"Why do I always have a premonition in my eyes that it is going to rain, and I feel so lonely even when I walk in the crowd......

I put the earbuds into my ears, and Wang Xinling's soft and poignant singing voice came from inside. I don't know how to say it now, just like this lyric says. Dragging my suitcase, I was so dazed that I didn't know whether to step on the train in the direction of home or where to go, the bustling crowd, the crowd was surging, and my heart and thoughts were surging.

It made me feel dizzy.

got on the high-speed train in the direction of home, and finally cried uncontrollably.

It was my sister who picked me up and washed the dust. When I was sitting in the train and listening to the song in a daze, my phone kept ringing, and I thought it was the song I was listening to. I wondered how I kept playing the same song on a loop, only to find out that it was my sister who had made three missed calls. She noticed the subtle crying in my voice and asked me what was wrong. When I replied that she was fine, she stopped asking.

When I got home, my mother told me that everyone was going to my aunt's house for dinner today. There was a moment when I wanted to refuse and say no, but my sister took my arm and said, "Mom, you go first, my sister and I will come later." Then she took me by the arm and hurried out the door, confused, completely unsure of what she was trying to do.

She took me to a baby supplies store and picked up baby supplies with great interest. There are a lot of toys, clothes, shoes, socks for the little ones......

"Why are you here?" I asked, puzzled.

"I bought it for my aunt's child."

I was utterly defeated by her.

"I said, the baby is about seven months before it is born......"

Her hand holding the tiny baby shoe suddenly froze. It took a long time to come back to his senses and pat his head hard, "I'm stupid, I'm too anxious, hehe." ”

I complained to her: "The emperor is not in a hurry, and the eunuch is in a hurry." ”

"Ah, sister, you scolded me for being a eunuch." She exclaimed.

"I said you were Mama Rong." With that, I dropped my shoes and ran outside.

When my sister and I walked to my aunt's house with a smile and a smile, the person who opened the door for us was the last person I wanted to see. He deliberately acted overjoyed when he saw me, and that fake face almost made me sick.

"Xiaoxi, are you back from vacation?"

Ask while knowing the answer.

"Isn't that obvious?" I didn't give him a bad look.

My sister tugged at my clothes. I saw that his face turned blue and white, and I almost applauded and cheered in my heart.

Seeing his embarrassment, I couldn't help but taunt him: "You don't remember villains." ”

His face was torn apart, and he didn't smile.

on the dining table.

My grandfather asked me if I hadn't eaten well at school, how I had lost weight, and my face had lost a lot of weight. I pretended to be serious and quipped, "Have you lost weight?" It shows that this is my belated development, and I can finally say goodbye to baby faces. ”

Grandpa scolded softly: "It's not good-looking to be thin, it's better to have a fleshy face." ”

That day, I ate almost with my belly wide open. As a result, I couldn't sleep that night with a stomach that was about to fill up.

In the past few days, I have been exchanging messages with Ge Yu, and it is very frequent, because my puppy is temporarily fostered at her house to help me take care of it. She sends me a picture every day to let me know how much my puppy has grown again. The little one is very edible and grows fast. She said that the puppy likes to stick to Ge Muyang.

My mother didn't ask me about Yi Ran, but my sister got into my bed every night and told me about her at school. Which girl is in love, which guy is the most popular, and who is with whom...... Tireless, tireless.

So I fell asleep more quickly under her hypnosis.

Close my eyes, he also appeared in my dreams.

I dreamed that he was smiling and twinkling with star-like eyes. I walked over to him and realized that his smile was not directed at me...... So I could only watch his back fade away......

I was awakened by this sense of loss, and that night, it was three o'clock in the morning on Chinese New Year's Eve. I had insomnia, and my sister next to my pillow slept soundly. I lay down with my back to her and wept silently in the night.

Everything around me was so quiet that all I could do was the sound of my soft sniffing. After a while, my sister's voice came in the dark night, and I thought it was her talking in her dreams, but it wasn't.

"Sister, I dreamed that I dreamed that you cried......"

It's silent.

I don't answer, and I don't turn around. After a while, her voice came softly: "It turns out that I am really dreaming......"

She wasn't dreaming, and I was awake.

It's just that I don't want to say it, and she won't break it.

This Chinese New Year's Eve dinner was the most important thing I ate. On the surface, he pretends to be nothing, but in fact, all kinds of things in his heart have already turned back and forth.

At nine o'clock in the evening, my sister and I went to the People's Square to watch the fireworks. There is a countdown at nearly 12 o'clock, and after the countdown is a fireworks display.

I met a high school classmate who I hadn't seen for a long time in the square.,It's a lot of classmates who used to bet that the two of them wouldn't get together and the two people actually got together and made a surprising pair.。 The two of them held hands, walked up to me, and greeted me naturally and generously.

The first thing they said was: "Wang Xiyuan, you have lost weight." ”

I touched my face, "Is it so thin?" I wasn't fat before. ”

But the woman spoke, and her eyes were very charming, like the kind of eyes that people say "women in love".

"It's not that your person is thin, but your face is thin, and your previous baby face is too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people."

I pinched my face and said with a smile, "Face slimming has been trending lately..."

God knows why I'm like this.

"On the second day of the Lunar New Year, at half past seven in the evening, the old local classmates gathered, remember to come." After speaking, she took her boyfriend's arm, which was gentle as she had never been, and turned around and left with a smile.

Sure enough, falling in love will change a person unconsciously. The naughtiest boy in the class has now become introverted; used to be the most fierce girl in the class, but now she lacks a child for her to lead, and she has almost become a good wife and mother.

It was nearly ten o'clock when I received a call from Chestnut Porcelain. Pressing the answer button, her and Li Tao's voices came into the microphone, wishing me a happy new year. I asked Chestnut Porcelain with a hippie smile to Wishing you prosperity, and the red envelope was brought. As a result, she smiled and said to me, "Li Tao told me to ask you for a red envelope." ”

"Tell him that when he goes back for the New Year, his sister will give him a big benefit."

"I'll collect it for you." Chestnut porcelain answered over there.

While there was still a lot of time, I kept chatting, until I hung up, my sister took out her mobile phone and pointed to the time above, it was almost half past eleven.

I had never found out that I was so good at talking on the phone, and I didn't even know that there was a rumor in the middle of the call, and I continued to chat with Li Ci.

hung up the phone before he had time to put the phone away, but Ge Yu's call came. Her first words were a scolding for me. Ask who I just called, and how long I have been on the phone.

I quickly clarified in front of her gossip radar: "Not a handsome guy anyway." ”

She suddenly laughed on the other side of the phone: "I know, because your handsome guy is ...... near me" The last sentence, she said it sneakily in a suppressed voice.

"My handsome dude? You're not talking about your brother, are you? ”

"Of course not, it's Yi Ran." Her voice was loud and clear.

It was as if fireworks had been set off in my world, and the moment I heard his name, the night sky lit up.

I don't know when Ge Yu hung up the phone, and I don't know what she said to me in the end. I don't know when I pressed the answer button again. It wasn't until his voice came from the phone that I didn't know that I thought it was like a dream.

"Why don't you speak?" His voice came again, and I woke up like a dream, not a dream, but a reality.

"I'm here, I'm listening." My heart is blooming.

"You seem to have a lot of excitement over there."

"I'm counting down to see the fireworks in the square."

"I met your friend, and she told me that the day after tomorrow is your birthday."

This rumor even told him this. What else did she say?

"Do you have anything you like?" He said this suddenly.

I was flattered and overjoyed.

opened his mouth, and finally held back the sentence. He almost blurted out something like "I like you", and if he did, he probably wouldn't want to contact me again.

I couldn't think of what I liked for a while, because he asked too suddenly. Suddenly, I saw a girl not far away holding a big stuffed doll, and I had an idea and blurted out: "Teddy, I like teddy bears." ”

I almost wanted to bite my tongue.

Then I heard him laughing softly, and he must have thought I was naïve from the bottom of his heart.

Finally, he said to me a very old-fashioned New Year's greeting.

"Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year." I say.

With his blessings, I think this New Year will really be the happiest Spring Festival I have ever had.

As a neat and loud "3, 2, 1" sounded around me, a beam of light flew into the sky in front of my head with my head bowed. Draw a beautiful arc in the sky, and the night sky is in full bloom on this Chinese New Year's Eve.

It was as if the stars were hanging high in the sky, and all the twinkles were his smiling star-like eyes.

It was one of the most beautiful fireworks I've ever seen.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, there was a scene of joy everywhere.

Although I said that I watched the fireworks, I also counted down with them, and I didn't go to bed until nearly two o'clock in the morning that night. But I woke up at seven o'clock the next day, maybe because I hadn't adjusted to the holidays yet, and the biological clock was still at school.

Mom gave us New Year's money. I'm so old, and I'm cheeky enough to take the New Year's money.

Early in the morning, my father knocked on the door and knocked like thunder, and the knocking became louder and louder, as if he would not stop until we woke us up. People who don't have the gas to get up are also knocked out of bed by this knock on the door. I shouted in displeasure, "The knock made me die of a headache." ”

He shouted outside the door, "Get up." Go to the temple and worship the gods. ”

I was very reluctant to get out of bed.

Why do we all have to come together to worship God? It was so crowded, no, I couldn't even turn around in the temple. One turned around and was afraid that others would accidentally burn themselves with incense candles, and if he didn't turn around and stood in place, he was so smoked by the incense candles everywhere that tears flowed, and his eyes couldn't be opened. I stood still and didn't move, and finally my sister pulled me away.

"Go ask for a signature." My sister pulled me and said, "My classmate said that it is very effective to ask for a sign here." ”

It is a sign-off.

I was suddenly in a low mood, and after listening to the temple blessing and signing the lot, my mood fell to the bottom. My sister asked me what my signature was about, and I replied no, nothing special. Then he crumpled the signature into a small ball and threw it into the incense burner.

But I can't let go of the signature......