Chapter 171: It's better to hate this world than to like me

Jian Yunxi sent a WeChat message, but he waited for a long time and did not reply.

She hugged the pillow and fell into deep thought, one mystery after another enveloping her.

In the fog where she couldn't see her fingers, she couldn't see clearly ahead, she couldn't see behind her clearly, only the rustling of the wind blew in her ears.

It's not that Jian Yunxi didn't doubt her memory, she always felt that a piece was missing, and she didn't know which point in time was missing.

But the doctor wouldn't tell her, and she asked again and again, but still didn't get an answer.

Did she know Fu Yanze before?

There are all kinds of indications that they are studying in the same high school, and Fu Yanze was a popular figure in high school, especially famous, and even his classmates knew him.

She was the only one who didn't know him.

It's weird.

Why didn't I know him?

Jian Yunxi's head hurt even more when he thought about it, and it was completely useless to eat four methylcobalamin.

She wanted to look for medicine in her bag, but she didn't find it after looking for a long time, and suddenly remembered that Shu Qingling took the medicine bottle just now and didn't return it to her.

It's even worse......

My chest was depressed and painful.

I don't know how long it took, a pair of black leather shoes stopped in front of her, and she slowly raised her head.

In front of him stood a long and tall man, dressed in a well-ironed suit, and the edge of his black hair was faintly pale and pale white, trembling under the light, dreamy to the point of being unreal.

There was silence in the room.

"Jian Yunxi." He called her name again.

Like a nightmare, an impenetrable net was woven.

The closer she got to the truth, the more frightened Jian Yunxi felt, and the faint fear slowly rose in her heart, and the man in front of her was suddenly so strange that people couldn't see it clearly.

Jian Yunxi bit his pale lip, and from his deep gaze, he saw his own shadow, small.

"Fu Yanze, did I forget something?"

Her voice was so faint that she couldn't hear a hint of undulation.

Only the clenched fists revealed the emotions she was desperately suppressing at the moment.

"Nope."

Two simple words, the voice is like mellow coffee floating in the dull air, adding a bit of bitterness.

It is clearly an indifferent look, with an innate nobility.

Jian Yunxi's heart shrank suddenly, and the pain was irrepressible, at first, only her lips trembled slightly, and then her shoulders, her whole person was like a little beast before death, just wanting to curl up into a small ball.

What a failure she was......

The whole life is such a failure......

The woman is trapped in a world where she has nothing to do, and her eyes are blank.

Fu Yanze talked to her, but she didn't seem to hear it, and her eyes were covered with a faint mist.

Seeing Jian Yunxi's appearance, his heart sank, and only a low murmur was heard in the silence.

The voice was faint and inaudible.

Fu Yanze bent down and put his ear close to her lips, so that he could hear clearly.

She's saying, "I want to die, I want to die, I hate the world......"

In front of him, there was a bloodless little face, pitiful, his fingers kept repeating a movement, and the back of his hand was scratched by his nails and was full of white marks.

For a moment, he panicked and was at a loss.

"Jian Yunxi?" Fu Yanze's inky dark eyes stared at her for a few seconds, and his thin lips pursed into a cold straight line.

"Don't die, hate the world, it's better to like me."

He tried to communicate with her again and again, but to no avail, and in the end he had no choice but to guard her and ask the doctor to come quickly.

……

Jian Yunxi had a long dream.

In her dream, she was in a secret garden, beautiful and quiet, full of flowers and plants, and the air was filled with the fragrance of flowers.