It rained heavily in the middle of the night.

In the vast alley, she walked alone, from south to north, and finally fainted in a dead end. She thought, as tough as she is, I'm afraid that she will never be able to get out of this dead end again. The raindrops crackled into her eyes, and she still held the letter in her hand, the paper was drenched, black, and long gone. But the word was more like a knife, chiseled into her heart, and the flesh and blood were blurred.

Shen Yuchen died, and the master only regarded her as a chess piece. In her life, her family was ruined, abandoned, deceived, and tricked, and she was really lonely and miserable.

"Yuchen, I'm really tired, so tired...... Just let me go to you, or you can pick me up, okay? ”

She really seemed to see a shadow slowly coming out of the rain and mist, the outline becoming clearer and clearer, he was wearing a white robe, like an apricot blossom wet by the rain. She held out her hand to him, and he held her hand so tightly that it was warm as charcoal on such a cold night.

"Yu Marks!" She screamed like this, and when she raised her eyes again, the sun was already high.

"You're awake." A handkerchief was handed over.

She narrowed her aching eyes, only to find that there was someone sitting at the head of the bed, it was Dong Changlin. She became more and more in a trance, looked around, and it took a long time to wake up, remembering the here and now, she pulled the handkerchief, wiped her eyes fiercely, and then looked at the sunlight leaking from the window, her eyes quickly turned red again, she only said lightly: "The sunlight is really poisonous, it hurts my eyes." "I don't know who to explain.

Dong Changlin is thinner than a year ago, he used to be like a thin bamboo, without wind and rain, but also clear and chic, in just one year, he seems to have withered quickly, and even looking at her with a yellow-brown dead air.

The two of them have a tacit understanding, and they don't mention Qingyuan Town, as if Dong Guosheng's death is like this, and the soul of the Xu family is no longer a chasm between them.

Dong Changlin proposed: "The weather outside is very good, do you want to go out to bask in the sun, now I live here, the backyard is full of apricot trees, this season, the apricots are already yellow, just right to entertain you." ”

Ping Yan got out of bed and looked at the furnishings in the room that were the same as before, and couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.

Dong Changlin said with emotion: "This can be regarded as a little selfishness on my part, I know that this house was rented by Yuchen for you to live in, and it carries too many memories of you, and I can't allow me to get involved in destruction." But don't worry, I have never touched anything here, I just want to die in your breath in the last few days, and I will get nothing in this life. ”

She turned her head to see his teary eyes, staring at her from afar. He quickly looked away and went out the door.

Ping Yan followed, and the two of them took a few wrong steps, and followed not far away. The apricot grove in the backyard was full of yellow fruits, he picked the best ripe, wiped it carefully, handed it to her, and said, "Don't worry, it's not sour at all." ”

Under the apricot tree under the patio that year, he also personally picked the largest and best ripened apricot on the tree, turned back and handed it to her with a smile, and said in a doting and gentle tone: Sister don't worry, it's not sour at all.

She stared at the apricot in his hand, and said to the gods: "Brother Kyushu, in fact, I know it's you." ”

He shook his fingers, and the apricot bones rolled to her feet, she bent down to pick them up, took a few steps forward, and her tone was cold, but her eyes were clearly full of tears, "Yuji has told me everything......" She wanted to say something more, but she couldn't say anything. The so-called life is like a play, unpredictable, and it is probably nothing more than that.

Dong Changlin's face turned pale, standing under the apricot tree and swaying, the wind and the leaves moved, he supported the trunk of the tree, and lowered his eyes silently until the wind calmed down and raised his head, "So, my sister should kill me, I have lived for all these years, it is really against the way of heaven." ”

Ping Yan hooked her lips slightly, "I won't kill you, but I won't forgive you either." I am willing to let go of the Dong family, I am willing to let you go, I don't want to be like Dong Guosheng. She approached him, "Actually, I have been lying to you from the beginning, I have never had amnesia, I always remember that I am Xu Pingyan, I approached you just to take revenge and kill the Dong family." ”

"Sure enough." Dong Changlin looked at her, his eyes were slightly wet, and he mocked, "In my life, I often dare not look back, it is all nightmares." I often feel that I am also dreaming now, as long as I wait quietly for the dream to wake up, I will no longer be Dong Changlin, I don't know Shen Yuchen, and I have never met you. ”

"It's good to dream, if you think about this life carefully, it's actually better than a short-lived good dream." She turned around, clenched the apricot in her hand, and walked calmly, "I and you, never see each other again." ”

She didn't look at Dong Changlin's expression, but the wind rose again, slightly stronger, filling the courtyard with Xiao Xiao, blowing her eyes with pain. He seemed to call her sister behind him, and it didn't seem to be, like the wind, but it didn't matter.

Tan'er was waiting anxiously, and when she saw her coming back, she hurriedly greeted: "Sister is back, if you don't come back, I'll go out to find it." ”

"How's it going?"

Tan'er was stunned, "Sister thinks well, early this morning, Shen Yucheng took people to Guangong Temple." He was angry again, "We have seen the wrong black-robed man, and we are so inclined to follow the flames and pick up all the high branches!" ”

She didn't react much, as if she had expected it. She has already experienced a lot of things like people's hearts being separated from their stomachs.

As he was talking, Shen Yucheng suddenly burst in, his expression gloomy. Ping Yan motioned for Tan'er to go out and pour tea herself, "What's wrong?" ”

"What about Liu Muyun?" He shook the teacup and shattered it.

Ping Yan said: "It's dead." "Hold the pot and pour it again.

"Dead?" His tone suddenly rose, and he grabbed her wrist, "You went to see him last night, didn't you?" The Guangong Temple in the west of the city was originally you testing me? ”

Ping Yan smiled faintly, "The eldest young master can't help but think too highly of himself, I know what kind of person you are." What I tested was the black-robed man, it turned out that the tree was really falling and scattered, and as soon as Yu Scar died, he found his next home so quickly. ”

He pinched her jaw hard and stared into her eyes, "What the hell are you trying to do!" ”

Her smile became more and more peaceful, "I don't want to do anything, I just want to be a good Buddha." ”

"It was better to do so!" He leaned closer to her, his eyes sharp as knives, "Don't think about playing any tricks with me, this will not be good for you, and it will not be good for the Buddha!" Spin let go of her and strode away.

She rubbed the back of her hand against her jaw as if a bed bug had just crawled there.

Two days later, in the evening, she and Nie Caidie went to the cinema to watch a movie, after the end of the show, it was already neon, the autumn was getting cooler, the paulownia leaves were green, they walked under the street lamp, the shadow was stretched thin, more and more thin and helpless.

"The heroine in the movie is really admirable, desperate for love, although the ending is not so satisfactory, but she has finally fought for it, and she has no regrets." Nie Caidie sighed.

Ping Yan said: "Yes, but there are not many things that can be fulfilled in this world, so it's good to die without regrets." ”

"But we all have regrets." Nie Caidie smiled bitterly.

Ping Yan looked at her eyes full of tears, "I've thought about it, I'm willing to give it a try and help you rescue Brother Mu, as for Mu Sheng, I can't do anything, now the Mu family building will fall, and the butterfly fire will also die, and it is destined to be unable to return to its former glory, and that's all I can do." Thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, the fate is like this, it is difficult to turn over. I hope you can let go of everything here and go as far as possible. ”

Nie Caidie held her hands and trembled slightly, "Ping Yan, thank you." "I'm willing to let go of everything, but I don't know if he's willing." ”

Ping Yan patted the back of her hand, and the pain in her heart was intertwined, "Actually, as long as each other lives, everything has a chance." Being alive is the most important thing. ”

Nie Caidie knew that she was comparing herself, so she changed her words and said: "How do you want to save him, let's discuss it in advance, it's not an easy task." ”

"You don't have to worry about that. Since I said so, there is a perfect way, just wait for my news. ”

In just three days, Mu Ziguo was released from prison in the evening, ragged and covered in blood, which can be described as torture. At this time, the sunset was burning, Nie Caidie and Ping Yan were waiting outside the prison, seeing someone coming, Nie Caidie burst into tears, ran over and threw herself into his arms, just crying.

Mu Zicheng cast his gaze at Ping Yan, and the two met their eyes and nodded slightly, both worth a thousand words. After a few backs and forths, he finally landed on her shoulder and pressed it hard, as if it were an exchange of words.

Nie Caidie stroked his face, her face full of tears, "Zicheng, you don't know how scared I am." ”

"Am I not still alive? Don't be afraid. There was a gentle smile in his eyes.

"Thanks to Ping Yan, if it weren't for her, I really don't know what to do."

Nie Caidie took his arm and slowly stepped forward. Ping Yan also greeted her, "You have suffered, but you are finally in danger." ”

Mu Zicheng stared at her deeply, "I want to know how you rescued me, if it costs too much to get me out, then I'd rather die inside." ”

Ping Yan looked at the scar across his face, it was really ugly and terrifying, thinking that in the past two years, almost all the people around her were scarred, dead, scattered, and now alive, either betrayed and separated, or tacitly, can intersect with life and death, Mu Zicheng can be regarded as one.

"No matter how big the price is, it is not as important as human life, and this price doesn't matter to me, your Mu family has fallen, this price doesn't matter to you, it's better not to know than to worry about it after you know it." sighed and said: "I'm relieved to see you come out, I should go, and if I don't go back to the Buddha, it's time to make trouble." ”

After she went back, she saw Tan'er standing on the side and was uneasy, Shen Yucheng was happy, sitting on the edge of the soft couch, holding Buddha Sheng in one hand and shaking a rattle in the other hand to tease him, and the room was full of laughter for a while. Seeing her eyes, Tan'er quietly went out, Shen Yucheng glanced at her lightly, and continued to shake the rattle, "Little Buddha, little Buddha, you look exactly like your father when he was a child." ”

Ping Yan stepped forward and said, "Why are you here?" "Side took the Buddha's life.

Shen Yucheng straightened up, straightened his clothes, and said, "Naturally, I miss you." ”

She raised her eyes and smiled lightly, "I probably guessed what you came to do, didn't you just want to ask me what I said to Xu Dashuai after I stayed in the study for so long today?" Why did he agree to let Mu Zicheng go as soon as I came out? ”

"I asked you last time, what did you say in the study, why did he stop pursuing Xizong's affairs so easily, you overshadowed it in a few words, if I am not mistaken, this is probably one thing, that is the dignified emperor of the three provinces of Jiangbei, you are just a woman, there will not be so many conditions to negotiate with him. Then you should have told me today. ”

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