Chapter 164: The last thing you can't force is feelings

In the hospital room.

Su Hua's fever had receded, and the flushing on his face had receded and turned pale.

During this time, she lost a lot of weight.

Originally, she was very thin, but now she is thin, as if a gust of wind can be blown away.

Lu Li held her hand in the palm of her hand, her hand was cold to the bone, like the bone-chilling autumn rain last night.

His heart was filled with a dense ache.

"Su Hua ......" he whispered her name, and his voice was more gentle than ever.

People are always like this, they don't cherish what they have, and they don't regret it until they want to lose it.

Thinking about the past three years, Lu Li has never given her the slightest love and pity, she has done her job step by step, and she has been the daughter-in-law of the Lu family and filial piety......

He used to live in endless resentment, and he not only hurt her body, but also punished her heart.

Thinking of this, he lifted her hand and pressed it against his handsome face, which was full of affection and self-reproach.

If only there was a regret medicine in this world, then he wouldn't have hurt Su Hua in the first place.

The drowsy Su painting seemed to have a dream.

A dream that is both cruel and realistic.

She dreamed that Lu Li and Shen Mengyin were standing together, holding hands, turning around together, the two of them leaning on each other, leaving her, and walking farther and farther......

In the next second, she opened her eyes suddenly, and her forehead and cheeks were covered with sweat.

Seeing this, Lu Li hurriedly stood up and took out a handkerchief to wipe her sweat.

Su Hua's nose was full of the smell of Laisu water, and her eyes were white, and she realized that everything just now was just a dream.

And she is now in the hospital.

Feeling Lu Li's cautious movements, she raised her eyes to look at him, took her hand back detachedly, and took advantage of the situation to remove his hand that wiped her sweat.

Lu Li's heart hurt, it turned out that she had resisted him like this now.

Thinking of this, his heart overflowed with bitter water.

I have to say that last night's Su painting really scared him.

He never knew that Su Hua's weak character would put a knife on his neck yesterday.

Looking back at this moment, he was afraid for a while.

Although the reason why he agreed to Su Hua's consent to divorce last night was forced by her, he also saw Su Hua's determination to divorce this time.

"Su Hua, you had a high fever last night...... Lu Li pulled the corners of his mouth in disdain, and took back the hand holding the handkerchief in embarrassment.

Although Su Hua burned in a daze yesterday, she also knew that she had a high fever last night, and she vaguely remembered that Lu Li was holding her along the way......

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but frown her good-looking brows.

"I'm fine now, let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau." After Su Hua finished speaking, he had to pull out the needle in his hand.

Lu Liyan quickly grabbed her wrist and stopped her movements, "Su Hua, since I have agreed to divorce you, I will not regret it." ”

Su Hua, whose hands were bound, couldn't help but pull the corners of his mouth with a sneer when he heard this, glanced at Lu Li, and asked funny, "Really?" You promised me last time, but then you simply fled abroad......"

Well, hitting people doesn't slap people in the face, and exposing people doesn't expose shortcomings.

Su Hua's words were undoubtedly slapping Lu Li in the face, but she was right, Lu Li had done such a 'backsliding' and 'talking didn't count' more than once.

In fact, Lu Li has always said the same thing about doing things, but he didn't know that in the face of him and Su Hua, he would lower his moral bottom line again and again.

...... "Okay, Lu Li was choked and speechless."

"Even if you want to go now, it is estimated that the Civil Affairs Bureau will not work." After contemplating for a moment, Lu Li let go of Su Hua's hand.

Su Hua originally wanted to take off the needle, but after hearing Lu Li's words, he suddenly remembered that today is Saturday.

She had forgotten about it yesterday.

That's it, she is not bad for these two days, in short, this time, no matter what, she is going to divorce Lu Li.

It's not good for anyone to drag on like this.

"Su Hua, I still want to explain to you about yesterday......" Facing Su Hua with an indifferent face, Lu Li licked his face and continued.

Su Hua didn't wait for him to finish speaking, and directly interrupted him, "Lu Li, don't you think it's a bit redundant for you to explain to me?" ”

"......" Lu Li was slightly stunned.

In the next second, Su Hua took a deep breath and continued, "I'm about to divorce you, you don't need to explain more to me, and I don't want to hear it." ”

"......" Lu Li couldn't help but be silent, and slowed down for a while before speaking, "Su Hua, the reason why you are so angry is because you still care about me, and you are jealous." ”

"......" Su Hua frowned and said nothing.

I have to say that what Lu Li said is the truth, the reason why Su Hua cares so much about him and Shen Mengyin's hugging is because she still loves him, cares about him, and she is jealous.

However, she hated herself like that.

The man in front of her who already has a heart in her heart, why does she still want to be nostalgic?

Maybe she was born with a tendon, and no one can change what she believes.

She has always thought that people will win the day, so she knew that Lu Li liked Shen Mengyin, but she still waited hard and worked hard to fight for it.

She thought that as long as she married Lu Li, he would slowly fall in love with her.

But God didn't fulfill people's wishes, and she still couldn't make this man fall in love with her after all.

Now that Shen Mengyin is back, although Lu Li and her are husband and wife, her heart has already flown to Shen Mengyin, rather than this, Su Hua feels that it is better to break off the relationship with Lu Li, let him be free, and let herself be free.

Sure enough, in this world, the last thing you can force is feelings.

Two people who are pinched together can't last long after all.

Seeing that Su Hua had a calm face and didn't speak, Lu Li felt very embarrassed, and his heart was even more sad.

It can be seen that Su Hua has eaten the scales this time.

No matter how much he tried to keep him, he couldn't make her change her mind.

However, he is unwilling, if he really only has Shen Mengyin in his heart, and he still wants to be with Shen Mengyin again, Su Hua is understandable for treating him like this.

But now, in his eyes, in his heart, there is only her Su Hua.

"Whether you believe it or not, the person I love now is you, and the reason why I liked Shen Mengyin in the past and chose to be with Shen Mengyin came from my inner gratitude, which you should also know very well, that is, when we were children, I drowned, and it was Shen Mengyin who saved me regardless of his own safety......" Lu Li knew that if he didn't tell Su Hua what was in his heart, I was afraid that he would not have a chance in the future.

Although he knew that no matter what he said now, even if he said the great heavens, he would not be able to make Su Hua change his mind, but he had to pour out everything in his heart to her.

Whether she believes it or not.