Chapter 122: An Essay Sent by Feeling (Non-Text, Optionally Read.) )

At 18, you went to college.

At the age of 20, you end your sophomore year and start to regret your childish behavior in the previous two years, so you start working hard.

At the age of 22, you graduated from college, but you found that you couldn't find a job that satisfied you.

At the age of 26, you watch the people around you get married one by one, and the money for the wedding is increasing year by year.

When you go home during the Spring Festival, your parents take you to visit relatives, but it turns out to take you to meet a blind date

I've met more than a dozen girls, and every time you feel a little worse than her, 28 years old, you're meeting a girl who has a similar experience to you, and you're chatting with each other.

She said, "You're not bad."

You take a sip of Coke and laugh and say, "You too."

At this point, you're not sure if you like her or not.

However, the parents of both sides have already set up an engagement banquet.

A week before you got married, you went out for a drink with a friend and said you didn't want to get married, and your friend said, "You, you just think too much, who hasn't come here like this?"

At the age of 29, you are finally married.

The wedding is not big or small, and friends come not too much, no less.

I saved up for a few years to realize the money I wanted, and I also set up this private temple fair for more than 100 people.

The wedding went in the middle.

Thinking about it, you fell asleep on the night of the transfer.

Perhaps, it's the busy day that makes you too tired......

At the age of 30, she became pregnant, quit her job, and raised a baby at home.

You're getting a bit of a position in the company.

He is in charge of a dozen people and is in charge of a project independently.

The car of 200,000 yuan before marriage has also become the exclusive use of one of his own.

But you still don't dare to relax, every time you work overtime, the phone is full of grievances and complaints.

But you can't argue about anything, who made her pregnant with your child.

At this moment, both her parents and yours have chosen to stand on her side......

At the age of 31, the child landed.

It cost 100,000 yuan to take a pregnancy test and be hospitalized, but it doesn't matter, you look at your child, you like it no matter how you look at it, and you are happy as if this is your new life.

At 32 years old, this is the last year in your life that you don't want to repeat an average of three hours of sleep.

The child has to make a fuss every hour, and the next day he drags his eyes to work, the boss says you don't work, and when you go home, the daughter-in-law says you don't work, and you can't figure it out after thinking about it for a long time, who else works besides you?

The car that has been driven for three years has become your real home, and you no longer care about traffic jams.

I even wish I could have blocked it a little longer......

Fame and fortune in front of the car, firewood, rice, oil and salt in the tail.

At the age of 35, you are getting worse and worse health, working less and less overtime, and the speed of promotion is getting slower and slower.

After work that day, my daughter-in-law told you that my child was going to kindergarten.

Bilingual 3,000 yuan a month, you haven't started frowning, you're already impatient over there.

"The child of the old Wang family next door is 6,000 a month, you are already like this, and you still want the child to lose?"

You didn't say anything when you heard this, and walked back to the house without saying a word and transferred 6,000 yuan to your daughter-in-law.

This money was originally because you wanted to celebrate your birthday and get yourself a new computer.

At the age of 38, the child is in the first grade.

"Year 1 is very important, and it is important to lay a good foundation," the teacher said.

You smile and say, "Yes, yes, teacher, take care of you!"

At the age of 40, the child was in the third grade.

The teacher said that the third grade is very important, and it is important to connect the previous and the next.

You smile and say, "Yes, yes, I'm going to sign up for a cram school."

At the age of 44, the child went to junior high school.

One day he came home and told you that he wanted to learn piano.

You don't have to hesitate, because over the years, you've gotten used to it.

But the phrase "Daddy can't afford it now." You are always reluctant to speak.

Fortunately, the child is more sensible, he said: Dad is fine, or I can learn the ocarina first.

You look at such a sensible child, but you can't be happy.

At the age of 46, the child went to a high school that was not good or bad.

One day you were in a meeting and you got a call from your teacher.

The teacher said that your child was fighting at school and asked you to go, and you resigned to the leader who was five years younger than you to ask for a leave.

When I got to school, I was reprimanded by the teacher again, and the lines were nothing more than that.

"As parents, you know the work, can you accompany the children?"

You looked at this teacher with a blank face, and suddenly remembered what he said at that time: Parents work hard outside to make more money, and let their children make up for classes, which feels a little ridiculous.

At the age of 50, the child was very competitive when he went to college, and he took a book.

You can't understand the major he studied, but you know that it must be difficult to find a job.

The point is, the tuition fee is still expensive, and you want to talk to him late at night, so you prepare a bottle of liquor and a plate of peanuts.

The words you ever hated the most to him you:

"It's still about choosing a popular major."

"I still have to think about my future work."

"Life is more important than love."

……

You went from communicating to arguing.

In the end, you find that you are still old.

It's too old to beat this 18-year-old.

You can't talk about him, and in the end you can only say helplessly: I am your father, how can I harm you?

The child looks at you and knows that it is useless to argue.

This drinking party, which finally established your majesty, broke up unhappily.

You don't get angry when you listen to it.

When the child goes back to his room, you seem to hear him whispering.

"I don't want to live like you."

Somehow, all of a sudden, you burst into tears......

Why do you cry?

All are 50 years old.

It must be too spicy, right?

It must be that the wine is too spicy......

At the age of 55, the child is working, and it seems that he understands you a little, and he starts calling home from time to time.

But you reversed, you said don't take care of the house, take care of yourself.

At the age of 56, the child is also married.

You ask him, "Do you like that girl?"

He was stunned and said, "I like it."

Vaguely, you seem to see the shadow of yourself in him...

At 60 years old, you have worked hard all your life and want to go out for a walk.

After 30 years, the person next to you still likes it or not.

You start planning your travel route.

After all these years, you still have disagreements and are still arguing.

At some point, you think maybe that's fine.

Everything is ready.

As a result, my son, who was far away, suddenly called: "Parents, I'm too busy with work, can you help me take care of the child?"

You refunded your ticket and went back 30 years.

At the age of 70, the child's children have grown up, and there is no need to worry about it every day.

You make up your mind that you must go and have fun. But the crutches you have at hand can only support you to walk downstairs to the garden.

At 75 years old, you are lying in a hospital bed.

There are people around you, and you are dazed to see the doctor next to the bed shaking his head.

The people around you look solemn, and you know that you are going to die.

But in this moment, you are not afraid.

You suddenly ask yourself: When did I die?

You think of that wedding when you were 30 years old.

Perhaps, at that time, one will die.

Three seconds before you die, a large number of memory fragments suddenly begin to appear in your brain, flashing back the days you have passed in the past 75 years.

The pictures are ...... one by one

Two seconds passed, and you looked at the memories of those two seconds with a blank face.

You suddenly laugh.

It turns out that you are back in the year you were 15 years old. You see a boy.

With a bag of milk in his mouth and a schoolbag on his back, he walked under the balcony of another girl's house.

The boy looked out the window.

That's 15 years old, the girl you have a crush on.

I can't remember what she looked like.

At the last second, the three seconds you were trying to remember passed.

The people around you start crying, but you can't hear clearly......

You finally hear a cacophony of noises.

It seems that a group of fifteen or sixteen-year-old teenagers are making a joke.

Promise him!

Promise him!

Promise him!