene of Hohwa has a kind of static beauty, the high-rise buildings are dazzling, and the breeze on the street is warm. This is the city where I grew up and I love it. I was enjoying the night view of Hohwa and pondering.
Thinking that Li Zecheng is about to leave the city, there is always a little sadness. Although his character and morality seem to me to be debatable. But observing the colleagues who came to mourn him during the day, I could feel that he should still be in the workplace. Although they and Li Zecheng do not have a deep affection, they have superficial etiquette and politeness. This is naturally due to his unique set of principles for dealing with people.
I can't tell myself which detail of Li Zecheng touched me. I am not a person who sees a beggar and is willing to give money as he pleases. But I'm willing to help him.
Maybe it was Li Zecheng who helped me, awakened my guilt about Zhang Zheyi, and also awakened my most primitive desire for friends. Although a person like Li Zecheng is not worthy of deep friendship. I'm not targeting him personally, I'm targeting the thing itself.
I need the process of making friends to fill in the void of making friends in my heart.
Before I knew it, I had deviated from a lot of my old ways. deviated from Shen Qian's reality and the sophisticated and sleek way of life. I began to pursue the deeper meaning of human character and morality, which I had not been able to do before.
This topic is very broad, and I can't think about it clearly for a while, let alone say it clearly.
Before the possession, all my time was spent thinking about Li Zecheng, and after dawn, I said goodbye to my final words. Because it is difficult for him to return to the world without a miracle.
Maybe he himself should understand the current situation, and maybe at this moment he himself is also summing up and reflecting on the good results he has planted in the past 30 years.
As the mission progressed, I learned and interpreted: in these 49 days, what to do and how to do it are not the focus; The focus is on the trend of your social relationships, social and emotional relationships before the mission, and whether your conduct and personality charm are worthy of being treated and loved by others, which is the most important thing.
And these are the lives that I have experienced before, and it is difficult to change them in the short journey of 49 days.
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When a new day came, when he was attached to Ding Xiaofei again, it was already three poles in the sun. When Li Zecheng is done, it's time to understand the secret behind Ding Xiaofei.
On my way to Li's mother community, I received a call from Yin Hui, who asked me straight to the point: "Ding Xiaofei, do you remember our agreement?" Don't forget. ”
How did I know the agreement between her and Ding Xiaofei, I made it up and said: "I'm still sleeping, I'm dazed, I can't remember, what kind of agreement, you remind me." Yin Hui said simply: "At twelve o'clock at noon, I will be at Phantom City KTV, and I will see you or leave." ”
I didn't think much of it, and then I agreed to come down and go to the appointment on time. When the time comes, you can also find out what consensus she and Ding Xiaofei have reached.
I rushed to Mother Li's house, met with the three people from yesterday, and continued to pay attention to the people who came in and out of the house. The interior of the house is still the same as yesterday, but there are many fewer people who come to pay their respects than yesterday.
Everyone was busy, as if I was the only one with nothing to do. The little nurse earns hard-earned money, Zhang Yuchen is busy sketching out the list of contacts, Li's mother has harvested the most abundant money, and the joy is quietly written on her face that should be full of pain and despair of losing her child, which is extremely discordant.
Overall, the fake farewell ceremony planned by Li Zecheng and I went much smoother than expected. Li Zecheng estimated in advance that the people had basically arrived, and almost all of them had already come.
Before you know it, time slips away quietly......
Li Zecheng got nothing, and he couldn't bear it anymore. He pulled me, took me to a corner of the kitchen where there were few people, and asked me loudly: "Brother Qin, didn't you say that this fake funeral is the best way to collect tears?" If you look at the results now, I still don't have a single tear. ”
I patiently explained to him again, "What I'm saying is that if there are three people in this world who truly love you, then a fake funeral ceremony is the most effective way to collect tears." ”
Zhang Yuchen angrily pointed to my watch and said, "Qin Yuan! You see, I only have seventeen or eighteen hours left, and I can't even see the sun tomorrow. What a bad idea did you have, huh? You mean, no one in this world really loves me, right? I don't think you want to help me at all. By the way, I don't think you got the money, and you don't want to help me, right? You're still pretentious like this, aren't you still thinking about my three million? Thanks to my kindness in the past, if you didn't have me, would you be able to get Ding Xiaofei back smoothly? ”