Chapter 093: I've never been so disappointed
The next day without Gu Anze, I miss him... Thinking about him... Thinking of him, I have never experienced this feeling of loss, there are thousands of emotions in my empty heart, I don't know where he went, what he was doing, what he was thinking, I don't know why I experienced such a sudden day, it's very uncomfortable, such a feeling, I really don't want to go on like this all the time, but I can't find him, I don't know what to do, I've said my useless words hundreds of times.
I got up listlessly, I wasn't in the mood to eat breakfast, so I went straight to school, what I was most afraid of was that Gu Anze would not come back as soon as he left like this, so it became my envy of Wu Na and Zhang Yanyi's love, it turned out that after the sweetness, there would really be suffering, I suddenly wanted to live like Wu Na, I don't know what I have experienced in the past few days, I was together a few days ago, and suddenly I disappeared, and I don't know where I went, but even if Gu Anze is not there, I still like him.......
After I came to school, I lay on the table with my head down, closed my eyes, Wu Na looked at Nan Enxi like this, and her heart was also very worried, I didn't know how to comfort her, let alone what I could say next to her, the whole class was still happy and frolicking as usual, and no one could detect that Nan Enxi was wrong.
Wu Na sat next to her and accompanied her, and didn't speak, hoping that her heart would feel better, Enxi's parents died when she was a child, and now Gu Anze disappeared, she didn't have to think about it, she must have felt very uncomfortable, I remember studying with her when I was a child, one day I asked for leave and didn't go to school, she anxiously begged the teacher to tell her where I was, to find me, how could I accept the fact that Gu Anze left because of such a young dependent, and I don't know why, just like this person suddenly disappeared, without any news.
"Enxi, maybe he doesn't have time to tell us something, don't be like this, I'm uncomfortable to look at you like this........"
I looked at Wu Na and looked very sad, I seemed to have affected Wu Na..... I smiled apologetically, took Wu Na's hand and said tremblingly, "I'm sorry, it affected you..... I just couldn't figure it out, and my heart was in a panic......"
"I know, so why don't we take leave to go out and get through?"
I nodded, because I didn't know what to do to attract my attention, and that's the only way to do it, so I didn't focus so much on Gu Anze... I'm not going to drink like those people who have this in the first place...... Without... With Wu Na comforting me, I might really be .....
In the afternoon, Wu Na took me to a place, she said that Zhang Yanyi had been with him, there was a temple on the top of the mountain, and the two of them made a wish there, saying that many people came to burn incense and worship the Buddha, praying for infinitely beautiful things to happen in the future.
Wu Na's face was very happy, she took my hand and walked to the road, and said to me, "Enxi, you know what? At that time, I came here, and I still liked Linsen, at that time, I accompanied Zhang Yanyi during the day, but who knew that Zhang Yanyi was sick at night, and my wish in the temple at that time was to be with Linsen, so ironic, but I came here I really want to know what Zhang Yanyi wrote that day. ”
I looked at Wu Na with a dark face, what kind of person, I wanted to accompany her to see what Zhang Yanyi wrote for a long time! No wonder she was so aggressive asking me to go out with her..... I was so mistaken about her..... I gave her a blank look and ignored her directly, but she gushed even more, I really wanted to slap her to death.
"Wu Na., are you here to accompany me, or are you here to ask me to accompany you??"
"Of course I'm here to accompany you, I see you're bored, so I'm going to tell you something about me, I'm afraid that if I talk about you, you'll be sad."
Can she die on the spot???
Finally chattering with her to the temple, I looked at many couples in front of me standing in front of the wishing fountain and making wishes, and my heart couldn't help but be touched.... Woo woo woo .... My boyfriend lost ..... Don't want me anymore, it's gone...... I can't find it, I'm very aggrieved...
I took Wu Na with my little hand, wrapped her around, and said with a little cry in my voice: "Wu Na, what should I do, I really miss him...."
Wu Na thought that she had talked so much nonsense with her when she came up just now, she had forgotten it, but she didn't expect to care so much, sure enough, Enxi really likes Gu Anze, Gu Anze's rabbit cub, suddenly disappeared, don't let me see you, otherwise I will cut you!!
I touched Enxi's head, gently stroked the tears she had just dropped, looked at Enxi, who was happy on weekdays, but today it turned into dark circles, and her spirit looked so haggard, without a little energy, and even very tired, I hugged her tightly in distress, wanting to give her a little warmth from my arms.
But..... She still cried, I think it's okay, the person who suddenly appeared in her life disappeared when she wanted to disappear, and suddenly felt a little distressed, Enxi has lost so much, Gu Anze, you must come back if you leave.....
"Wu Na, you know what..... In your life to give you sweet, will give you bitter, the more you care about something, the more life takes away from you, I don't have my parents, grandpa is also old, many things need me to accept and work hard, I really want Gu Anze, but I can't find him, I don't know why he is like this, I'm so heartbroken, I send him 200 messages every day, 10 calls, no one back to me, you know how bitter I am in my heart, I don't care how much grievance I have, there will be him behind me to support me, But why didn't he say a word to us, and told us not to worry, did you say he didn't want me...... Wu Na, what should I do, I really miss Gu Anze.... I can't calm myself down, I can't help crying every day when I look at the unanswered messages in the quilt, I can't sleep well these days, I can't eat well, I feel that the pigs and dogs are not as good, Wu Na, you tell me, what to do, woo woo.............."
Nan Enxi's tears flowed onto Wu Na's clothes, there was no longer a smile on her face, it was not the happy Nan Enxi last week, and it was not Nan Enxi who was joking every day, Gu Anze's absence in the past few days has made her collapse, how can the person she loves so much, the person who is engraved on the tip of her heart, not miss it.......
"Alright, alright, shall we go make a wish? Hope he'll come back, okay? Don't cry, Eunxi.... I'm very uncomfortable with you like this. ”
I know that Wu Na is comforting me, but my tears just can't stop flowing out, and the sobbing is getting louder and louder, I have never cried like this when I grow so big, I cry so heartbreakingly, I don't dare to tell my grandfather what happened to me, I'm really in a hurry, I'm dying, Gu Anze, please reply to my message!!
Nan Enxi shrunk into a ball like a hedgehog, her shoulders trembled slightly, and occasionally there was a sob, a cry. It was she crying, a cry that she forcibly suppressed and finally couldn't suppress, a kind of tearing cry, shrouded next to this wishing tree, tears fell out of her eyes one by one, I didn't want to wipe it off, I didn't want to stop crying, I just wanted to vent my thoughts about Gu Anze.
I don't know how long it took, my tears had dried up, and the tears on my face were blown dry in the wind, I don't know if the wind didn't allow tears or if I didn't even have the qualifications to shed tears, I let go of Wu Na, put my hands together in front of the wishing fountain, and silently made a wish.
Wu Na looked at Enxi's appearance, and her heart was also very distressed, but at least she was making a wish, I hope Enxi is very happy, she has lost a lot of childhood and love that children should have in her life, I know that Gu Anze gave it to her, after Grandpa An left, what Enxi can rely on is us, and we are the ones who can play, I don't want her to become untalkative and silent, Gu Anze, you really ..... Is it just gone..... Do you know how much Enxi misses you..... Are you really willing to give her up..... I must find out the reason why Gu Anze left suddenly..... Can't let Eunxi be like this........
I looked at the wishing tree and acquiesced in my heart: May the person I like be the one who will be happy to accompany me for a lifetime in the future, may the person I like be the person who will accompany me through joys and sorrows in the future, I hope that my future is him, forever and forever will be him, the wishing tree, if you can hear it, can you tell him? No matter what important happens, I'll be with him, come back soon, okay? Gu Anze.........
Then I squeezed out a hard smile and said to Wu Na, "I'm hungry..... I want to eat, I want to eat a lot, a lot, and I want Zhang Yanyi to have a treat, you are not allowed to defend your husband. ”
Wu Na's eyes were full of surprise, but she immediately recovered, and said with a high-minded smile: "Okay, okay, okay, I'll let him pay for whatever you eat, how about we eat a big meal for him to eat poor." ”
I put my hand on Wu Na's shoulder, nodded and said, "I haven't eaten a big meal that eats people poor, so I have to try it, not to mention that my Wu Na's husband has a treat hahahaha." ”
Wu Na hurriedly called Zhang Yanyi to come out.
Zhang Yanyi, who was busy with a meeting, saw that it was his wife's phone, and immediately answered it, and his face turned black after listening.... It's uglier than anyone else, he really can't imagine that a woman's sadness is actually treated with food, and it's at his own expense?? What did I do wrong with my money?