Chapter Seventy-Six: Let's Fall in Love
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With a slightly cool fingertip gently brushing his cheeks, Su Mu carefully wiped away the tears on Qin Miaomiao's face, and muttered to himself, "What should I do with you?" ”
"What to do? I really don't know what to do. Qin Miaomiao complained softly.
There was silence between the two for a while, Qin Miaomiao pursed her lips, intending to prepare herself, but before she could say anything, she continued to finish: "Su Langzhong, let's just go with the flow, okay?" ”
"How do you go with the flow?" Su Mu didn't understand the meaning of Qin Miaomiao's words, since he realized his intentions, he had been restraining himself, restraining his feelings, and restraining his desires and impulses. How can it be allowed to grow freely? Wouldn't that be out of control?
"We don't talk about marriage or marriage, but in love? Do you think it will work? Cautiously tempted, she was afraid that what she said would be too heavy and add another burden to Su Mu. Eh, it's so tiring to like people alone, but I'm so willing!
Although there was an important word Su Mu didn't understand what it meant, he still understood the general meaning of Qin Miaomiao's words, but no matter if he got married, wasn't that a trick for a prodigal disciple to play a woman? How could he do that.
"Wouldn't that be even more excessive! No way. All he thought about was that Qin Miaomiao could have a good home without worrying about food and clothing, how could he delay her for the rest of her life.
Pedantic! In fact, she doesn't have to be with Su Mu, she just wants to show her heart, it's rare to like someone so much, she doesn't want to leave regrets for each other: "Su Langzhong, I mean we try to be relaxed, get along with our own hearts for a while, don't suppress our emotions, don't consider other factors, if we get along, we can, and then have further plans, if we really can't get along, we will return to the current relationship and continue to be friends, okay?" Qin Miaomiao wanted to give Su Mu a psychological buffer and relieve his pressure, so that he would not hide from himself from time to time, or even flee.
Su Mu was silent, looking at Qin Miaomiao with a calm face, and there was inexplicable emotion in his eyes.
Qin Miaomiao tried her best to calm her mind, looked back at Su Mu quietly, and gave him time to consider.
Don't suppress your feelings and get along with her? That would be a beautiful and sweet thing.
Did God think he had tasted too much bitterness? So send her to your side, so that you too can taste the sweetness of this life?
"I may not be able to give you long-term stability and happiness? Don't you care about that? Su Mu asked cautiously, he felt that he was humble and incompetent at this time.
"Happiness and stability need to be fought for by yourself, not something that others can give, if now you say that you like me and promise to be with me, then I am happy at this time." The words were serious and sincere, she wanted Su Mu to feel her sincerity.
"But...... There is one more thing, I think it is better for you to know, I can't ......" Su Mu rarely twisted, slurred, and did not dare to complete the words.
Seeing Su Mu's hesitation, Qin Miaomiao waited patiently, and it took Su Mu a long time before he had the courage: "That is, I am infertile, and I can't let a woman get pregnant." As soon as the words fell, Su Mu fled his gaze to the side for a while, he was afraid of seeing Qin Miaomiao's disdainful and contemptuous gaze, or even disgust.
Qin Miaomiao was indeed surprised, but she was just surprised, she didn't have the slightest disgust, came back to her senses, and asked softly, "Are you saying that we can't applaud love together in the future?" Oh no, can't you have sex? ”
Not of childbearing potential? Qin Miaomiao felt that what Su Mu said was too general, and he couldn't conceive? Or is it sexless? But none of this seems to be that important, because he is none other than Su Mu.
Su Mu only felt embarrassed and cramped now, it was indeed a bit cruel to let a man say such a thing, especially in front of his beloved woman, he had always been arrogant and conceited, and he felt that he was as humble as dust at this time: "It's okay to have sex, but you can't let a woman get pregnant." ”
Ahem, Qin Miaomiao was stunned for a long time, then suddenly smiled, smiled gently and warmly, gently held Su Mu's hand, his eyes were hot and sincere, his cherry lips opened lightly, word by word: "Su Langzhong, that's just right, I don't like children." We can do without children in the future. ”
Su Mu could see a strong friendship in Qin Miaomiao's eyes, there was no half point of disgust and disdain, didn't she see herself half a point?
The big hand held Qin Miaomiao's small hand, wrapped it in slender fingers, and forcefully brought the person in front of him into his arms, hugged the person in his arms tightly, and lowered his head to kiss the top of her hair: "Thank you, you can accept me." ”
Qin Miaomiao wrapped her arms around Su Mu's straight waist with both hands and nestled herself into his arms, she was so greedy for his arms, warm and down-to-earth.
Raised his head slightly, looked at Su Mu with affection, Su Mu also looked at her warmly, it's good, his gaze finally stopped dodging.
Closed his eyes, raised his head gently, and slowly approached Su Mu, two inches, one inch, the slightly cool touch of the lip flap crossed the whole body like an electric current, a simple touch could not express the joy and excitement in his heart, Su Mu wanted to ask for more.
"Sister! Sister ......" Sanya's originally anxious and high-pitched voice disappeared the moment she saw the two of them.
Hurriedly turned around and turned his back to them, and Qin Miaomiao also bounced away from Su Mu's arms in an instant, calmed down, and pretended to be calm: "What's the matter, Sanya." ”
was seen by the child, but he was really embarrassed, and secretly glanced at Su Mu, he was very calm, as if nothing had happened, sitting there with a cold face.
Sanya blushed a little, so she didn't dare to turn around, turned her back to Qin Miaomiao and Su Mu, and her tone was still anxious when she spoke: "Sister, come with me to take a look, my father and mother are gone, and I left Siya and them." ”
"What? What do you mean to throw it away?" Qin Miaomiao frowned, and had an ominous premonition in her heart, could it be that Father Qin and Mother Qin went to Qin Ruhua without bringing other children?
got up and glanced at Su Mu: "I'll go see what's wrong?"
Su Mu followed Qin Miaomiao and got up almost at the same time, stood beside her and held her hand, his voice was as calm and cold as usual: "I'll go with you." ”
There was no time to shirk, and the three of them hurried in the direction of the Qin family.
When she came to the door of Qin's house, Siya stood at the gate of the courtyard with her youngest sister in her arms, and the other three stood behind her to wipe her tears.
Qin Miaomiao trotted to Siya and asked softly, "Tell my sister, what's wrong?" What about mom and dad? ”
Siya didn't cry tears all the time in front of her eyes, but when she saw Qin Miaomiao, she couldn't help it, and before she could speak, her tears fell first: "Sister, my father doesn't want us anymore!" ”
Qin Miaomiao wiped away her tears for Siya, took the youngest sister in her hand and hugged her in her arms: "Siya, don't cry first, tell the second sister what's going on?"
Siya sobbed while wiping her tears: "Yesterday I packed up my things and prepared to go to the capital to find the eldest sister, my father and mother went out first with my younger brother, and before leaving, I told me to take my sister to wait for them at home, but we waited at home until it was dark and didn't see them come back, my sisters and I went to sleep first, this morning Liu Erxiao and his father came to collect the house, saying that his father and mother went to his house yesterday to get the money and left, and went to the capital to find the eldest sister will not come back!" ”
Qin Miaomiao listened to Siya's words, she trembled with anger, she was really a pair of black-hearted parents, she took the money and went to Qin Ruhua, planning to live a good life, but she left all her biological daughters behind. They are not afraid of retribution in doing so!
Su Mu also listened to a general idea on the side, walked to Qin Miaomiao's side, and patted her shoulder comfortingly: "I'm afraid that your father planned to throw them down from the beginning, and only left with his youngest son, and there was no need to chase them, even if they caught up, they would still be left behind or sold on the road." ”
Qin Miaomiao looked at her sisters who were standing beside her, although she and them were not sisters, she couldn't watch them live outside as little beggars.
The youngest sister in his arms is only two years old this year, how did Father Qin and Mother Qin ruthlessly leave them behind? Pigs and dogs are not as good as a couple.
Qin Miaomiao took Qiya's hand, a group of poor children abandoned by their parents: "Sanya, Siya, you lead your sister and go home with your sister, your father and mother don't want you anymore, your sister wants it, and you will follow your sister in the future." ”
A few little sisters wiped their tears and nodded obediently, and the seven girls who were led by Qin Miaomiao raised their little faces crying flowers, and said angrily: "Second sister, I will be obedient in the future, and I won't make my sister angry." ”
Su Mu looked at a group of nesting dolls, sighed, and beckoned to the dolls in Qin Miaomiao's arms: "Come, Lu Yuan, I'll hold it." ”
Qin Miaomiao wanted to shirk it, the injury on Su Mu's wrist had not healed yet, but the youngest Baya seemed to like him very much, and rushed to Su Mu with her little hand open, muttering in her mouth: "Hug, hug." She didn't understand anything, she didn't even know that her biological father had abandoned her so young.
Su Mu and Qin Miaomiao hugged each other, led the leader, and a group of people, tall and short, went home.
The younger ones who brought the children back soon stopped crying, running around in the yard and playing with bean bags, while the older and sensible four and five girls sat on the stones in the yard, not playing or laughing, looking at the door in a daze.
Qin Miaomiao fastened her apron, walked in front of Siya and Wuya, squatted down, and said softly: "You haven't eaten, have you?" Is it okay for the second sister to make noodles for you? ”
After all, he is a child, and he has been hungry for a day and a night, and when he heard that there was food, he immediately withdrew his gaze, and Wuya's eyes lit up even more when he heard that he was eating noodles: "Okay, okay, I want to eat noodles!" ”
There are so many more people at once, so naturally they have to do more, Qin Miaomiao is still secretly glaring, fortunately, they are all little girls and eat less, if this is a group of little boys, they can't afford to feed them when they grow up.
Knowing that they were all hungry, Qin Miaomiao had a quick hand and quickly rolled out the noodles.
The oil is hot, the pot is boiled with green onions, and the little dolls are brushed around the side of the pot, and the thinly chopped meat is fried in the pot to change color, and the fragrant sister swallows saliva.