Chapter 220: I Will Choose My Child
Li Yubang hugged her tightly in his arms, hugged her tightly, her strong chest made her heart beat wildly, Li Yubang didn't smoke much, and rarely drank alcohol, the smell on his body was the faint fragrance of soap, and there was a unique taste of men.
She really wanted to go on like this with this chest, but when she thought of Li Yubang's attitude just now, her heart was cold, and then she became angry and struggled hard in Li Yubang's arms, "Li Yubang, what do you want to do?" You let go of me. You're a jerk! Do you think I told me about being pregnant out of wedlock? You just want to take advantage of me, I tell you, I'm not a random person. Let me go! Otherwise, I'll call someone. Zhang Li bit and wanted to break free of Li Yubang.
Li Yubang clamped her arm tightly, "Zhang Li, let's get married!" ”
This sentence stopped all Zhang Li's struggles.
She looked up at him stunned, "What did you say?" ”
Li Yubang's eyes were clear and calm, he did not escape under her gaze, with the usual faint smile on his face, and said gently: "Let's get married!" ”
Zhang Li suddenly burst into tears, tears flowed out of her eyes, she leaned her face on Li Yubang's arms, crying uncontrollably.
Li Yubang hugged her, let her sit on the chair, and quietly hugged her in his arms, one hand wrapped around her shoulder, and the other hand gently patted her back, "Zhang Li, don't cry!" I'm going to be distressed. ”
"You're a liar! You didn't say a word about you just now, obviously you just didn't want to. Now they say that we are married. Isn't it fun to lie to me? Zhang Li choked up and questioned Li Yubang.
Li Yubang smiled, took out a handkerchief and gave it to her, "Wiping your tears and being seen by others, you still think I'm a hooligan!" ”
Zhang Li had tears on her face, and she was amused all of a sudden.
snatched the handkerchief and wiped the tears and snot off his face indiscriminately.
"If others misunderstand, they misunderstand, and they just want to arrest you, you just want to see my jokes." The knot is hard to solve.
Li Yubang smiled and kissed her forehead gently, and Zhang Li was stunned.
"Both of us have had different experiences, men like me are cowardly and incompetent, even their children can't be protected well, once stupid to be played around by others, saying that a large part of the grievances I have suffered over the years is actually because I am to blame, in my mind too longing for my parents' attention to brotherhood, I have always felt that my family does not like me, because I am not good enough, not enough to do.
In fact, when I think back now, I was really stupid and stupid at the beginning, so would you like to have a stupid man like me? Will you not dislike me and marry me? It's not your fault that you've been going through, it's that the person did something wrong, and you shouldn't be blamed for that mistake. You are also a victim, you are a miserable woman. So would you like to marry me? ”
Zhang Li listened to Li Yubang's talk, and felt that she suddenly didn't know what kind of person he was, and it was difficult to understand that such an honest person could suddenly say a lot of things to you fluently one day, and these words really made people feel very warm and kind, and did not avoid her own questions.
"Li Yubang, are you serious? Even if I've had a baby with someone else, don't you care? ”
Li Yubang smiled gently, "Don't believe me so much, you see that I once married a wife and divorced, don't you dislike me either?" It's like the two of us are married for the second time, isn't it just a good match? Anyway, I didn't think about marrying a yellow flower girl back, so don't think about it so much, as long as you don't dislike my cowardly personality, I like your cheerful personality, we can't be considered negative and positive! ”
At this moment, Li Yubang is still a little flamboyant, which may be due to the fact that he has been dealing with all kinds of people in Kyoto for almost a year, and he has gradually been able to let go.
"I don't dislike you, how can I dislike you? If you really want to marry me, then let's say okay, don't mention the previous things, you can't wait until one day when we quarrel, you talk about my previous things, then I can't stand it. Zhang Li leaned into his arms and whispered.
Li Yubang nodded, "Okay, I promise you, none of us will mention the past, all the past is like death, from today onwards, we will live a good life!" ”
Zhang Li rubbed her face against his chest, and tears were wiped on his chest indiscriminately.
"Look at you, like a little cat." Li Yubang laughed and teased her.
Zhang Li smiled embarrassedly.
Li Yubang said solemnly: "Since Zhang Li is getting married, I still have to tell you some things, although you are not that kind of person, but before getting married, we still have to explain these things clearly." This time it was Li Yubang's turn to look serious.
Zhang Li raised her head and wondered about Li Yubang's seriousness, could it be that he had some ulterior secrets?
"I haven't remarried since Xiaobai's mother left, just because I'm worried that after remarriage, will I be good to Xiaobai and Xiaojiang, the two of them are like my life, Xiaobai needless to say, she is my biological daughter, in this life she has paid a lot for me, for this family, for Xiaojiang. Xiao Jiang has always been brought up by his sister, if you really count it, Xiao Bai is more like Xiao Jiang's mother.
As a father, I can't do anything else. But the only thing you can do is to protect them from harm, I just want you to love them as if they were your own children, I believe you are not the kind of person who abuses them, but I still have to say, if one day, when you need to choose between you and them, please forgive me, I will definitely choose my children.
You can do without me, but they would be too miserable if they didn't have a father, I don't want others to say that if you have a stepmother, you will have a stepfather, and I don't want you to feel uncomfortable, so I hope you understand what I think in my heart, I think we are together to be honest, I hope I can accompany you to the end of my life, and I believe that you are an upright woman who will not do those things. ”
Zhang Li smiled, she really didn't expect Li Yubang to say this, at this moment she suddenly felt that this man's image was so tall, even if he lived a cowardly life, even if many people said he was stupid, but at this moment she understood what a responsible father Li Yubang was, and he would rather be wronged than want his children to be wronged at all.
"Li Yubang, don't worry, I will take care of Xiaobai and Xiaojiang as my own children, we are both of this age, since the last time I gave birth to a child with heavy bleeding, the doctor told me that I will never have children again. So Xiaobai and Xiaojiang are my own children, let the two of us take good care of them, I want to grow old with you. ”
Li Yubang's face turned red all of a sudden, he could do it so freely just now, but now he was embarrassed by Zhang Li's confession.
Zhang Li couldn't help laughing, this is like Li Yubang's character.