More than half a month ago, I learned that today's big seal push, the editor's expedition asked me to prepare a seal tweet testimonial, and I have been thinking, what should I write?

I was still confused until last night, and I woke up early in the morning and was carefully combing through my five-year experience of coding words, and even I was embarrassed. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info I'll write about my unlucky experience and leave a souvenir for myself.

Why did I write a book in the first place? It's because when I was about 09 or 10 years old, I was a eunuch in "Marry a Sister", and my heart was hot!

Later, a guy named 'Chen Xiaobai' ran out to write "Lewd Dragon", a eunuch, and wrote "The Story of Winning Gold", and continued to be a eunuch, and his heart was very hot!

So I came up with the idea of writing on my own, and from 10 to 12 years, I tossed and turned around on and off, sometimes for a few months, and then picked it up and revised it repeatedly. At first, I wanted to write about the Western fantasy of the DND architecture, but in the end I wrote "The Secret of Fallout", which was first published at the starting point.

Please note that my bloody and tearful history has officially begun.

The earliest "Fallout" was released at the starting point, and in half a month, I racked my brains to get a contract, and then I didn't get an egg. In the end, I ran to 'Zongheng' in a daze, and signed somewhere.

Know what I'm most miserable about? I just sent out the contract with Zongheng, and the signing SMS from the starting point came.

At that time, I was not thick-skinned enough, and I felt that I couldn't break the contract after signing the contract, so I went to 'Zongheng' and went to 'Zongheng'. So I stayed in Vertical and Horizontal for a year and a half, until the beginning of '14).

This step has gone across, and the rest has not been smooth!

The book "Fallout" has accumulated a certain amount of popularity for me. At that time, one shift per day, one shift 3K, I was a part-time codeword, quite leisurely, with a better mentality, and not in a hurry.

But sometimes I sigh, many people say that if this book was at the beginning, maybe there wouldn't be as much as it was later.

When the results of "Fallout" were at their best, the average was set at 500. For a long time, people knew about me through this book.

Towards the end of "Fallout", a friend introduced me to Jiuxing, Taiwan, the Western fantasy type of "Outlaw", signed in "Zongheng" called "Enemy of the World".

At that time, I was so excited, I felt that I was awesome, I had a physical book, and a great future was just around the corner! Maybe I'll be a god in the blink of an eye! I resigned, full-time codeword!

As a result, the book was cut in half two months after it was launched, and the publisher said, 'If you can't sell it, don't write it'. The last twelve volumes of 700,000 words, eunuchs!

......, do you know how I was feeling? I can't describe it, I can only use it as a metaphor. Or some other negative word to describe it, it must be true.

Bitter people naturally have bitter things!

At that time, I discussed with the editor of 'Zongheng' how to write the third book? It is said that the wireless simmer, I pondered to write fantasy. It was useless to write a bunch of beginnings, and was shot and shot again by the editors of the 'vertical and horizontal'.

Uncle, I won't serve anymore, I really can't write Xiaobaiwen!

I started a new round of death...... and I went to 'Creation'. I now have a '' at the end of my pen name. QD', it's because I registered the 'all-eating Taoist' in 'Genesis', and I can't use it at the starting point.

Someone ridiculed me if this meant 'lack of morality', and I could only pout my lips and say that I was upright and unreasonable.

In the "Genesis", he wrote the urban essay "The Conqueror", but later felt that the title of the book was too back, so he changed it to "The Future Warrior of the City". 500,000 words, and eunuchs.

This shows that it's not that the title is bad, it's that I'm bad. As for what's bad, I don't know.

Remember Ha ......, these are all slaves with three surnames, but this is not the end of death.

By the end of '14, I was really anxious, and a friend asked me to find a job in Beijing. My friend is full of face, and if he doesn't do anything, I can receive a salary of thousands of oceans every month, and I can continue to write books.

But this good thing only lasted for four months, because of my tsundere and teasing and ......, for many reasons, the boss didn't want me after the New Year.

I guess the boss is also very angry with me for a cheeky mallet who only gets paid and doesn't work!

And from the end of '14 to the middle of '15', I went to '3G' to write two books, "Dragon Soul Martial Emperor" and "Invincible Destruction King", and like 'Future Soldier', I pounced.

This is also a very strange experience, there is nothing to say, anyway, it is to write desperately, and then watch others succeed.

From July to November of '15, I was thinking about whether to submit a manuscript to a Taiwanese publishing house. I wrote two manuscripts and submitted them to two publishers, but one was heard from and the other politely declined.

To put it bluntly, you still can't look down on me.

That was my hardest time, from the beginning of '14 to the end of '15. In two years, I didn't achieve anything, and I didn't have the face to say that I was a codeword. Nobody supported me, there really wasn't anybody, and I was hit so hard that I had severe insomnia.

That year, I ran to the stock market to see if I could ....... As a result, everyone knows that the stock market crashed and was trapped. I haven't recovered yet, and I'm still reluctant to cut the meat, so I can only hold on.

Because the loss was so miserable, I was too lazy to take care of it, and now I have forgotten the account number and password of my stock account.

It's ridiculous that I'm so depressed that I still take my pills. Because of taking medicine indiscriminately, I once collapsed on the sofa at home at two o'clock in the middle of the night, my brain exploded, and I felt like I would die in the next second. As for other diseases, don't mention it, there are authors who write and hang up, which is not a thing.

At that time, I was really in a desperate situation, I wasted two years, and the skills that I had relied on for a living for more than ten years were wasted, and I couldn't go back to the way I started. The road to codewords is not going to work, I have to endure all kinds of cynicism, and my family is about to be finished.

I thought God had mercy on me and gave me a way to go, and I was thankful!

At that time, someone pulled me to be a gunman, fifteen words in a thousand words, writing Xiaobaiwen, and even the outline was listed for me, I just had to write it.

I refused.

Uncle, I was also a person with a monthly salary of nearly 10,000 yuan before tax, and now I am sent away with 1,000 words. Am I paying such a big price just to eat a dog food?

Phew...... uncle, I'm not convinced!

It can be used without eggs.

My classmate called me and asked if he wanted to introduce me to a job, and said that he might be able to get a salary of 15,000 a month.

I said, 'yes, yes, yes,' and I was so happy!

After waiting for half a month to have no news, I called to ask, and said, 'Introduction, the boss doesn't want you, I don't think you can do it'.

My heart is cold.

In November 15, I continued to toss and went to Longkong to find the receiving mailboxes of various online websites, and then sent the manuscript to ask for a buyout.

This is my last dying throe.

Most of the emails are lost, and a sweet potato editor accosted me a little and asked me to revise it. The editor of NetEase took pity on me and finally gave me a buyout of 1,000 words and 20 words.

Remember how many sites I stayed on?

Five!

Five surnames are domestic slaves

Twenty words per thousand, I also paid thirty for one thousand words, but people refused. Well, it's okay to have something to eat, and you can't ask too much. So my sixth book, "Flower World", was uploaded after 16 years of Chinese New Year.

I thought it was my last stand, and even though I had shouted many times that I was the last fight, if I didn't succeed this time, I wouldn't be able to do it.

Let's not mention the unlucky process of NetEase, sometimes it is not hard work to succeed. Anyway, I wrote 1.1 million words, and I cheated NetEase Cloud to read the manuscript fee of 20,000 yuan, uncle, and I don't have the face to continue to cheat money over there.

As for why I don't have a face, I would say that I have been in NetEase for a few months, and the maximum collection is a thousand?

Other people's manuscript fees are tens of thousands, and I have hundreds.

Guys, I'm a person with a lot of self-esteem, and I don't have a face anyway, it's a joke or something, I'll get out of it myself!

After a round of turns, a lot of people said to me, 'Why don't you go back to the beginning?' ’

I think the starting point is so high-end, we don't deserve it!

The competition is so fierce, can I come out on top?

It seems that there is still a shady curtain or something, I will die on the street, shall I get in?

Don't laugh, that's what I thought, I was extremely unconfident from the blows that came out of it.

Thanks to the 'earthy buns', he mixed at the starting point. I think it's pitiful to me, he said to me one day, 'You write a beginning, I'll help you send it to the May boss of the starting point sci-fi to try, where you can buy out a thousand words forty or fifty casually'.

Is there such a good thing?!

It was in March of this year, and my morale was zero anyway, so I'll give it a try. What if Boss May takes a blind eye on me?

As a result, the boss was not blind, felt worthless, and refused!

Is that the end of it?

IS THIS COMPLETELY OVER?

This is self-defeating, just say goodbye to life?

I'm angry!

If you say no, you will refuse, if you say it is worthless, it will be worthless, if you don't buy out, I won't send a book!

Uncle, I'm a shameless person anyway, I upload it myself, mix it myself, and I don't believe it!

So I sent the book and received the signing station within three days.

God, I was at the beginning of 30,000, which is the "Rise of the Wasteland" that you see now.

This is my own rise, okay!

From the end of April to November now, I wrote more than 1.5 million words, stumbling all the way. The process was also a lot of bitterness and tears, but finally my self-confidence returned.

Thanks to the starting point platform, I got out of the street and gave me food and clothing.

If I had known this, I wouldn't have left when I wrote Fallout in 12 years. My years of tragic experience have proved one thing - finding a good platform is much more reliable than fooling around.

I also thank me for the editor-in-charge expedition, I'm afraid there are not many funny writers like me, please bear with me.

I don't know if the words I wrote are helpful to others, I just know that everyone's success is different, and you can figure out the specific path for yourself.

If you don't have a good father, a good mother and good luck, you must have a self that can withstand beatings.

The writing is crude, commemorating my troubled codeword career. I hope that one day I can earn 100,000 a month, and when I look back, I will laugh and talk about my experience. And if it fails, it's not a grind, it's a joke and a shame.

When that time comes...... let's talk about it first, I'll still be down-to-earth to code words now.

Above. (To be continued.) )