Chapter Sixty-Six: The Cone Eats the Bone
When Jiang Jiu heard this, his crying became louder again, and he said, "Grandmother, if you take the flag commander away, Jiu'er will be sad." ”
The second old man shouted, "Evil obstacles, you dare to talk to your grandmother like this, shut up!" ”
Jiang Jiu's big cry choked in his throat, and he watched the second master's tears flow even more. Jiang Zhankui held Jiang Jiu's hand tightly, and his body was trembling.
Lu Man glanced at the second master and was annoyed. I don't know how these two brothers and sisters provoked him, as a father, he didn't have any love for his son and daughter, and he poured salt on their wounds.
She ignored the second master, and said to the eldest princess, "Grandmother, do you know, the reason why the eighth master and Jiu'er stood in the verandah with the flag chief at that time was because they were waiting for me, and when I passed by there, I could bring them to the Heming Hall, so that they could meet the father, grandmother, and all the relatives who had been thinking about it for many days, and they wanted to integrate into the lively big family and feel the warmth and love of their relatives...... Today, my granddaughter-in-law didn't dare to stay here to eat, because she was afraid that Jiu'er would be sad and that she would feel that even I had abandoned her. She was only six years old, and the little child had no idea how complicated the adult world was. She doesn't understand, as a concubine's daughter-in-law, I can have a meal in Heming Hall, but why can't she, as a concubine. She only wants to be liked by her father, grandmother, and all her relatives, and to be accepted......"
Lu Man's words made everyone in the hall stunned, and even the second lady, who disdained family affairs, looked at her.
Lu Man continued, "For as long as I can remember, I have known that I have no mother, and I have a criminal grandfather who is disliked and ignored by my elders. I have no siblings, my father is thousands of miles away, and in that big family, I feel very lonely, and the feeling of being excluded and ignored is really heartbreaking, much more uncomfortable than being hungry...... When I was a little older, my stepmother sent away my nurse, and she didn't let me continue my studies, and let the girl take me to do inappropriate things, and from then on I had that bad reputation for being laughed at. When encountering difficulties, no one can talk about them, there is no correct guidance from the elders, and I don't know how to deal with it, so I really have no choice, so I just want to die. ”
Lu Man's tears also slipped down unconsciously, both her own and the original owner's. She wiped her tears with her sleeve, choked up and continued, "Hang yourself, that's really a point of no return, you hurt yourself, and you also hurt the third master and her mother-in-law." Fortunately, God had mercy on me and brought me back to life, and I completely woke up and figured it out. What are you afraid of if you are not afraid of death? Death can't solve the problem, only by living can we untie one dead knot after another. I would like to thank my grandmother for her kindness and giving me the opportunity to change my ways...... Every time I see Jiu'er saying that she misses her father and wants to be lively, I will think of the longing I had when I was a child, the inferiority complex of being excluded from the group, and I feel very sad. Jiu'er and Ba Ye are different from me, although they are not born in their wives' wombs, they still have the most noble blood in their bodies, and their fathers are still close at hand. I believe that they would rather wear less and eat less than be ignored and excluded from the circle of their family by their loved ones. Yes, there is a difference between the concubines, which has already determined their identity at the time of birth. Again, people can't choose their origin, but they can choose what kind of person they want to be. As long as they don't think about what shouldn't belong to them and don't do bad things, the love that should be given to them at home is indispensable. Girls, in particular, are different from boys, who are older enough to step out of the mansion and have their own world. But the girl, who stays alone in the small courtyard, lacks communication with people, and even an inferior mother-in-law can ignore her and scold her, can her character be shaped well? Definitely not. In this way, there will be deficiencies in dealing with people, just like me at the beginning, cowardly and incompetent, strong on the outside, and only want to die when I encounter problems......"
Lu Man went out and said what she had been thinking for many days, so much so that she herself was moved by her own words.
The eldest lady was unhappy, and said in a cold voice, "What does Zhanwei's daughter-in-law mean that those of us who are elders are unkind and treat our concubines and concubines harshly?" ”
Lu Manxin said, that's what I mean. But he didn't dare to admit it, and said, "I didn't mean that, I just said my personal feelings, and begged the elders to take care of Xiao Jiu'er more." No matter how much she is a concubine, she is also the granddaughter of the eldest princess, and if she does not raise her son well, it is not only her own sorrow, but also the house will be implicated......"
I saw Jiang Zhanyu walking out with red eyes, he bowed to Lu Chang first, and said with tears in his eyes, "Thank you, third sister-in-law, they are Zhanyu's younger brothers and sisters, but let your sister-in-law help with the grievances." Zhan Yu was ashamed. ”
Then he walked over and took Jiang Zhankui and Jiang Jiu's hands, and said warmly, "Eighth brother, Jiu'er, it's not good for the fifth brother, I didn't care about you before." In the future, whenever the fifth brother comes home, our brothers and sisters will get together. You can't bear to be a flag leader, do you? Don't worry, the fifth brother won't let people kill it, nor will they let people get it out of the inner courtyard, and the fifth brother will help you intercede. ”
Listening to Jiang Zhanyu's words, Lu Man's nose became even more sour. He is not very old, but he is a true gentleman.
The eldest princess's eyes were also red, and she beckoned and said, "Zhankui, Jiu'er, come here, come to grandmother." ”
Jiang Zhankui and Jiang Jiu were a little scared and didn't dare to step forward. Jiang Zhanyu led them forward and handed their hands to the eldest princess.
The eldest princess has always been high in the hearts of the two children, and the distance between her and the eldest princess was three meters away before, but this time she was actually holding her hand, and she was both frightened and happy.
The eldest princess said kindly, "It was grandmother's negligence that wronged you before. Zhan Wei's daughter-in-law is right, although you are not born in your wife's belly, you have the most noble blood in your body, which is the blood inheritance of this family. In the future, whenever the family gets together, they will call you up. Straightened Jiang Jiu's messy hair, and sighed, "Hey, the girl in our house, how noble she is, how can she be like this, and she has to be wronged by her sister-in-law...... Zhan Wei's daughter-in-law did a good job and reminded the palace. Then he turned his head to the eldest grandmother and said, "Zhanju's daughter-in-law should also help the palace remember, and if you forget to call them, you must remind the palace." ”
The eldest grandmother hurriedly bowed and smiled, "Yes, the granddaughter-in-law remembers, and the granddaughter-in-law also likes them." After speaking, he felt that he had talked too much, and glanced at the eldest lady again.
The eldest princess said, "Don't be afraid, that dog, oh, it's called the flag chief, isn't it?" No one dared to beat it to death. Then he said to the second master, "Second brother, right?" ”
The second old man blushed. He was the father of the little siblings, and it seemed that he had forced them to be so sad and that he had not allowed them to come to the party. Now it seems that he should have expressed something, especially Xiao Jiu'er kept saying that he missed his father, and his heart hurt a little, but he just couldn't express it.