Chapter 328: Self-blame

Zhao Kangcheng sat up, then gently supported Cai Xiaoxiao against the head of the bed, and asked softly, "Are you hungry?" I'm going to get some food. ”

Cai Xiaoxiao shook her head and said with a wistful expression: "I don't have much appetite." ”

"That's not good, you have to eat if you don't have an appetite." Zhao Kangcheng said, "You are very weak now, how can you do it without eating?" Well, I'll go and get some light porridge, and it's good to have a little bit of it. ”

Cai Xiaoxiao glanced at him, saw the care in his eyes, thought about it, and nodded: "Okay." Indeed, her current body does not allow her to mess around.

Seeing that she agreed, Zhao Kangcheng smiled, then got out of bed, walked outside, and said to Cai Qiu and Cai Dong who were waiting outside: "Madame is awake, go get a bowl of light porridge for Madame and add some snacks." ”

"Yes!" Cai Qiu and Cai Dong hurriedly responded. Then the two went to the kitchen to order, and Zhao Kangcheng returned to Cai Xiaoxiao.

Before he approached Cai Xiaoxiao's side, he saw Cai Xiaoxiao hanging his head, and his whole body was full of sadness, which made him feel a pain in his heart. He strode forward and reached out to hug Cai Xiaoxiao with some panic: "Daughter-in-law......"

Cai Xiaoxiao felt his scent, raised her head, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" She could hear the fear in his tone.

Zhao Kangcheng sat down, hugged Cai Xiaoxiao's posture unchanged, shook his head, and said, "It's nothing." "He's just scared, and he doesn't know what he's afraid of.

Cai Xiaoxiao seemed to understand what he was thinking, reached out and patted his back gently, and said softly: "I'm fine, don't be afraid, Xianggong, I'm just ...... "When she woke up from a coma and learned that she had a miscarriage due to poisoning, she almost broke down, although she and he have always had a natural attitude towards pregnancy, but when the child really came, she and he were very happy, and this half month can be said to be their happiest time....... But this joy lasted for a long time and was dashed.

Although she said that she hated Sun Lulu and Jiang Qiyu, she blamed herself more, she resented how she could trust others so easily, and resented her carelessness, if she was more wary of Jiang Qiyu, if she was more careful, then everything today would not have happened! It's all her to blame......

Zhao Kangcheng suddenly felt a moist feeling in his chest, he hurriedly lowered his head, reached out to hold Cai Xiaoxiao's face, and saw that tears flowed from her face, and what made him even more heartbroken was that she blamed herself in her eyes!

He hurriedly stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from her face, and said, "Daughter-in-law, Xiaoxiao, you can't cry, you are still in confinement, your crying is not good for your body, don't cry......" He reached out and hugged her into his arms, "As soon as you cry, I feel distressed......"

Coaxed by him, Cai Xiaoxiao cried more and more, she reached out and grabbed his clothes, choked up: "Xianggong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, if I wasn't too gullible to others, if I could be more careful......"

"How can I blame you for this!" Listening to her self-reproaching words one by one, Zhao Kangcheng was extremely distressed, and hurriedly interrupted her words, saying, "None of us know what will happen next, none of us know what the people around us are thinking, and we don't know what will happen to us. ”

"But, but ......"

"Nothing." Zhao Kangcheng interrupted her again, "The child is gone, I am also very heartbroken, such a result is not what you and I want to see, but things have happened, we can only face it except for choosing to face it, our future is still very long, we still have many children in the future, this child ......" He stalked his neck, "I can only say that we have no fate......

Cai Xiaoxiao's hand holding the hem of Zhao Kangcheng's shirt shrank slightly.

Zhao Kangcheng continued: "He will definitely be able to invest in a good family in the next life, and the parents of that family will definitely love him like us, so don't blame yourself anymore......" He kissed the top of Cai Xiaoxiao's head, "I will also be very heartbroken if you are like this, and he will also be uneasy for the child......"

"I see." Cai Xiaoxiao said sullenly in his chest, she suddenly thought of Zhao Wang's family, and said, "Mother-in-law, she ...... She didn't know the news yet, and she might be very happy to think that she was finally waiting for her grandson, but she didn't expect ......"

Zhao Kangcheng hugged her and tightened his hands slightly, and said, "Since this is the case, then we ...... Work harder, and the next time I go back, I really bring a grandson to her old man's house. ”

“…… Well. Cai Xiaoxiao nodded slightly.

Zhao Kangcheng blinked his eyes a little sour, then lowered his head, buried his head in her neck, and breathed in the scent that belonged to her.

The two hugged each other quietly on the bed, neither of them parting from the other, until Cai Dong's voice came from outside the door: "Madam, master, the meal has been prepared, can you bring it in now?" ”

Only then did the two let go of each other, Zhao Kangcheng helped Cai Xiaoxiao lean on the head of the bed, and then covered her with the quilt before saying, "Come in." ”

"Squeak-" The door was pushed open, Cai Qiu and Cai Dong walked in with food, Zhao Kangcheng put a small desk on the bed and placed it, and Cai Qiu and Cai Dong put the food on the small table.

It was all some light food, and Cai Xiaoxiao found that there was still a bowl of medicine on the side.

Cai Dong said: "Madam, the doctor said that you have to drink this medicine before eating." After saying this, she and Cai Qiu retreated, because they knew that there would be Zhao Kangcheng next.

Zhao Kangcheng picked up the bowl of medicine and asked Cai Xiaoxiao: "Do you drink it yourself or will I feed it?" ”

"I'll drink it myself." Chinese medicine is too bitter, if you feed it spoonful by spoonful, wouldn't it be a kind of torture? So she's still bored.

Reaching out to take the medicine, Cai Xiaoxiao pinched her nose and drank it all in one gulp.

After Cai Xiaoxiao finished drinking the medicine, Zhao Kangcheng hurriedly handed her the porridge: "Drink the porridge and rinse your mouth." Then he placed the clean medicine bowl on the table in the room.

Cai Xiaoxiao took a small sip of the porridge and drank it, the porridge had a faint sweetness, which was not very obvious, but it could wash away the bitterness in her mouth, so she unconsciously drank all the bowls of porridge.

When Zhao Kangcheng saw it, he smiled with relief, and then asked her, "Do you still want to eat?" ”

Cai Xiaoxiao shook her head and said, "It's full." ”

Zhao Kangcheng nodded and said, "Then you can rest for a while." Then he sat down opposite Cai Xiaoxiao, picked up his chopsticks, and began to prepare other food on the table.