When I went to the ward, Yin Hui was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at some documents that I don't know. Her expression looked a little lost, and when she saw me coming in, she hurriedly put the documents into her bag.

I asked her, "Did you borrow the money?" She nodded, and I asked her, "Who did you borrow it?" She didn't say anything, but instead told me, "I'm done with this while, and when I'm free, you can go back and rest, and you don't have to come back during the day." ”

I didn't answer, so she asked me instead, "How are you doing at the clinic?" I skimmed my surprise and hidden, "How do you know I'm going to the clinic?" Did I tell you? ”

"Ah, you said it yourself two days ago."

"Oh...... I forgot, do you think I'm really sick? ”

Yin Hui said calmly: "I'm not a professional either, so I don't judge favorably. Your memory...... Figure it out for yourself. But you don't have to be too sensitive, it's the same as a cold and fever, and it's the same as a normal person. I asked her, "Do you mean that I have a mental illness?" ”

She hurriedly explained: "I didn't say it, I just think you look a little strange, like two people." Without thinking, I blurted out, "Two people? So which do you prefer? ”

She stared at me stunned, a hint of embarrassment in the air. She paused for a moment and said, "Isn't it all you, Ding Xiaofei, you see that in your subconscious, you have already admitted that you have two selves, and you can decide whether you are sick or not." I don't know what happened to you, but I hope you can be positive and optimistic, you're still so young. There are a lot of problems that you have to face head-on, but there is nothing you can't get over. ”

I can't be interested in such a didactic topic, and of course I know my own situation. I turned to ask her curiously, "Can you tell me about Qin Yuan?" Are you happy with him in your married life? ”

The expression on which she gave me back was mixed, with a hint of melancholy, a hint of bitterness, but more than that, a hint of joy.

She took the patient's hand and said, "This topic is often talked about, but I don't know exactly what happiness looks like. However, I am content with the state of our lives at the moment. Qin Yuan is a barrister, very good, and very busy with work. He goes out early and returns late every day, and he works very hard. And most of the time, I clean up the housework at home, so that he has no worries and can work hard with confidence. Occasionally, when I help my dad with the company, our house would become a mess, with smelly clothes and socks thrown everywhere. Yin Hui's intriguing smile was stored at the corner of her mouth, making me feel slightly embarrassed.

She turned to look at me and continued to talk in a preachy tone: "Living a life is pots and pans, firewood, rice, oil and salt." Every day I call him and pinch him to cook when he gets off work. I know that when he goes home, he often has to go through the case file overnight, which saves time and allows him to rest earlier and not be so tired. Watching him eat my cooking and gobble it up, I felt very happy. Some women also have a sense of accomplishment in running a house, and of course I belong to that type of woman. The male protagonist and the female protagonist are the traditions left by our Chinese since ancient times, and they are also the concepts that my mother instilled in me since childhood. On weekends, we often go to visit Qin Yuan's parents, in fact, occasionally after work on weekdays, when he is hungry for his mother's cooking, we will also drive to accompany the old couple and eat by the way. He is a filial son, and I feel very happy when we talk and watch TV as a family of four. We are a family of four, and we are happy, not sick or sick. We don't have to make a living, and we don't have big family conflicts, and our lives are quite comfortable. ”

This large paragraph, under Yin Hui's narration, is very pleasant. The corners of her mouth were always filled with a subtle smile, perhaps the meaning of happiness in her mouth.

I have been listening carefully throughout the whole process, but I have not found any space for Yin Hui's self, and my heart is filled with a trace of guilt.

I asked her, "Why do I hear that you are living around Qin Yuan?" Yin Hui, don't you have your own way of life? She said for a long time: "Why do you want to divide mine and his, aren't we just a family." ”

I then asked her, "But as far as I know, your family conditions are far better than Qin Yuan's, don't you feel wronged?" Yin Hui said lightly: "My family also got rich halfway, and I also came from a hard life." Of course, it is not good to live without money, but it is not directly related to whether you live a good life or not. Living with two people, it is not about grievances or grievances, there must always be someone who pays more, isn't it? ”

Her understanding of marriage and life is far deeper than mine, and her concept is always counterintuitive, to be precise, it is different from my understanding of marriage and life. Many of her remarks are in conflict with the current concept of advocating money and the supremacy of status, and I have repeatedly thought about Yin Hui's subtle words......

She then added: "Ding Xiaofei, you are not married yet, so naturally you don't understand. "I thought to myself, I'm married, and I don't necessarily understand the meaning of your words.

I stopped thinking and turned my attention back to asking, "Did you really borrow the money?" Still reluctant to answer head-on, she asked me, "Why do you have so many questions today?" ”

I explained, "It's because I'm not married, so I'm curious, why is the relationship between you and Qin Yuan so deep?" I love listening to you, telling stories between you, and I'd like to hear them again when I get the chance, and I'm your loyal listener, and you won't keep it for me, huh? ”

"Okay." Yin Hui smiled, and I got up and waved goodbye to her.

I ended the conversation in a hurry because I received a message from Zhang Zheyi that I had to go to the appointment. I rushed to the address and went to a siu mai shop in Maixiang Village.

Hohhot's siu mai shops are dotted all over the streets, and these shops hide many time-tested delicacies. Among them, many restaurants do not have luxurious facades, relying on word of mouth and precipitated loyal diners. Some of them are really hidden in the downtown area, with a beautiful environment, high appearance and good taste. Maixiang Village is a low-key and simple shop with a low-key appearance, but a high-profile taste and reputation.

When I arrived, Zhang Zheyi had been waiting for a long time, and I could see that he was in a good mood. He seriously recounted the details of Shen Qian's entrustment, and he said very frankly: "Don't hide it from you, before this, my law firm has not been open for a long time. ”

I chatted with him and asked, "Hey, your daughter-in-law didn't bother you about this, did she?" Is everything okay at home? He said, "Women, it is inevitable to nag, and I will not take it to heart." My family is fine, and my daughter-in-law doesn't have time to trouble me now, so she can't keep herself busy. ”