Although the starry sky gradually dissolves into the morning light, I can still see the bright light of the stars when I close my eyes.

I've been sitting on my balcony lately and looking at the night sky covered by thick clouds without a hint of starlight. It turns out that you can't find stars here in winter, and I seem to have forgotten what the stars look like, but I've only seen them in books.

Rumor has it that this year's snow came very early, earlier than usual. She said she didn't like winter to come so early that she would be uncomfortable and unlucky the next year. I said that she was a fallacy, and it was not reasonable at all. Does the early arrival of the first snow have any connection with her second year?

My mother called me and asked me if I was cold, and said that she had paid me to buy more thick clothes to wear. I suddenly remembered that I rarely took the initiative to call back lately, and I always answered when my family called. Mom asked me if I was busy, and I said no. She then asked me if I was in love.

I was taken aback.

All of a sudden, I forgot that there was such a thing. Hurriedly shook his head into the phone and said, no. She went on to ask, "Were the boys who took care of you when you were sick classmates?" ”

"Friends, ordinary friends."

Well, I know, it's very unconvincing to say that men and women are ordinary friends. Because in the parents' generation, there was no friendship between men and women. Isn't it often said that as long as it is a boyfriend and a girlfriend, it is possible to develop into a romantic relationship.

"Okay, you've grown up, and your mother can't take care of it too much, but girls must know how to cherish and protect themselves. If it's good, of course my mother agrees......"

I held my phone in silence and listened to her finish.

At the end, she said, "Auntie is also here, you can talk to her......

"Mom, Mom..."I quickly interrupted her before she handed her phone to my aunt, and made an excuse for myself: "I'm going to class, we'll talk next time." Before she could reply, I hung up. I don't know what I'm afraid of or what I'm running away from, I just don't know how to deal with her anyway.

I held my phone in my hand and pressed it against my heart, I felt my heart beating so fast, every time I beat it, I felt like my heart was about to jump out.

Until someone slapped me on the shoulder, I reflexively screamed. When I turned my head and saw that it was a rumor with a face that opened wide in shock, I breathed a sigh of relief.

"Are you a thief? Who did you just call? Isn't that handsome guy? She asked me a lot of questions.

"It's not." I waved my hand, "It's my mom." ”

She didn't believe me, and reached out to the tip of my nose, "You're lying, why are you talking to your mother as if you've done something shady by stealing something?" ”

"Is it also unsightly for me to talk to Yi Ran?" I didn't have the heart to ask. It's not going to be embarrassing to talk on the phone normally. It's not because I've done something unseemly, it's because I'm afraid to face people who don't know how to deal with them.

She opened her mouth wide, and her eyes were shy, "It turns out that the handsome guy is called Yi Ran, a guy who doesn't recruit himself." ”

I really didn't expect her to gossip even more after she grew up a year old.

"Let's go sing tonight, my brother's birthday, I want to sing."

I knew she loved singing, I just didn't expect to like it that much.

Tonight? Isn't it Christmas Eve?

"Is your brother Santa Claus?" I asked without a clue.

"You stupid, haven't you ever seen someone on Christmas Eve?" She patted me on the head.

I scratched my head, "Of the people I know, Ge Muyang is the first." ”

She rolled her eyes hard at her.

Because I learned about his birthday at the moment, I didn't have any gifts for him. Besides, my courtesy is not heavy, and I guess it doesn't mean anything for him to accept it. So, I didn't buy anything, and stood aside leisurely and watched Ge Yu and Li Ci pick out gifts.

They probably didn't look at me anymore and dragged me to pick out a present.

"Pick!" Ge Yu threw me a word.

I stared at her speechlessly for ten seconds, then at the product, still not knowing what to do.

"You can choose the gifts, and I will pay the money." Ge Yu patted his not thick chest and said.

"What's embarrassing, I'll just pay for it myself."

She smiled and laughed a little scary at me.

said that he was picking a gift for Ge Muyang, but in the end, it developed into a mood that Ge Yu couldn't stop liking when he saw something he liked, and he had completely put his brother aside. See, people are like that, you may be able to keep silent about what you hate, but you can't turn a blind eye to what you like.

Especially those who like it.

But I really don't know what to give to Ge Muyang as a gift, because I don't know much about him. Trying to remember what he looked like in his mind, all I could think of was his cunning and vicious personality, and the earrings on his ears that would sparkle when he laughed. Wait a minute... Earring? I think I know what to give him.

So in the end, I chose to send him studs.

When I was picking out a gift, I also picked out an extra Christmas gift, and while the chestnut porcelain and the song didn't find out, I secretly put another gift in the bag. It's like carefully packing up their minds, so that none of them know.

When I handed the gift to Ge Muyang in front of everyone, his overjoyed expression stunned me a little. It made me think that he was not as annoying as I thought, and that he might not be the type of person I hated.

In front of everyone, he took off the tapered earrings he was wearing, and replaced them with the stud earrings in the shape of the letter "G" that I gave him, because the letter "G" is Ge Muyang's "Ge". Since I've known him, I've always watched him change and wear earrings, and the only one who hasn't worn studs has ever been. I've seen a lot of guys with pierced ears and studs, like Yi Ran. But my impression of Ge Muyang is wearing earrings that can be swayed back and forth under the earlobe. Therefore, I have always felt that Ge Muyang is a boy with a demonic spirit in the morning mist. Under the light, the otherwise lifeless stud earrings shone brightly because of his beautiful smile.

It seems that my decision was wrong, he is a demon in the first place, and even if he wears stud earrings, he is still evil.

"Is it pretty?" He asked me with a smile on his face.

"I don't have a good eye." I was so narcissistic that I looked up at him and smiled triumphantly. Then I saw Ge Muyang stunned for a moment, and then he smiled inexplicably.

Until a slap in the back that drew a rumor.

"You're the best at it." I turned my head strangely to look at her, her mouth open and closed, and she spoke with lips, and I could almost conclude without thinking that the shape of her mouth was saying: Yi Ran.

It was like I was electrocuted, and my heart became strange.

When the cake was opened, a few boys kept surrounding me and said sorry, but it was not a loss, and said that I had misunderstood. I stared at them for a long time before I finally recognized that they were the boys who sat around Ge Muyang on Ge Muyang's birthday and watched the excitement. I treat it coldly, and I really don't have a good impression of this type of boy.

I don't know why I always feel so cold, maybe I haven't adapted to the winter here. It's like I don't know how to deal with my aunt who was once yelled at by me but gave me a slap in the face.

Groping for the phone in his pocket, bored looking through the address book. Ge Yu is a person who goes crazy, and once she picks up the microphone, she definitely doesn't put it down, the absolute KTV queen, the legendary Maiba. Ge Muyang smiled like a flower, standing in the middle surrounded by stars holding the moon, he almost wanted to move, and someone followed him, I suddenly wanted to laugh. The chestnut porcelain sitting next to me didn't know when it had left, and I didn't know where it had gone, maybe it was outside, maybe it was in the bathroom.

I checked the phone records one by one, and when my finger swiped the word "Yi Ran", I paused, and suddenly wanted to call him. Listen to his voice, and wonder for a little where he is now...... Just when I was in a daze, Li Tao sat down next to me and called me, "Sister Xiyuan." ”

I looked at him blankly, and it took me a while to react, and I hurriedly said, "Why don't you play with them?" ”

He waved his hand and said, "I'm not used to this kind of occasion. ”

I stroked his hair like a child and said, "Good boy, then sit here with my big sister, haha." "I laughed so badly.

He squinted and smiled and interrupted my smugness, interrupted my stinky self-reverie, and said, "My sister is right, you are not only cute, but also child-like." ”

Chestnut porcelain, what the hell did you instill in your brother.

I held out three fingers and dangled them in front of his eyes, "I'm three years older than you, three years old." He deliberately said the three words very clearly and loudly, as if he couldn't hear them.

He smiled and looked at me like crazy.

After that, he whispered in my ear: "Sister Xiyuan, what do you think of Li Yiqian in your dormitory?" ”

"What?" I wonder if I misheard.

He immediately denied: "Nothing. ”

I nodded thoughtfully, biting my thumb and thinking: "Do you like Li Yiqian......" I didn't have a question, nor was it an affirmation, but I obviously heard what he just said, so I chewed the food like a camel and thought about the sentence just now a few times before I spoke slowly.

His face turned red. Well, I decided not to tease him, his mind is too easy to guess.

I stood up and patted his nervous stiff shoulder, teasing him to cheer him up, "Come on." ”

Ge Muyang took time out of his busy schedule to find me, he seemed to be in a good mood, and he was a little drunk. Although he was not very drunk, when he opened his mouth to speak, he exhaled a faint smell of wine.

"There's something I forgot I didn't tell you." He said to me with his elbows on the wall, his head propped up.

"What's the matter?" I glanced at him.

"The day after your phone fell into my hands, your aunt sent you a message......

I interrupted him: "Why didn't I see it in my inbox." ”

He touched his hair and smiled embarrassedly: "... I accidentally deleted..."Before he finished speaking, I grabbed his neck, and he was shaken by me and dizzy, and intermittently spit out the following words: "... I'm sorry, I'm not... I'll tell you..."

He killed me!

I thought my aunt had been angry with me, so she didn't reply to my message. It turned out that she replied to my message, but because of my carelessness, the phone fell into the hands of someone else, and the message was deleted when I came back. It's all Ge Muyang, the culprit, that I just changed my opinion of him a little bit. At this moment, my aunt must have thought that I was still angry with her as a child.

Thinking about it, I got angry, grabbed his hand and shook it desperately, interrogating him: "... Say! Have you read my message? ”

"No, I just didn't read it before I wanted to delete it, but I deleted it all with one click."

I was so angry that I almost turned my back and slapped him on the back.

Fingers quickly and fluently found Auntie's number in the mobile phone, and began to hesitate before pressing OK. What should I say? What should I say in the first sentence? After saying the first sentence, wouldn't it be embarrassing to have nothing to say in the second sentence?

Ge Muyang looked at me holding the phone in a daze, his fingers were frozen in mid-air and he didn't press it, he opened his mouth and opened his mouth: "What?" Don't you fight? ”

I shook it hard, held the phone in my hand, reached out to the door, and ordered Ge Muyang: "Go in." ”

In the end, I wrote a long message and sent it to her. I repeated and double-checked it several times, reading it word by word, for fear that if I mistyped any word, she would misunderstand what I meant. After confirming that it is correct, I press OK and send it.

It was a five-minute wait, as if it were a lifetime away.

All around me was the sound of singing from every room, but I still felt that my world was so quiet, so quiet that only the sound of my seemingly unsteady breathing remained.

Five minutes later, I received a reply from my aunt, only a few words: Go home early for the New Year, my baby and I are going to sleep, good night.

I felt a sense of relief, and I burst into tears.

Looking out the window at the ledge at the end of the corridor at the unfathomable dark night sky, I remembered those star-like eyes again. Twinkle and twinkle, shiny, as if the sky was full of little stars smiling at me.

I really want to give him a call......

The sudden vibration and ringing of my phone startled me. The phone, which I had been carrying in my arms all along, kept vibrating on my chest, making me sore.

The two shiny words on the screen jumped into my field of vision and made me overjoyed.

I didn't have time to say hello to them and slipped away alone because of a phone call from one person.

When I arrived, he was standing under the street lamp, his tall figure shrouded in goose-yellow lights, and the snow was flying all over the sky, and the snowflakes fell on the shoulders of his black cotton trench coat. It gave me the illusion that he was an angel who had come to save me.

"I'm sorry to call you out so late." Seeing me panting, he apologized to me first.

"It's okay, I just sang with my friends at 'Let's Sing'."

"I just came out of it too..."

What is this called, not meeting each other without chance? It's obviously close at hand, but it's always far away.

I walked side by side with him, and in the darkness of the night, under the light, our shadows were stretched out. None of us spoke, just walked like that. Consciously or unconsciously, I took a step further when he took a step, so much so that I wanted to lower the height difference between me and him. The way it behaves is childish. No way, I've found that I've been particularly prone to childish things lately.

Just as I was continuing to do this, he suddenly spoke: "Don't you ask why I called you out?" ”

Who says I don't want to ask? I was tempted to ask, but I was waiting for him to say.

"Why?" I couldn't help but ask before he could speak.

"I suddenly want to see you......" He paused for a moment to hear my heartbeat suddenly accelerate, and then he pressed his palm on the top of my head, and said something that made me laugh and cry: "I want to see if you have grown taller in so many days." With that, he burst out laughing.

I didn't feel a hint of anger in his smile. This ecstatic mood, such a strange feeling, I must not be sick......

He spoke again, "Merry Christmas." ”

Then he put a hat on my head, and I reached out and touched it, but my heart blossomed.

My heart became so strange, and slowly unfolded in his smile, little by little. It was like a boiling milk froth, tumbling and expanding, and finally filling the container that my heart could bear......

"Actually, it's my birthday." He took his phone and looked at the time, and I caught a glimpse of it being exactly twelve o'clock.

"Happy Birthday!" I say.

"Thank you."

I suddenly thought of something, and took out the gift I bought from the bag because I thought it was very suitable when I was choosing Ge Muyang's gift. This, I wonder if it's a coincidence?

"What is this?"

"Gifts, my Christmas present for you." It's just that I didn't expect that his birthday was the same day as Christmas, and it was actually one day different from Ge Muyang. I used to make fun of Ge Muyang if Ge Muyang is Santa Claus, it seems that the real Santa Claus is Yi Ran.

He took the gift I handed him, looking puzzled. I know he has a lot to ask.

"I happened to want to buy a gift when I went to the mall today, and I thought it was suitable for you, so I bought it, I was originally preparing a Christmas gift, but I didn't expect to meet your birthday today." I explained.

In the wind and snow, he gently hugged me in his arms. He lowered his head, his breath hit my earburns, and he spoke in my ear, his voice soft and subtle: "Thank you, it's good to know you." ”

For the first time, I felt so close to my heart, I listened to his heartbeat, felt my heart beat stronger than his, and I knew that I was hopeless.

My heart had long since turned into a puddle of blood, diluted by his gentle words. I felt like I was sitting on a pirate ship, swinging back and forth from slow to urgent, like coming to the stormy sea, sometimes rushing to the peak of the waves, and my heart could no longer be calm.

I know, I like a person, his name is Yi Ran.