Chapter 112: Luo Qiqi, You Are My Only Salvation! (8)
"That's right!"
"You're the first woman besides my grandma to care about me! Qiqi, I'm very happy. ”
Luo Qiqi: "......"
The first woman to care about him, besides his grandmother? What about Ji Xiangyang's mother? Don't care about him?
"What about your mother? Don't care about you? ”
Ji Xiangyang lowered his eyes: "She... Passed away! ”
"What about your father?"
"I don't have a father!"
Ji Xiangyang was a little excited, and he couldn't help but raise his voice: "I don't have a father!" No father! No! ”
Luo Qiqi: "......"
"Senior, are you alright?" She just asked his father, why was he so excited? Could it be that his father is the kind of man who abandons his wife and children? If so, then the senior does have a reason to hate him so much......
Ji Xiangyang realized that he was out of shape, and he forced himself to calm down: "I... I'm fine! Qiqi, it's almost class, I... I'll go back to the classroom first! After speaking, Ji Xiangyang didn't wait for Luo Qiqi to speak, and left Luo Qiqi's side directly, Luo Qiqi looked at Ji Xiangyang's back like running away, frowning, how did she feel, Ji Xiangyang seemed to have a lot on her mind?
Ji Xiangyang walked to the corner of the stairs, picked up the handkerchief given to him by Luo Qiqi, clenched it tightly, and there was a forbearance expression in his eyes.
Luo Qiqi, you know what? You are my only salvation, when I was about to give up, it was your appearance that made me live like a normal person, but when you mentioned my father, I realized that I was dirty, I was no longer a normal person,
I'm a pervert, a pervert,
A pervert for those men to have fun with...
It was my father who ruined me, so I hated him, hated him so much, hated him for dying, hated him for threatening me with my grandmother's life to do things I didn't like myself!
I was ridiculed and ridiculed by my former good brothers, who called me a pervert, and I wanted to tell them that I wasn't, but when I met their mocking eyes, I slowly accepted the fact that I was a pervert, because even if I told them what happened to me, my relationship with them, I would never go back to the way it used to be,
Sometimes I envy you, I can laugh happily, I can make so many people like you, if I am dark, then you are the only light that appears in my life,
Luo Qiqi, thank you very much for letting me spend this happy half a month, and thank you very much, being friends with me, I know, you don't like me, and I don't deserve to like you, but I don't know why, every time I see your smile, I really want to tell you what I mean for you......
Because I'm afraid that if I don't say it again, it will be too late!
I don't know if my next decision is the right one, but since I met you, I want to be a normal person, a normal person who is not so dirty!
Ji Xiangyang closed his eyes, tears silently crossed his cheeks, and when he opened his eyes again, he returned to his usual desperate appearance, he felt as if he had fallen into an abyss, no one went to that place, and no one could save him from the abyss, he could only save himself!
But what will be the cost of self-help?
He didn't know......
All he knew was that he was tired! If he wants to give up such a life, even if he only wants him to live a normal life for one day, he is willing!
……
What Ji Xiangyang was thinking in his heart, Luo Qiqi didn't know, if she knew, she would definitely stop Ji Xiangyang and prevent him from doing stupid things...