Chapter 831 I can't sleep with the same pillow in life, and I hope to be able to meet again after death

After the video with the two little guys, Su Lazy couldn't sleep, wrapped in a blanket and walked out of the room, and suddenly thought of sitting under the old maple tree before.

Before he took a few steps, he saw Shan Moyan wearing a thin retro buckle cardigan, sitting on an iron chair under the tree with loose linen household pants at will, and his facial features were plated with a layer of dim light, which made people not see it really, and there was a faint sense of depression and vicissitudes all over his body.

He has a star and moon Bodhi bracelet hanging on his thick tiger's mouth, which has been shiny for many years, and moves slowly.

Su Lazy looked at him quietly, as if he did not belong to the world, he had a feeling of being transcendent from the heavens and Buddhas.

It seemed not difficult for her to imagine how lonely the man was sitting under this tree until the light of day on a snowy day, and she was probably the only one in that sour heart.

A gust of cold wind swept by, Su lazy's body trembled, instinctively wrapped the blanket tightly, and walked towards the man.

Before he could speak, Shan Moyan raised his head first. Su Lazy couldn't understand whether he was looking at her or at the stars in the sky, his eyes were cold, revealing the misery of a widower.

Su Lazy was reluctant to blame him after all, and said in a low voice: "If my sister can see it in the sky, I don't want to see you abuse your own body like this." ”

"Do you believe that when a person dies, he can really go to another world?" Shan Moyan's voice was low, full of sadness, as if he was talking to himself, "I don't believe in gods and Buddhas or fate in my life, I only believe in myself." It wasn't until she was gone that I wished there really was heaven or hell in this world. So that when I die, I will be able to see her and the child. ”

Only in this way will this endless suffering come to an end.

There is hope for the rest of my life.

Life can't sleep with the same pillow to go to the white head, and after death, I hope to be able to meet again and tell a story or two.

This is the only hope that he can deceive himself in this humble life.

The man's voice was soft, ethereal as if he didn't belong to this world, but it hit her heart word by word, stirring her heart to pain.

He hurts, and she is so good.

Suddenly, her face approached Shan Moyan, causing him to instinctively retreat.

"Go back and take medicine and sleep. If I find out that you didn't do this......" As he spoke, Su Lazy tore off the blanket, put his hands on the denim jacket he wore in the morning, and paused deliberately before saying, "I will tell Su Jingshu that you have seen my body." ”

Shan Moyan instantly felt a little chill on his body, and he couldn't tell if it was due to the weather or Su Lazy's words, he looked at her in disbelief, and his expression seemed to say: I never thought that there would be such a brazen and shameless person in the world!

Shan Moyan avoided Su Lazy in disgust, got up silently, and walked in the direction of the room.

Su Lazy turned around and saw a little monk standing at the entrance, with a calm expression, his hands folded, and he bowed slightly: "Amitabha, the body is skinny, and the parents who receive it should be cherished." ”

"Little monk, remember to watch your senior brother take medicine and sleep!" Su lazy shouted at the top of his throat, looking playful, but when he turned around and looked up at the starry sky, tears fell silently.

In the middle of the night, the phone rang >

Su lazy poked it open, from [The World's Most Beautiful Cub Yuanyuan Little Gongju]: Mommy, Daddy is more romantic than the male protagonist of Korean dramas, you must marry him!

[The most beautiful mommy in country C] replied: If you don't sleep after 10 o'clock, you will be punished for not eating candy for a month @ [calm brother Xiaotuanzi] will be supervised by you.

The most beautiful cub in the world, the round little princess, cried like a kindergarten friend with a "whoosh". I want to talk with more like-minded people about "Abstinence Boss Raw!" Spoiled wife, no lower limit", WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chatting about life, looking for confidants~