Chapter 2: Nightmares
A foggy landscape obscured my vision, and I lay on the ground weak. I wanted to shout, but I found that my throat couldn't make a sound, and I couldn't exhale even the smallest timbre; When I thought about it, I found that I couldn't even move a finger; I wanted to look at my surroundings, but I found that my eyes seemed to be frozen, and my blinking and opening were useless.
The helpless cries of the heart are of no avail, what can be done but meditate? Think about why you're lying here? How did it get here? Where was it before? …… My head was a mess, and the more I thought about it, the more painful it became......
The surroundings of 'Bang' suddenly changed, and all the white mist in front of me turned into shards of glass, floating into the sky, and the sky! But it's changed? I found that I was falling, and in a hurry I found that I could turn, and my head turned 180 degrees in an absolutely impossible way, and looking at the endless abyss below, I wanted to scream! Still unable to make any sound, his heart was racing with the speed. The unknown terrified me, and the surroundings changed again, a group of strangers standing on the edge of the fence, trying to rescue me, and I fell quickly without thinking, and every chance I could grasp was a lifesaver...... The body is actually free!
A teenage child wanted me to lend a helping hand, I grabbed it without hesitation, and took the child down with all my might, and the arm was actually broken, holding a bloody little hand in my hand, looking at the child who fell into the abyss with me, I didn't have any pity, and continued to observe around and never let go of the slightest possibility of survival.
The sound of crying resounded in my ears, and it couldn't stop my belief in living, and I grabbed a pair of soft hands again, this was a pregnant woman, who seemed to be about to give birth, and saw her desire for life in her motherly eyes, and her call for "child" made me subconsciously grab the child, and as soon as the child was caught, she was taken down by me again. With the blessing of speed, the force has increased a lot. Watching the pregnant woman in the air caressing the baby in her belly, I realized that I felt so guilty in my heart, and all the possibilities around me increased my confidence to live.
I grabbed the two of them desperately, trying to find a chance again, when a pair of old hands appeared in my sight, I tried to grab but found that the hands were occupied by the two, give the child a chance to survive! The thought for a moment is that the hand without strength can withstand the smallest force, and the child is the lightest. Just found the right direction, but was preempted by the pregnant woman, she caught the old man with lightning speed, according to my expectation, the owner of these hands is an old man, is close to the age of antiquity, the strength of the three people also brought him down.
The growth of the team made my guilt hurt even more. Continue to fall...... A pair of young and powerful hands, a pair of hands with bulging green tendons appeared in my sight, the opportunity - can only be given to the child first, the old man and the pregnant woman have been caught together, I have no strength to shake them off
In the past, children could still use their strength. "It's at this time, hands-on" The calculation time difference in my heart doesn't allow me to think too much, "Catch it, child!" "I yelled at the kid. ' I still missed the best time, my blame fell on the child, and when I got closer, I realized how stupid I was, the child was already unconscious, the broken arm was bleeding, and he had become weak, and the culprit of all this was still blaming him, I had created an irreparable situation, and I just wanted to send them back to life safely before I died.
The opportunity of 'a pair of strong hands' came again, I was about to throw the child over, but before I could do it, the pregnant woman let go of the old man, and went to grab the strong hands alone, she forgot to let go of my hands, and the legs that were held by the old man, the owner behind these hands was a worker, and he was also taken down by Guan Li, and then I carefully examined his face, which were full of hope for life, and his skin was dark and dry due to the work of the wind and sun, and his face was wrinkled and covered with mulberry cangs, and the short hair mixed with silver threads was the best proof of exhaustion。 The folded face of the old man holding the pregnant woman was calm at me, but the light in his eyes pierced my chest like a sharp sword, making my breathing rapid and panicked. The pregnant woman grabbed me with one hand and stroked her belly with the other, in addition to the kindness of maternal love, there was also a hint of fierce light of a beast.
I pinched the child under the armpit, clamped the severed arm to reduce the flow of blood, hoping that he would survive in a desperate situation. With a young face, the stinky boy who has not dried up has such courage, in addition to being ashamed, it is better to only protect it as respect.
It was another pair of hands like flowers, 'Bingqing Yujie' was the word I could think of, and she was dragged down by the workers. Stimulated by the desire to survive, they can't think about it so much, they (they) just want to live and no one is at fault, and I want to live without being at fault, the fault is that there is no ability to quickly distinguish and think, there are many possibilities in an instant, choose right and wrong, you need to bear the consequences, lessons can come, but death cannot.
She is in the mood for love, her youth is starting, the morning sun has not risen but has become a sunset, and the beautiful life train that belongs to her has not yet opened, sad! Bemoan! What else?
The team is growing, I didn't expect my move to bring a series of chain reactions, the level is tsunami-level, the pain has been numb, and the inhumanity has become a true portrayal, I can't do anything about the life and death of others, if there is an afterlife, life and death will be retribution. I was guilty of a terrible sin, but I couldn't apologize for it......
After wandering for a long time, I finally saw the end, and the end of my life was about to come to an end, looking at the child in my arms, I freed my hands and hugged him with all my might, just hoping to give him a chance to survive and redeem my guilty heart.
'Smack! Syllable! Syllable! ......' I fell to the ground, and the rest of the sound was the sound of the rest of the people falling.
I didn't feel any pain, only the inner torment, and the child was still breathing, thank you! Thank you to all the gods who could save this child. Take advantage of a glimmer of clarity to look at their destination...... Some of them hugged each other in pairs, redeeming their mistakes as I did; Some of them chose to be lonely, perhaps without care, or perhaps without vitality; Some chose to be selfish, and all the people who were nearby chose to become his (her) meat shield, but the ending was still tragic; The rest lost their short lives in agony and wailing......
Every pair of hands carries sincerity and zeal, and the cowardice and selfishness of my fear, which has turned the soul of Ben Dare into a spirit of injustice.
"Mom? Mom? Mom? ……”
"Dad? Father? Father? ……”
"Wife? Wife? Wife? ……”
"Wife? Wife? Wife? ……”
A cry of desolation, a cry of sorrow, a hammer was hammered into my heart, the vigorous heart was failing, the heartbeat was slowing, and I was like a dying old man making the last sound hoarsely.
"I'm sorry!" I have tried my best not to ask for forgiveness but to humble comfort for these unjust souls.
With all your might... With all your might... Death is coming, and I just ask for a humble apology, can't I? No faith is not disrespectful! Isn't it okay to pray without faith? Am I not even qualified to make a final prayer? Bastard...... Die!
The air suddenly changed color, just like the colorful clouds released by the immortals...... But there were no immortals, just a bunch of gods and Buddhas who were offered by humans, and they were thrown out like garbage, and they kept rolling and smashing at me, and I threw the child out with the last bit of strength, waiting for the baptism of the gods, smiling with helplessness This is fate. Others knelt on the ground and shouted, 'Apparition! Apparitions! ’。
These idols all fell on my body, and from the eyes that gradually closed, I could clearly see that the gods of the East and the West were among them, and this may be retribution! But I still want to cry out 'I'm sorry', not to ask for forgiveness, but to ask for the humblest comfort.
I'm still not forgetting the cry when I'm about to die! Whoop! Whoop! ……
"I'm sorry!" A cry finally came out from the inside out, and I sat up instantly, only to realize that it was a dream when I looked around! But the dream was all too real.
"The hosts! Please relax, you are just a dream, it looks like a nightmare! "A virtual beauty comforted me with the sweetest voice, smiled and relieved me, and the slight movement made me relax.
Who am I for how long, I asked casually. She replied sweetly: Seventy-eight hours. The host your lunch is ready, whether to dine or not.
"I'd better take a shower first!" I stretched.
She replied that she had already washed it for me, and I asked about the process. It turns out that this conference room can be modeled after the weightless environment in space, so it is very convenient for me to undress and shower, and the degree of gentleness is the most delicate level, and clean and thorough is the basic purpose.
I really didn't feel comfortable, and I don't know if the scene was embarrassing. It's really clean, and my hands are almost rubbing my bald skin. The time of weightlessness may be the moment when you fall in your dreams.
Move your body and start eating, it tastes so good! But what I'm most concerned about is the dream, what is the meaning of this dream? I haven't dreamed in a long time! It is said that dreams are generated by what is thought in the heart, but I don't think about these things in my heart! The hands that I remember so vividly seem so familiar that they linger in my mind.
After eating, I went out for a walk to see the changes of the four seasons around me, these dream castles that once only appeared in the world I imagined, and these incredible existences.
I'm sure it's not in a dream, I'm sure it's not a fantasy, I'm sure it's my world, I'm sure it's our ideal.